Hello old friends!
Its probably been two or more years since I logged onto my tumblr. Not sure what made me do it today. I just read some of my old posts and realized both how much and how little has changed since I last visited this little place on the internet.
What’s the same? I still love nature and being outside. I still love early mornings and coffee (only decaf now though). I’m still emotional, but the waves are so so so so much calmer now. And I guess maybe that’s the biggest change... It got better.
I feel in love and have learned to stay there. I can now pause and breath before my world falls apart. I learned to slow my thoughts. I learned to love myself. Yes there are still days where I don’t feel good enough. Yes I still feel a little chubby sometimes. Yes I still get upset. But I don’t purge, I don’t cut, I don’t panic. At the end of the day I know I will be okay.
All this to say.... I promise, IT. GETS. BETTER.
