Being loved is NOT a reward for being beneficial or useful in any way. You don't become less deserving of being loved if you aren't productive for a day or if you have a bad day and can't get out of bed.
I promise. Being loved has nothing to do with how you "help" the world or those around you.
Itâs been years and tumblr still wonât give me my username back so its this now.
So that KH finale! Iâm gonna be real honest - I played the JP KHX browser game, and I played KHUX in JP and ENG but I stopped shortly after Union Cross was released... mostly because any guild-related rewards were negligible and it went from âYou need to min-max!â to âYou need to pay to min-max!â very shortly thereafter. The story updates never caught up. To be honest, if I had known from the start of the ENG release that it was never going to catch up, to the very dying day, then... I probably would have stayed in the JP game. Regardless --
Iâm gonna ramble about the ending now and Iâm probably not right and I will take no criticism. Iâm just brain dumping and I donât need an essay about how Iâm wrong. Itâs just conjecture, so take it and run with it, expand upon it, if it also sparks to you, and just ignore what doesnât.
SPOILERS BELOW THE CUT
The entire data world was a test to rig the system to having only one possible outcome. It was almost perfect.
However, even that got fucked up - intentionally - by MoM pulling back the curtain for Luxu at the last minute, to get him to act out his role as traitor. It slides from âno darkness gets outâ to only one successful avatar for darkness gets out.
The now awakened dark avatar of Luxu takes Blaineâs body, hoping for memories of the Book to come along - this was Luxuâs last ditch attempt at preventing MoMâs plan from coming to fruition.
Ephemera still never read the Book and he made it to the future, which is probably an oversight to Luxu. The true dandelion still made it.Â
Iâm positive Luxuâs dark avatar wasnât sure which vessel he should be taking, so heâs the one who thought he could rig it. He failed to rig it because Ephemera got away.
I wonder... could Ephemera inevitably be MoM...? Eh, wonât cross it off. And hereâs why, in two parts:Â MoM would effectively be guaranteeing himself a path to the future in the misdirect that allowed Ephemera to make it. And here we thought MoM was Luxu. Silly us. Luxu got the book through Blaine but it was the one who never read it that would definitely be the next MoM -- and Ephemera deciding heâd rather follow his heart than a book means he has the spirit of the role down.
But having to deal with all that trauma... he made it... But having to harbor the heaviness of all that transpired -- thatâs the birthplace of new darkness -- congrats for not breaking the cycle, fam! Ephemera learning darkness still exists after all that? Not knowing if reality is real or not? What lengths would YOU go to, to save the world from darkness? So much has already been lost - to give up now would make their sacrifices in vain. Boom, you now have the ingredientâs to MoMâs insanity.
Irrelevant misdirects: itâs worth pointing out that Skuld is not Xehanortâs mom, the eye colors are wrong. Could be a grandkid? And speaking of Skuld, we still donât know if Skuld or Streletzia is the mysterious girl from the KH3 Lea/Isa Radiant Garden plot. We donât know shit.
Also, could the Luxu that 'endedâ Blaine been Xigbar who got to the past ala the same way Maleficient did? Huh, thatâs a stretch, you might say. Okay then. Why is Luxu tall for that scene, then, huh?Â
Maleficent gets to the future bc her cloak. Physical objects inspire memories. Remembering Maleficent brought her back. Is it the same with Blaineâs hat, which is handed to him in the future...?
In a way, darkness is a thing we all just canât forget, we are constantly being reminded of it - so it keeps coming back. Most importantly, its supposed to be there. Itâs part of what makes us whole. You have to reject Light and Darkness both to be rid of Darkness, but then youâre an unfeeling empty blob like that Nobodies -- and even they began to remember themselves. Hearts regrow, given any chance.
So letâs instead turn to look at our Player. Never officially a dandelion, we were a seed that should have never made it to the new world. And we did - in the form of Xehanort? And the characters around baby nort seemed to understand something was wrong with this child. And abandoned him in hopes he would never be reunited with anything that reminds him of the past:
One who knows nothing can understand nothing. Look at this tiny place. To the heart seeking freedom, this island is a prison, surrounded by water. And so, this boy sought to escape his prison, and he opened his heart to darkness. Don't bother. Your voice can no longer reach him where he is. His heart belongs again to Darkness.
Nope, silly me. Despite having it as my email handle and my connected twitter handle and all my artwork signed as that name, Tumblr still wonât give it back to me.
Nope, silly me. Despite having it as my email handle and my connected twitter handle and all my artwork signed as that name, Tumblr still wonât give it back to me.
While I was researching stuff for the Final World analysis, I had noticed that the aesthetic greatly resembled the aesthetic of Scala ad Caelum. The water, the bright blue sky, the white cube shaped structures, the way the structures were able to be turned on their head. It was all too similar.
But I didnât really have anything substantial to go off ofâŠuntil I stumbled on this:
Man-made salt mounds at salt farms. The design of Scala ad Caelum is based on salt mounds.
Itâs almost as if Scala ad Caelum was trying to emulate the Final World- whereas the salt structures in the final world are based on naturally occurring salt crystals, Scala is based on man-made salt farming methods. And if Scala ad Caelum is actually a reference to Jacobâs Ladder as Iâve talked about before, this makes sense. The place where heaven and earth meet. The Final World is âHeavenâ, while Scala is âearthâ. Perhaps a reference to Matthew 6:10Â
âThy kingdom come, Thy will be done on earth, as it is in heaven.âÂ
It wouldnât be the first time Christian symbolism/references were used in KH, not by a long shot. Coincidentally, there is another very relevant teaching in the Sermon on the Mount (which is where âon earth, as it is in heavenâ comes from), known as the âSalt and Lightâ passages.
âMatthew 5:13 refers to his disciples as âthe salt of the earth.â This meaning is paralleled in the following verse, Matthew 5:14, in the symbolism of the âlight of the world.â Another view is that the Salt and Light passages refer to a duality of roles in the disciples to be like a light from a city, viewable from all over the world, and to be spread out as salt is: to congregate and spread.â -x
Scala ad Caelum was the âlight of the worldâ after the keyblade war, from which âthe new world was rebuilt from the light left in the hearts of childrenâ, as the story goes. It is âthe nexus from which all worlds springâ, in other words, it has spread out like salt.
Local man regains memories, becomes disconcertingly nice (also we were ROBBED by never being able to see Vexen with his hair up for when he does science things in 3!!!)
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I love nothing more than animation insiders like this! Man, you donât realize how much math and physics go into stuff like this. Way different than traditional animation!
I know thereâs huge pressure to get your life together in your twenties, but as someone in her thirties I have to say that one of my greatest inspirations is that Sephiroth was 30 when he fused with his alien half-mother to turn into an eldritch abomination bent on turning the planet into their own personal tonka truck so honestly thereâs no such thing as being too old to achieve your dreams