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@st3llitsa
sometime, somewhere in ketterdam
like there comes a point where you think something is fundamentally wrong with you. and then it turns out itās just Friday and you havenāt washed your hair in three days and maybe youāre also just a little lonely and the combination of all three of those things is whittling a hole into your chest every time you breathe. but also the sunās up. and youāve survived everything so far, so youāll survive this too, even if it hurts, even if you have to survive it many times.
one more minor inconvenience and imma start screaming
suddenly i'm 13 again and the world seems less kind now. less forgiving. less understanding of me.
suddenly i do not fit anywhere. my friends are not quite friends anymore. trusting them is harder now. breaking my trust is considerably easier.
suddenly i do not wish to grow older, yet time won't bargain with me. i have nothing of use to offer him, only my youth ā which he will take one way or another.
suddenly, i am not 13 anymore.
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the generational gap between me and the people my age who use chat gpt
there's absolutely no way you've still got the moodboard i made as your header ššššš
um yESSSS???
and it's never going away.
DUDE HI????
LOOK WHO IT IS HI STELLA (please correct me if the spelling's wrong) WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN
SHUMIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII
correct me if im wrong (which is usually never but this is an exception). NO THE SPELLING IS MOST CERTAINLY CORRECT.
IVE BEEN TRYING TO LIVE LIFE MF BUT UNIVERSITY IS SO CLOSE AND IM HAVING A FUCKING EXISTENTIAL CRISIS WHICH I HOPE IS RELATABLE CUZ GOD AM I SCARED OF GROWING UP. AND THEN I REMEMBERED "OH TUMBLR IS HONESTLY THE BEST APP THAT CAN HELP ME DEAL WITH THESE EMOTIONS" AND HERE I AM
HELP lmao you are not wrong
!!!!!!!!!! what do you want to study oh my god (uni is killing ME already btw) this is insane
i genuinely dfk im so confused. at first I was into mech engineering but my dad and i had a talk about it and ultimately decided that im not as gifted to get into it and do it as successfully as i would like, it would require a lot of studying from my part seeing as i would already be behind compared to those at the university i would go (it's kinda hard to explain but let's just say that the education system where i live and where the uni is are miles apart) so im not going that direction anymore.
that decision leaves me with financial studies (I could never go into theoretical ones) but i haven't pinpointed which one specific field yet :(
it's such an emotional rollecoaster rn me trying to make the right choice when i honestly know nothing about myself yet. it would just be so much easier if i was gifted at something or had a huge passion (which spoiler: WE GOT NONE OVER HEREEEEEE I JUST WANNA MAKE A SHITLOAD OF MONEY).
what are u studying babes??
DUDE HI????
LOOK WHO IT IS HI STELLA (please correct me if the spelling's wrong) WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN
SHUMIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII
correct me if im wrong (which is usually never but this is an exception). NO THE SPELLING IS MOST CERTAINLY CORRECT.
IVE BEEN TRYING TO LIVE LIFE MF BUT UNIVERSITY IS SO CLOSE AND IM HAVING A FUCKING EXISTENTIAL CRISIS WHICH I HOPE IS RELATABLE CUZ GOD AM I SCARED OF GROWING UP. AND THEN I REMEMBERED "OH TUMBLR IS HONESTLY THE BEST APP THAT CAN HELP ME DEAL WITH THESE EMOTIONS" AND HERE I AM
omg hi!! I don't know if you remember me I've changed my username a bit lmao but we used to be in like a six of crows group chat years ago back when tumblr still had those..
anyways I was just happy to see you back!! I hope you're not doing too badly cya around :)
hii im sure i remember you just please remind me what i used to call you!!! I actually wanted to come check on my mutuals but all the accounts are so different that i don't recognize anyone hehehe
how is it that in my roughest times i come back to tumblr. i should be studied.
yea sex is cool but have u ever been treated like a priority instead of just an option
what doesn't kill you makes you weird at intimacy
Iām sorry but if this paragraph doesnāt fuck you up Idk what will:
āCoriolanus felt his anxieties melt away. Full of fresh food, shaded by the trees, Lucy Gray singing softly beside him, he began to appreciate nature. It really was beautiful out here. The crystal clean air. The lush colors. He felt so relaxed and free. What if this was his life: rising whenever, catching his food for the day, and hanging out with Lucy Gray by the lake? Who needed wealth and success and power when they had love? Didnāt it conquer all?
- The Ballad of Songbirds and Snakes by Suzanne Collins (pg. 438)
it did in fact not conquer allš
@st3llitsa at least until katniss and peeta came alongš„°
very true
What do you want to be when you grow up
Seven years old and not afraid of anything
Without hesitation
I reply
āA queenā
My father,
Self perceived bastion of logic, scoffs,
āFor you to be a queen, I first would have to be kingā
Ah dad, but you see, even seven year old me
Knew that thrones could be taken
As easily as inherited
What do you want to be when you grow up
Fourteen years old with a song in my heart
Fingers dancing
Across the keys
Hesitating but passionate
I could play and teach
All while following the narrative theyāve chosen for me
Fourteen year old me forgetting the power in her voice
Need not be drown out
By the music
What do you want to be when you grow up
Seventeen years old and ready to heal the world
Taking charge
Ready to conquer
Near a decade of schooling
For passion yes,
But for title and pride foremost
Denying a different part of myself
To rub their noses in my defiance
Seventeen year old me certain that she was her full self
Ignoring the neglect fragments
Of joy
What do you want to be when you grow up
Nineteen years old and focused on the present
Eight more years of school
Seeming an eternity
Taking a shorter,
if still harrowing path
Trying to live in the moment, but haunted
By the previously ignored horrors of the past
Nineteen year old me chasing just enough success
To still feel meaning
To still feel worth loving
What do you want to be when you grow up
Twenty two years old and thriving career
But weighed down
With more sorrows
Than my years have earned
Struggling to know if Iāve made the right choices
Fought the right battles
Twenty two year old me finally starting to understand
That maybe happiness follows purpose
So why have I been choosing
Only one purpose at a time
What do you want to be when you grow up
Focused on the present
Ready to heal the world
A song in my heart
And not afraid of anything
What do you want to be when you grow up
Everything
posting your thoughts on tumblr is so embarrassing like hey hereās whatās happening in my life in grotesque detail. here is my literal stream of consciousness. no one really cares about this. Whatever