Saving Myself

Start weight: 365lbs Current weight: 3655lbs Goal Weight: 155lbs (210lbs to go) My name is Stacy, I'm 27, I'm a mom to a gorgeous almost 5 year old daughter. I've been overweight most of my life, but over the past couple years I've put on about 100lbs as I went through the end of an abusive marriage, the divorce process, and the stress of starting over on my own. I'm going to be sharing my journey to finding a healthier version of myself. I am doing this because I am tired of feeling like shit about my body, I'm tired of being sick, I'm tired of not showing up for myself and my daughter. I am starting to have health issues because of my weight, and honestly am just shocked I let myself get this far. I never thought I'd be here... so it's time to reclaim my health.

[thinfatfit]

[skysuggestion]

not doing great?

clean your room

open curtains/windows

take a shower

put on clean clothes

get out of your room a bit

stretch

drink a glass of water

get the hard/important stuff out of the way while you have energy

set some (any!) goals

remember that it is okay to have bad days

[wont-stop-until-im-done]

[sashacoki]

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[unspokengrief]

15.12.18

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IM READY TO TAKE CARE OF MY BODY AND TREAT IT THE WAY IT DESERVES TO BE TREATED

It deserves the love and strength and healing it’s given me my whole life. Time to respect it and love it and take care of it. For real.

[juliamstarr]

Instagram - Colors

[lyrics-and-music]

Wait // Knuckle Puck

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[flyteestudio]

the four golden rules of a healthy lifestyle.

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[mrsmoodle]

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today was hard

I don’t even really know why. I had nothing on my schedule until 9:30pm (I work from home and my main client lives in Australia so I often work late, as it’s her morning and I like working late anyway)

I just feel so overwhelmed by everything.

My weight feeling out of control My apartment being messy all the time My relationship feeling more like work than anything beneficial My work piling up My money that’s quickly running out again

I think I just wasn’t busy enough today, it gave me too much time to think and also I felt unproductive which is a huge trigger of anxiety for me. I just want to curl up and cry myself to sleep.

oh well. tomorrow may be better.

[crazycatfitter]

[sashacoki]

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