Ora.

(( Lets mash it up! I'm sending over a certain Jolyne Jolene, if you're interested...)) - Stand-Infected-Jotaro

@stand-infected-jotaro

SF Jolyne + JJBF Okuyasu = THE WOVEN HYDRA

#(( mod reblog ))#(( always love to see your designs :D ))#(( i forgot my tag system ))#body horror

(( Yooo, they look so cool!! You have such a talent for cool body horror in your designs, bwah, so good! ))

(( reusable face masks.............. ))

(( washable face masks ))

#stand infection #jojo vento aureo #(( I don’t even know what to tag this rn I might make a new tag system idk ))

(( I ALMOST FORGOT TO POST THIS! Redesigned the roleswap (part 3) Dio some, soon I’ll get the design of him + the world but I had to make a base form. Unfortunately he’s got the most detail so far lol ))

#roleswap #jjba #Dio #(( mod post ))#art dump

(( Been working on a redesign for Jolyne while I’ve been gone. She has some vibes :) ))

(( soon:tm:))

#art dump #stand infection #roleswap #jjba

jona-rose

Update and more updates forthcoming

Changed my username from lillygeneva to jona-rose on both tumblr and deviantart. I will update more about the commissions later, for now I am setting up my stuff again.

I have a patreon now if anyone’s interested. Not that important at the moment, because I know everyone is probably mainly concerned about the commissions. but tumblr crashed last time I tried to make this post and I don’t want it to crash again, so I’ll write more in a bit

jona-rose

Okay, so, my pronouns changed to male, and general username to Jona-Rose.

My life? Kinda hell! Depression and ADHD aren’t exactly the most fun combination in a pandemic, I must say. I’ve hardly been able to get anything I NEED to get done done, so for now I’ll just be posting what my mind has LET me come up with. It’s no easy to explain, but I will be.

Me and my mom have managed to come out of our financial hell for the most part. We’re still poor, and there are things we still need to fix around the property, but at the moment we’re just trying to get through. Myself, I would like to do work so I can pay for things, but as it stands I am unable to actually be motivated to do much as of late. I’m trying again to fix this, but I can’t really… just… do it? Again, hard to explain, but basically my brain is bullying me and going “no you cannot” whenever I try to do anything productive, giving me a resounding “it doesn’t matter.” I know it matters myself, but there’s a reason why I’m in therapy!

Regarding commissions, I probably won’t do them until I get MYSELF sorted out. Kinda sucks, I know, I was actually excited to do them, but for the life of me I can’t actually focus on them long enough to do them. I’ve been beating myself up about it, but I think the best thing to do is to just say that I just… can’t finish them right now.

Don’t worry, after I post, I’ll make sure to notify the people who wanted to commission me directly about this. The people who wanted commissions have all added me on discord, so other than this post that’d probably be the best way for me to let them know about my current status.

I take full responsibility for being unable to do them. It’s my fault for putting myself out there prematurely, I was scared for how life will go, and we did manage to get through it somewhat. I think I might have overreacted some, but I didn’t follow through with any of it in regards to the commissions.

I didn’t take any money for them, nor do much art other than some planning, unfortunately. Once I get my life together more I’d love to actually do them and finish them, after all, all the ideas I was presented are really fun and good! I just happen to be in a bad spot right now. I’m really sorry.

I will attempt to be more active, though. I might try to tell more AU stories on my @stand-infected-jotaro blog soon, but I’ll most likely be posting some character redesigns for a bit. I’ve discovered I really enjoy character redesign, even though my color palettes aren’t that good yet! I’ll probably revive that blog soon!

I’ve had months and months to think about the story, and how deep it goes, and I’d say that for the most part I’ve got a good plotline overall figured out, I just have to finetune some details. Again, I might not be able to focus on tasks but if something is stimulating I am able to actually focus on it. Kind of frustrating, but I think that some of you might find it all interesting if I am able to set it up again.

But for now, that’s where I stand. Tired, but wanting to do more. Maybe if I work on my own personal projects some more I’ll be able to focus on what I NEED to do later down the line, but until then, I’ll be putting some random sketches and drawings I have actually managed to make during this time period up in their respective locations.

Thanks for reading if you have.

I’ll be trying to do better and be better, and I hope you understand. I’m sorry if I have disappointed any of you, and I recognize I may have. But I accept responsibility for any mistakes I have made here, and I hope you understand.

Again, thank you.

JoRo.

jona-rose

Update and more updates forthcoming

Changed my username from lillygeneva to jona-rose on both tumblr and deviantart. I will update more about the commissions later, for now I am setting up my stuff again.

I have a patreon now if anyone’s interested. Not that important at the moment, because I know everyone is probably mainly concerned about the commissions. but tumblr crashed last time I tried to make this post and I don’t want it to crash again, so I’ll write more in a bit

(( ^^^^ ))

(( Looks like I’m having a proper hiatus instead of just randomly disappearing ))

(( I have a lot of things i need to do, school finally started, and I need to get it sorted out so I can work on my commissions properly, and stop procrastinating. I’m sorry for disappearing for the event, I was really excited about doing it too!! But yeah, better just take care of my own stuff for now. The world doesn’t stop for anyone, and hopefully you all are going smoothly through yours! ))

(( I have a rough bit until I get mine going smoothly, but that shouldn’t affect anybody but me for now! And seriously, take care of yourself! And like, do it for you, you know? Not for anybody else. Just cause the world won’t stop for you, that doesn’t mean your experience is up to someone else entirely, it’s your life, alright?? Try your best, and do what you can! ))

(( Thanks to everyone following me through this chaotic time in my life, soon it’ll be fun AU stuff again, but not tonight, not for a while. But that’s okay! I’ll be back soon! There’s stories I’ve yet to tell, that I’m really excited to! See you all soon, and take care! ))

#(( mod post ))#(( i'm still a disaster but i don't hurt super bad so that's a plus ))

(( @bd-handystand @ask-modern-jojos sorry about being so inactive, my medication ruined me for a long time, and last night was especially bad, but i seem to be doing better today. So apologies, but I’m here now...! Should we continue or am I just super late to everything and you’ve already moved on or want to move on? wanna. talk...???? ))

Red Sector Escapee

(Aka I didnt know if that thread was dead or not but its midnight bois)

(( This looks really cool, Z!!! The colors are really sleek, that stood out to me, I like that. ))

(( thread’s not dead i think......!?!? i’ve just been smited by my meds lately i planned on replying tomorrow, willing to discuss about that :o ))

#(( mod reblog ))

(( okay so i don’t think i’ll be back for a few more days, these meds are like. for my ADHD/Depression but because i’m getting used to them i’m all... dizzy and... don’t feel like i’m in my body...?? and i can’t focus on my computer screen for some reason unless i keep looking away and looking back and that’s annoying for drawing... for some reason cause my brain is being weird right now, so I can’t draw like I desperately want to. ))

(( speaking of my brain being weird i feel all tingly because of it? it’s weird, i didn’t think it’d affect anything but my head tbh i don’t really like that but hopefully it’ll go away ))

(( i’m sad about it cause I really really really wanted to participate in the event! it’s fun to do interactions! but i don’t feel very good so i’m gonna be missing in action for a bit, until my head clears up a little bit more, at least. ))

#(( mod post ))#(( i'm a walking diasaster ))

(( i know nobody likes excessive mod posts when said mod is supposed to be getting stuff done but I had an appointment that I wasn’t exactly prepared for and ended up hanging out with one of my friends all day and had a lot of fun and i’m super sleepy, and I still will apologize again for not doing stuff... It still is because of me doing my own thing. ))

(( also i’m on some new meds so that’s a thing... they’re making me sleepy so sadly I admit I really am not getting things done today but I’m trying to get my stuff together!!! i’m also gonna be going to skills training soon so I can learn life skills as well, I don’t know exactly when but it’ll be cool, cause maybe i could learn how to make... a schedule... ))

(( so ok my paint tool sai won’t let me save because the free trial is over and i have a very finicky computer set up cause i have an external drive [with a damaged plug] and a laptop on a chair that doesn’t like me, i didn’t wanna risk it, cause it’ll probably unplug at some point, and like. I spaced out and drew for a bit when my dog was asleep for fun because I forgot I existed and had a blog [i’m sorry, it was my fault, i got distracted and did that on my own accord, i own up to that] so that wasn’t a problem but a 1 hour window of nothing happening isn’t good odds for replying, and I can’t find the installer to MAYBE REINSTALL IT... SO i’m going back to Gimp. At least I can save in case something goes wrong cause it does take like. longer than I want it to take. ))

(( also i feel i owe an apology for the hell paragraph I just wrote, I didn’t know how to break it up because of all the run-on sentences, i should work on that... )) (( tldr: hhhh art program broke so i gotta go back to my other one because i misplaced the installer for it and i draw slow. 3x apologies for my actions because i feel i should apologize cause i haven’t been doing what I need to do/should be doing. ))

(( let this be a reminder: ))

(( Apologies for disappearing again, I’ve been kinda frantic and just psyching myself up to clean up the house some and get stuff done, so apologies if I don’t reply tonight, but I wanted to let y’all know that I am still here! ))

((also i remembered i have paint tool SAI and it has a much softer line stroke normally than gimp with regular brush strokes so I’m gonna try to reply with that software after I get my stuff together, it’s fun experimenting with the style and drawing more regularly! I missed this! :o! ))

@ask-modern-jojos: Without a word, a looming figure distorted by a familiar infection presses its hand against the glass, it’s yellow eyes staring through, although it does not see.

“Oh yeah summon a fucking copy of me all you want, you fucking lard bucket, I’M NOT LAUGHING!”

A low squeaking noise sounded from the figure as it slowly hefted one of its weighed-down arms above its head, then…

A large chunk of the glass in front of it was erased from existence. It continued to stare glassily at Okuyasu, only this time there was nothing but distance between them.

“I’m not…Fighting you. ugh that felt weird….”

The figure stepped heavily over the broken glass and shambled into the room to join Okuyasu. It made another groaning sound and slowly reached out its hand, glowing a dangerous blue.

-half reference to this post ask-

It takes a second to notice and realize what’s happening. He was really focused on going through his satchel “Oh. Yeah, that’s a problem…” God, he just wanted to perhaps make things a little easier to deal with, but… Two Okuyasus, and they both seem to be in different states? This really complicates things.

“Hey… Okuyasu(s)… Calm down, both… of you…?”

@bd-handystand @ask-modern-jojos @hatsunekei

It turned its head to face the source of the noise, its right arm still paused halfway in its ascent.

Its blank stare seemed curious in nature, if one looked hard to get past the chilling emptiness. It’s hearing the stranger out–for now.

@stand-infected-jotaro @bd-handystand

“See? No one wants to fight, big guy…Now let me just….”

> Cha Cha Real Smooth

“And if you don’t want it, that’s fine, you can crush it or erase it or whatever you want, but think about where you are currently also, there’s a lot of other stands here - that could be just as dangerous as us - and all this excitement might upset them and they might want to attack us, even attack you. It’d be safer to stay calm, I think…”

@bd-handystand @ask-modern-jojos

It was silent for a moment and began lumbering closer. As it reached blindly for the object in Jotaro’s hand, it let out a groan that sounded like frustration. Finally, it grabbed the cube and just held it in its left hand. It released another creaking noise and started squeezing the cube mindlessly. Guess it doesn’t know what a rubix cube is, but it apparently makes for a good stress toy.