thewallflower

This blog is about my thoughts... yeah those thoughts... still hoping to be hit by a random truck... maybe this will end....

[starr022]

I’m tired of being the unwanted one so tired that I’m behaving unlike myself anymore and the thing is I don’t even care about it but I know it’s a bad thing...

[toxiccafe]

first of all what the fuck

[buteverythingisred]

[ojibwa]

[thegoodvybe]

[starr022]

Why is it that when you’re ugly everyone’s taken you for granted and it’s so easy to take the blame on you?

#hate #life

[depression-healthy-carrier]

Mom: so if ur friend jumped off a bridge would you do it too?

Me: mom i AM the friend that jumps off the bridge

[afunhousemirror-deactivated2020]

Me

[paralysing-sadness]

[raiindown]

why is it so hard for me to be happy?

[there-will-be-violence-deactiva]

[misfitoffate]

[starr022]

I don’t care anymore...

Still I feel like dying...

[starr022]

La mia capo mi ha detto che non sono normale.

Lo so. Devo morire.

[starr022]

Mi sento soffocata... dicono che stanno facendo per il bene mio, ma è per quello che sono così, lo sapevo benissimo che se chiedo aiuto reagiscono così. Non capiscono me. Be’ tanto ho sempre sbagliato io. Mi chiedeno di dove ho paura. Ho paura di tutte le cose. Ma l’unica che non ho paura è di morire. Se io morisse domani sarebbe bello...

[starr022]

If someone I know sees my blog, for sure they will bring me to a mental hospital...

I’m not sane anymore, I think...

[starr022]

These days, I feel so tired and sleepy, I woke up 10hrs later and I’m still tired and sleepy...