“This is also a song about those periods that you go through in your life when you are totally mentally ill, right. But I’m serious, because I really strongly think that, like, I think there’s two- well I generally resist there’s ‘two kind of people in this world’ ideas, you know, because I think that can’t be true. If that’s true, then it’s just a football game and we should all play a gigantic football game and whoever wins gets all the toys. But I think there are people who struggle with feeling that they can’t keep it together and then there’s people who are lying. But you have those times, especially for me, if you’re living by yourself where you sort of retreat into your own self a little too hard accidentally, right. And then before you know it, it happens very quietly where you’re suddenly, like, somebody calls you and says, ‘Hey man, I was thinking about going to breakfast at Larry’s. You want to go to Larry’s?’ And you just immediately, without thinking about it, go, ‘Nah, I don’t think so.“ And this means that you have sort of entered into this other realm. Whereas a month ago, you would have said, ‘Yeah, Joe, let’s go to Larry’s. Why not?’ And now, no. This is your best friend, he knows you very well. You could show up in whatever condition you want to and he will understand. But now you’re just instinctively now saying no to everybody because you have now come to this sort of relationship with the room that you live in. And the room has it’s own needs. And it is funny in retrospect, but at the time, it’s this sort of weird dark pact that you make. I consider that environment Satanic in the extreme and when you leave that place, you remember it with fear and trembling.”
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