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Anger is our friend. Not a nice friend. Not a gentle friend. But a very, very loyal friend. It will always tell us when we have been betrayed. It will always tell us when we have betrayed ourselves.

– Julia Cameron, "The Artist's Way"

starglowstealer

Kai, Kaitie, i love you both so much. thank you for all the happy memories and friendship you gave me. all the love and trust and support and times we had together. i wanna say so much more but i just dont wanna be here anymore. i just want you both to know that im so so happy i met you, and i wish i couldve seen you and hugged you both face to face one last time. i love you both so much.

starglowstealer

Hey, are you okay? That last post you made has me worried.

No, I am not. this year has been rough for me. i lost every single friend i made, both in real life, and online, and i havent been able to find a job, leaving my mother and i in crippling poverty. the only good thing i thought i had, was my now ex boyfriend, monstrous king. he promised to be there for me and make up for all the shit he pulled with me, but apparantly thats just not true. i was, am, in hysterics when he bitched me out and cut off communication with me. he made it clear just how valuable i am, and you know what? hes right. im a worthless piece of shit.

he does not care about me. no one cares about me. everytime i try to grasp happiness its always just out of my reach, or its left me behind entirely. i have been trying so hard this entire year to make friends and be happy but nothing works. and i just want it to be over with already.

i am writing this from my city’s downtown metrolink area, using their free wifi. it is morning. the next train that comes up is the one i will jump in front of. and then i wont have to worry about anyone liking me, or having friends, or being happy.

to the 200 people that follow this blog– you should unfollow. this will be the last post on it.

I am not okay with you killing yourself. You're a precious human being with a real purpose, even if you haven't found it yet. And even if you don't have one, you're alive right now and that's valuable. You are an incredible artist and a kind soul. I love you.

#zahhaked

starglowstealer

Hey, are you okay? That last post you made has me worried.

No, I am not. this year has been rough for me. i lost every single friend i made, both in real life, and online, and i havent been able to find a job, leaving my mother and i in crippling poverty. the only good thing i thought i had, was my now ex boyfriend, monstrous king. he promised to be there for me and make up for all the shit he pulled with me, but apparantly thats just not true. i was, am, in hysterics when he bitched me out and cut off communication with me. he made it clear just how valuable i am, and you know what? hes right. im a worthless piece of shit.

he does not care about me. no one cares about me. everytime i try to grasp happiness its always just out of my reach, or its left me behind entirely. i have been trying so hard this entire year to make friends and be happy but nothing works. and i just want it to be over with already.

i am writing this from my city’s downtown metrolink area, using their free wifi. it is morning. the next train that comes up is the one i will jump in front of. and then i wont have to worry about anyone liking me, or having friends, or being happy.

to the 200 people that follow this blog– you should unfollow. this will be the last post on it.

Look I dont know what youre going through no one does but people do care about you We dont realise how many people care about us we dont see how happy people get when they hear us taking about our headcanons we cant tell when people are so glad you reblogged something because they relate so much with it we dont see it when someone sees us wearing a shirt of a thing they like and they know there not the only fan. And we dont know about all the people well meet in our future dont let it get away.

#Anonymous

Hey, are you okay? That last post you made has me worried.

No, I am not. this year has been rough for me. i lost every single friend i made, both in real life, and online, and i havent been able to find a job, leaving my mother and i in crippling poverty. the only good thing i thought i had, was my now ex boyfriend, monstrous king. he promised to be there for me and make up for all the shit he pulled with me, but apparantly thats just not true. i was, am, in hysterics when he bitched me out and cut off communication with me. he made it clear just how valuable i am, and you know what? hes right. im a worthless piece of shit.

he does not care about me. no one cares about me. everytime i try to grasp happiness its always just out of my reach, or its left me behind entirely. i have been trying so hard this entire year to make friends and be happy but nothing works. and i just want it to be over with already.

i am writing this from my city’s downtown metrolink area, using their free wifi. it is morning. the next train that comes up is the one i will jump in front of. and then i wont have to worry about anyone liking me, or having friends, or being happy.

to the 200 people that follow this blog-- you should unfollow. this will be the last post on it.

#monstrousking #floralrobots #rambunctiousdork #jinq

Kai, Kaitie, i love you both so much. thank you for all the happy memories and friendship you gave me. all the love and trust and support and times we had together. i wanna say so much more but i just dont wanna be here anymore. i just want you both to know that im so so happy i met you, and i wish i couldve seen you and hugged you both face to face one last time. i love you both so much.

#kai #kaitie #rambunctiousdork #floralrobots