hidden under the dirt

🕸️ onyx 🕸️ *city dweller, chronic thinker, infodumping extraordinaire* 23

[starcrossedtalker]

sorry void

im being dramatic about having the worst week ever (except the week was normal and just okay at best so my brain is convinced my entire life is filled with mediocrity and ill never amount to anything that matters)

rant over

[starcrossedtalker]

i know i can’t be a parent because two bad days back to back have me contemplating suicide so i can’t imagine having a baby crying on top of it all. like do u want me dead ?

[hewoweens]

u can be boiling alive in your mind for months and then on a random tuesday ur head gets so clear and life is worth living again and you're like damn what was all that about then

[enraptored]

*gets absolutely nothing done* well time for a break

[forestgreenandgray]

does anyone know why this happens ?

[starcrossedtalker]

convinced the red phase never ends and im always wondering if im pissing you off

am i pissing you off?

are u mad at me?

do u like me?

[starcrossedtalker]

sometimes i wanna do everything

sometimes i wanna do nothing

so i compromise,

and end up doing nothing

[my-dailydreams]

[gloomy444ngel-deactivated202403]

[becherdireinen]

trust that everything will fall into place without you forcing it there.

[hydrahowl]

This wouldn't happen to me if i were a huge dragon

[heartpdf]

[cedar-slaughter]

*doesn’t post anything* omg why is no one talking to me

[ceruleanheaven]

being on the internet for more than three minutes

[starcrossedtalker]

so topical rn cause i just deleted tiktok

i need to write an essay on how in the name of progress, humans are instead devolving

how have we gone to space and made modern medicine to live twice as long as we used to as a species and yet our reading rates are getting lower and ppl are losing their basic human rights and these countries just keep bombing eachother cause no one cares to actually FIX the issues, they JUST WANT MORE MONEY!! HELP HELP HELP

[starcrossedtalker]

first it’s misogynists telling women they need to shave their bodies or else they’re gross and undesirable

and now we have feminists telling women to not shave their bodies or else they’re weak and supporting their own oppression

i think we’re missing the part where we keep telling women what to do with their lives and treating them as otherworldly divine entities designed to live a life by the book in order to validate their own existence

please just leave them alone, they are literally simply just fucking ppl minding their business and they do not represent any complex conspiracies about our society or whatever. they wake up in the morning, they take a shit and then eat breakfast and then mind their business, they don’t care what you think about their body hair. grow up and find a real problem to solve damn

[probablyapinecone]

this much tetris cannot be good for one man

[stargazinghorror]

in december im locking in

[moth-amphetamine]

in january i’m locking in

[moth-amphetamine]

in february i’m locking in

[greelin]

you have to understand. There are several things wrong with me