@efrafandoe - Tumblr Blog

hello it usually goes by HAZEL uses she/it pronouns i'm a lesbian and i like looking at pictures on the internet

i like fantasy & horror & fashion & anthropomorphism & animation & compartmentalizing via imagery. This blog is personal & kind of a journal of my history & recovery so be nice. my brain is sick and i'm trying to fix it

Sometimes i draw but not super recently so i don't feel comfortable linking that to my personal presence online yet

i use tags for personal reference, not tws sorry

if i followed you for a sideblog...... hi, yes i'm an adult, no i am not personally disclosing my age to you

#Spotify

i think i still have some olanzapine left to help pull me to earth a little bit and i'm going to try & find out tomorrow how to transfer a prescription from kaiser to an outside drug site so that i can get my meds cheaper. I need my medications i need them i need my care or everything falls apart

Just like.. i don't understand any of this and i've never been without insurance and i'm scared that i have no support and no way to afford it. i don't know how to file for state insurance i haven't been to therapy in weeks i've been without my antipsychotic and sleep meds and i'm fucking things up in my life. badly. someone please help me understand these adult things and how to fix this

#actually bpd #actually bipolar #actually borderline

Hey so i'm in a mental health crisis, without my antipsychotics and without therapy and without insurance. I'm in a really bad place and i'm not asking anyone for anything except for advice on how to fix the hole i'm in, how to get access to free or low-cost mental health services (even if they suck) or how to afford your meds without insurance. I might take this to reddit bc i don't know who i'm gonna reach with my very small audience.

Just like.. if you've been here and you know how to navigate this please help me, my relationships with my parents are complicated and i'm neurodivergent and very mentally ill

i'm near seattle if that helps

#actually bpd #actually borderline #actually bipolar