Short Term Amnesia

"Dahil minsan, nakakalimot ka." O kaya naman, "Gusto mo lang lumimot" Choice mo yan.

[stamnesia]

Strong face, heart bursting.

Thought I could handle the pressure and the stress from a million attack of words,

But when it was done,

I just break down in tears.

Perhaps, this is what a war looks like.

But this is how it feels like.

You defend yourself from oppressors,

Because you do not have enough to push an attack.

Good job you have a sturdy wall.

But when the sun slumbers,

You've seen the smoke of the chaos.

And it can't be fixed. Nor comfort.

Then tomorrow, when the night fades,

You still have to battle for what was left.

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Thank you tumblr, this platform helps me scream my hurt, what I felt and no one is judging. Thank you for being there just to listen. The feelings that I needed to burst, here is where I will always go. Thank you.

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Oh well, ako ay manhid na.

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Sumigaw at sabihing PUTANG INAAAAAAA!!!!!

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Sakin lang ba? No photo views on tmblr. Just gradient. Photos are not showing. Help!!!! #tumblrnow #whatishappeningtumblr #tmblrupdate

[stamnesia]

What have I done you?

To deserve hurtful feelings like this?

I can't make it go away.

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Randomly seeing him chatting another woman, with sweet words like ..

"maganda ka kahit bare face"

" wag na tayo mag am and pm mess (meals)"

"so its a date?" (Kahit joke)

Reels sent to me was also sent to her.

Mas madami pang reels sent sa knya than me.

Updating everything he is doing.

Please, to anyone who's reading this.

Normal ba un?

Kahit sinabi nyang, wala lang yun trip trip lng yun.

Wala ka bang trust sakin?

Though hnd naman talaga nya tinago?

Those chats weren't even hidden? 😐

Please! I can't get it off my head.

[stamnesia]

Gusto ko lang sabihin na.... "Ampooooooootttaaaaaa!!!"

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Hi, here I am again, wanting to scream the hurts I felt inside! Bc I can't shout it aloud! Bc I can't post it on my personal socmed. Bc I just can't.

[newrelationshipgoals]

A happy relationship is about three things: memories of togetherness, the forgiveness of mistakes and a promise to never give up on each other.

[stamnesia]

I thought I'm fine, but I guess I am not.

Since day 1, I do not have the energy to do what needs to be done.

I am messy, trying to tidy up little by little.

I hope soon to regain the strength I need. Become more productive. Become more positive in life.

I miss you! It's just that, the routine feels different when you are not around. See you soon my love! 💕

#loveletterstowin21

[thetypewriterdaily]

gentle reminder 🕯️♥️

instagram

[stamnesia]

Acceptable ba na sigawan ka? At isisi sayo ang lahat? At isumbat sayo lahat ng ginawa nya for you. (Na hindi mo naman hiningi or ni-request?)

Normal ba yun kasi babae ka lang?

[quotemadness]

When you love someone, when you care for someone, you have to do it through the good and the bad. Not just when you’re happy and it’s easy.

Lauren Olivier

[stamnesia]

At this point, hindi ko na alam if tama pa bang ikaw.

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Whenever I felt bad about myself, or think about giving up, I would always be reminded of the people (friends/family) who believed in me, and who are willing to support my cause.

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💔💔💔