Star

Xe/Xir or She/Her || Will probably mostly reblog || Mostly stuff about mental health || I cope with humor if you dont like it that's fine just dont attack me || Not Pro Ana or Fatphobic just not looking to recover yet || Adhd, Anxiety, Autism, BPD and Depression lol

[starlightobsess]

First post so i thought id do a short intro to pin!

Hi im star! Im a canadian transfem

SW: 195lbs

Height: 6'2

GW: 135lbs

UGW: 125lbs

CW: 153.2lbs

BMI: 19.7

Im usually here looking for thinspos and sweetspos but ive grown tempted to make my own!! Your also more than welcome to dm me or something if you wanna be my friend im a very people person and very friendly!!

Please block me instead of reporting

Im Pro recovery but i dont mind interacting if your pro ana/pro mia as long as you dont push it on me or get weird about it and i wont do it to you either

Warning if you talk to me! I usually try my best to be kind and positive and shit, if something i say comes off wrong just tell me and i can try to phrase it better ^-^

DNI if!!

Fatphobic

Transphobic/Homophobic/Misogynistic/Racist/Antisemetic

[starlightobsess]

I love feeling like im faking this disorder like... who the fuck am i faking it for??? My partner who feels terrible for exposing it to me to make them feel worse??? I cant fucking stop eating i hate it so much and im genuinely shocked im hovering around a slightly below average BMI still because i just WONT FUCKING STOP AAAAAA

[starlightobsess]

I gotta get back into my fasting. I keep gaining and i cant stop myself. They gotta be proud to call me their partner or im just a worthless parasite. If i cant be of any use or value to them at least I can look pretty...

[starlightobsess]

I hate the way i experience most of my dissociation. I feel entirely detached from my feelings and actions as if ive been faking them all but why would i fake all this... i dont get that... why does it feel so wrong..

[bl0w-m3]

Realistic “day in the life” of someone with BPD:

-cry because you’re the worst person in the world

-smoke

- stop crying because you’re literally a god and nothing can ever make you upset again

-repeat

[starlightobsess]

I should get into exercise so i can be pretty enough faster, i wanna look good in all the outfits they send me for once

[tr-nsmascskinni-deactivated2025]

Oh you haven't eaten and you feel dizzy and ill? Good. That means progress. Go take a nap. Drink some green tea. Chug some water. Control yourself. Just vividly imagine yourself eating the food and then imagine the horrible guilt after. It's not worth it.

[gabisworld02]

Oh no I'm Binging (eating normally)

[igohungry1]

[cassie-lmao]

[kosmogrl]

unstoppable force (wanting to be the kindest version of myself) vs immovable object (all the anger and hatred I have inside myself)

[cluster-b-corner]

if someone has a cluster b disorder (or any disorder for that matter) and they disclose it to you, and you judge them for having the disorder, make them out to be crazy, minimize their struggles, or have any other shitty reaction… stop.

[finn-is-still-fucked-deactivate]

Don’t just stop. Die

[starlightobsess]

I gotta starve till they have someone they can actually be proud to call their girlfriend, till i can be someone who they don't have to lie to the face of to tell me im pretty. I love them. I love them so much im willing to tear myself apart for them even if they dont ask for if

[loverboyari]

𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐚𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞. 𝐢 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐜𝐚𝐧 𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐫𝐲 𝐨𝐧.

𝐲𝐨𝐮'𝐥𝐥 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥 𝐬𝐨 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝 𝐠𝐨𝐫𝐞𝐠𝐨𝐮𝐬, 𝐢 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐦𝐢𝐬𝐞.

[fr-0-g]

[slitherwingfan]

Easter c@lories dont count. The mfing bunny himself takes them away. I talked to him myself. Enjoy yourself this Easter !!

[cassie-lmao]