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there are days where NO ❌️ video games are played and there are days where video games are played for 10 or maybe 14 hours straight

toothbrush92

girlbosses and punk

#sp

stanbarf

Yeah.... maybe you should just stay over and play guitar hero with me instead

Man im always down for that

suckmahballskahl

Screw kahl you're helping me I need yew

stanbarf

Need me for what??

#suckmahballskahl

Yeah.... maybe you should just stay over and play guitar hero with me instead

Man im always down for that

#ask #kylebarf #anything than the retirement home #or killing my dad i guess

Kill Randy that will make you feel better

I dont think murder is the way to go.. Hes still my dad

#ask #anon

Kill Cartman it will make you feel better (definitely not scott tenorman)

Yeahhhh I dont know about that

#ask #anon #definitely NOT scott.......

auroralol

are you really what i want

@kylebarf

Love in a bottle 🎵

bojackhorsemanobviously

@stanbarf

#tagged #save

bojackhorsemanobviously

In this terrifying world all we have are the connections we make.

I'm sorry for not being there for you more but I'm here now, I want to make sure you're OK.

@stanbarf

bojackhorsemanobviously

Bojack racks his brain for answers. God knows he asked himself that a thousand times. ..

I've been where you are stanley so many damn times.. He's breathing heavily now hugging the boy even tighter fearing he'll disappear the moment he let's go. The horse can feel himself blinking back tears .

If you're feeling like no one cares I'm so sorry I'm sorry you have shitty parents it's hard trying to figure out what it's all for. I spent 60 years asking that question. .

It's about love stanley it's about letting yourself love and be loved by others. The bad times don't last forever I promise you'll be OK. Just don't. .

He hugs even tighter not even thinking if he's crushing the boy his voice shaking as he fights back his own tears.

I can't.. I can't bury another, kid stanley I can't.

stanbarf

Bojacks grip on him is tight and admittedly hurts a bit, but he also can't remember the last time hes been hugged like this, so he doesnt fight it. His sobs calmed down to labored breaths as he takes in Bojacks words. It made him feel selfish for wanting to end it all, but the fact that he cared this much... He couldn't find much reasons in himself to keep going, but maybe he can stick around a little longer.

Im sorry Bojack.. He wipes his eyes with the back of his hands, feeling like such a mess.

I'll... manage. I always do. I just... ugh. He shakes his head, unable to find the words.

#bojackhorsemanobviously

bojackhorsemanobviously

In this terrifying world all we have are the connections we make.

I'm sorry for not being there for you more but I'm here now, I want to make sure you're OK.

@stanbarf

stanbarf

Thanks Bojack.. I guess im just going through some things and... idk... Don't you think itd be easier to just..

He trails off, not daring to finish that sentence

Im just so tired..

bojackhorsemanobviously

The horse heart was aching for stanley. Shit was this how he made diane feel? Bojack crotched down pulling the kid into a tight hug rubbing his back and not letting go. He couldn't bear to lose someone else he cared about.

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stanbarf

Hes pulled into a tight embrace and a wave of emotions hit his chest all at once. He cant stop the sudden tears from falling and he hides his face into Bojacks chest, letting it all out while simultaneously trying to get a hold of himself.

How do you find the strength to keep going?

#bojackhorsemanobviously