I can always sleep standing up

@draculaforce's personal blog, 20s, she/it, system

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[grrl-beetle]

RED FLIES

[stupid-twink-girl]

this is going somewhat viral on twitter so i’m posting it here too

[get-fuckin-high420-deactivated2]

[itsyourproblem]

Is There Any Way To Commit Suicide Without Actually Like Dying Forever Like Any way To just like Make a point

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My sleeping is so crazy disordered rn. Fall asleep after everyone and wake up before everyone. My head hurts and I want coffee

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Good parts about my phone breaking:

I feel much more present

Not having to reply to messages right away is freeing

Im not constantly and anxiously checking it

Walking outside feels nicer

Bad parts about my phone breaking:

A new one is gonna be expensive :(

Idk how much stuff on my phone i’ll lose. Photos videos notes writings

Can’t check my bank account

I have to go on my laptop for porn

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God ive just never been a person or lived a life

[nocturnaltigerrevelation]

>have problem

>recognize it as part of my divine punishment

>no problem

[heiratemich333]

been feeling a lot like him lately

[savethelifeofmychild]

just stressed myself out until i died

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Hating my body like fucking crazy lately. I feel disgusting

[fial-inka]

the signal catcher 📡

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Im so fucking pathetic, it's actually embarrassing

[nacht---hexe]

[pankendev]

(snaps out of it) OH MY GOD WHAT HAVE I BEEN DOING!! HOLY JESUS CHRIST FUCK WHY DID NOBODY TRY TO STOP ME (eases back into it) ahhhh. yeah this feels right

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Gotta remember that

Im not immutably evil

Forgiving myself is an important part of self improvement

Isolating myself is not a good habit

I gotta Live My Life instead of Living In My Head

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And!!!

Don't kill myself 👍

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Progress is not linear!

Feeling my feelings is okay and in fact good to do

Only I can save myself

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I am loved. Even when I cant see it/feel it, I am loved

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Do Not Enter The Torment Nexus

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I don't deserve eternal punishment

I'm not a burden

My life isn't over, it wasn't over at 12 or 16 or 18 or 20 or 23 or 26 or now. I'm alive and have the capacity to live a life