[amybluekinnie]

just bock don’t report

153cm

hw: 74 kg ; lw: 48,9 kg

cw: 52 kg

next gw: < 50 kg

ugw: 41-43 (ish) kg

[decayingbirds]

oh that was definitely too many calories

[amybluekinnie]

manifesting 45kg by may 1st🤞🏻

[amybluekinnie]

I’m soo locking in this week, like what do you mean I woke up, weighed myself (today) and clocked in at 52.8 kg that’s criminal… I’ll be back in a week. 

[chicach3rryc0lalime]

[allygirll]

inspo🪽

[sweetcinnamondaisy]

[imawinnerforever]

[goldcrescent]

and not to sound like a conspiracy theorist but another reason I hate the return of 2000’s th*nspo shit is bc starving does make women frail and has longer term consequences like early osteoporosis, brittle bones/teeth, insomnia, ect. Your muscles will start eating themselves. It also makes you extremely emotional and severely lowers your capacity for critical thinking not bc you’re a girl but because your brain isn’t getting any fucking nutrients so idk I just feel like its very convenient that every time there’s an uptick in fascist rhetoric and women’s rights are being stripped suddenly it’s peak fashion for women to be starving, weak, and exhausted

[jjcinnajj]

[amybluekinnie]

lowk relapsing rn lol… haven’t smoked weed in 2 days and my appetite has gone down significantly. i was originally only doing this as a mini t-break but idk if i wanna start again… maybe i’ll stay abstinent until i hit my goal weight bc holy shit do i need to lock tf in i gained like 4 kg over the summer which makes me feel like a beached whale >.<

[imjustelibtw]

How I expect to look after fasting for 1 day

[anarrythmia]

i want to be UNDENIABLY skinny. not just skinny at the right angle, or skinny if i suck in, or skinny if the light hits my collarbones in the right way. i want to be skinny in every picture, in every outfit, from every angle, in every way. i want to be so skinny it's the first thing people see when they look at me

[an0n-moonandstars]

[amybluekinnie]

summer? oh you mean €D-season haha

[starrycrumbs]

ALL I CAN THINK ABOUT IS FOOD. “should i eat?” “i shouldn’t eat.” “should i eat?”

I CANNOT STAND IT @ my brain SHUT UPPP

[amybluekinnie]

trying to use up everything in your fridge before going on vacation really takes so much longer when you barely eat :/