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This is the only place I feel comfortable admitting this since I know no one reads my stuff anymore and I just need to say it aloud somewhere, but I want to end it. I don’t want to be here anymore. I don’t want to be in pain anymore. I don’t want to sit around hoping someone will say they care anymore only to have no one show up. I want to be gone. At least one day someone will see this and they’ll know, I was just really sad and I just really couldn’t do it anymore. I’m trying so fucking hard.

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sometime I think I’m doing better mentally and then I realize I haven’t texted people back in days because sometimes just motivating myself to be reachable is exhausting. I hurt not only myself, but also the ones who try to be there.