you will shine.

A star falls from the sky and into your hands. Then it seeps through your veins and swims inside your blood and becomes every part of you. And then you have to put it back into the sky. And it's the most painful thing you'll ever have to do and that you've ever done. But what's yours is yours. Whether it’s up in the sky or here in your hands. And one day, it'll fall from the sky and hit you in the head real hard and that time, you won't have to put it back in the sky again.

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PSA.

So I don’t exactly know how to start this but...I need to start over again. I don’t know what is happening but being here is not healthy anymore, being in this account makes me sad most of the time and I just can’t deal with it. I want to run away, I’ve considered leaving the community completely but I don’t want that. I want to start over without telling anyone of my account for once, I want to get rid of all the bad memories this blog brings me and just feel free and happy again. I want to do this the right way, so I’m gonna leave this account, I’m going to start over and let myself like this hobby once again, because it just seems to bring me more stress lately, especially after I’ve been feeling so lonely and sad. 

Please don’t take this to heart, I’m just taking care of myself and this is what I need right now. 

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OK BUT HONESTLY WASTE THE NIGHT WILL BE THE FIRST SONG I LISTEN AFTER MY FUCKING GRADUATION BC FUCK YES I WILL BE DONE WITH HIGH SCHOOL BY MAY 12 

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So I woke up at 4:30 AM today (it’s 5:25 AM atm) to actually work on the project I was supposed to work on yesterday, and it’s casually stressing me out a lot because I need to write it in spanish but after not being able to find any info in spanish yesterday during school I decided to look for info in english and now I gotta translate everything to spanish sighs. 

[cutelittlerpmemes]

Inflate my muse's ego! On anon or not, send them compliments.

[qtgyoza]

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LEDRIC AND SAWCAH FOR THE MEME PLS :3

Cedric x Leon

Who asks the other on dates: Honestly I feel like mostly it’s Cedric the one that asks Leon on dates, but whenever Leon is in a very good mood he comes up with nice ideas for them to spend the afternoon and just sends a message to Ced like “meet me here at 7 PM”Who is the bigger cuddler: Leon here loves cuddles from his daddy and wants them all the time. Who initiates holding hands more often: Okay so this could go two ways because I feel like Leon loves holding Ced’s hand but it’s actually Cedric the one who initiates it.Who remembers anniversaries: Both of them ! Leon has a very good memory and he’s sure Cedric wouldn’t forget such an important date. Who is more possessive: Leon? He just goes like “He’s my daddy” but in all honesty maybe he’s not the most possessive but he is the one that shows it more. Who gets more jealous: Same as before, Leon shows it more. Who is more protective: Cedric because he doesn’t want his baby getting hurt. Who is more likely to cheat: Uh I’m kind of really sure none of them would cheat. Who initiates sexy times the most: God so this one is difficult because you know, Leon is graysexual and Cedric is Demisexual so it’s kind of really?? Yet Leon has such a great sex drive when it’s with Cedric. Who dislikes PDA the most: I think they don’t do PDA much, they’re more reserved with their relationship.Who kills the spider: Cedric ofc. Who asks the the other to marry them: Cedric, I don’t think Leon would have the guts to ask Cedric to marry him.Who buys the other flowers or gifts: Cedric because he takes care of his baby boy.Who would bring up possibly having kids: I think this one would be Leon but I’m not too sure. Who is more nervous to meet the parents: Leon for obvious reasons and because he doesn’t feel like he’s worth having such a wonderful person by his side. Who sleeps on the couch when the other is angry: Ok so I imagine the night starts out with them both in the bed but since there is a lack of physical contact Leon decides it’s better to just leave the bed for Cedric and he sleeps on the couch.Who tries to make up first after arguments: Probably Leon but I think it takes more than a sorry for them to get on good terms again. Who tells the other they love them more often:  I feel like this is Leon and he thinks he annoys Cedric with saying it a lot. 

Micah x Sawyer 

Who asks the other on dates: Sawyer because he loves taking his baby out. Who is the bigger cuddler: Sawyer !! He loves cuddles as much as sex. Who initiates holding hands more often: They are always holding hands.Who remembers anniversaries: Sawyer loves anniversaries so he always remembers them !! Who is more possessive: Sawyer tbh.Who gets more jealous: Sawyer can’t stand people getting close to his baby. Who is more protective: I don’t know? But probably sawyer. Who is more likely to cheat: Uh I’m kind of really sure none of them would cheat. Who initiates sexy times the most: BOTH OF THEM BECAUSE THEY LOVE SEX.Who dislikes PDA the most: They don’t dislike PDA lmfao. Who kills the spider: nONE.Who asks the the other to marry them: Sawyer. Who buys the other flowers or gifts: Sawyer because he loves spoiling his baby. Who would bring up possibly having kids: SawyerWho is more nervous to meet the parents: I literally don’t know tbh. Who sleeps on the couch when the other is angry: Sawyer because Micah always deserves the bed. Who tries to make up first after arguments: I think that would Sawyer.Who tells the other they love them more often: Both omg.    

[roleplaymmemes]

Send me a ship and I’ll tell you...

Who asks the other on dates: Who is the bigger cuddler: Who initiates holding hands more often: Who remembers anniversaries: Who is more possessive: Who gets more jealous: Who is more protective: Who is more likely to cheat: Who initiates sexy times the most: Who dislikes PDA the most: Who kills the spider: Who asks the the other to marry them: Who buys the other flowers or gifts: Who would bring up possibly having kids: Who is more nervous to meet the parents: Who sleeps on the couch when the other is angry: Who tries to make up first after arguments: Who tells the other they love them more often:

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I hate the fact that having a lot of tabs open actually makes me a lil anxious. 

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can we just talk about how I had a crush on one of the only male friends I’ve ever had in my life, back when I started high school and how it was very obvious and he probably knew about it...yet I haven’t talked to him for two years and yesterday I snapchatted how I felt and fell asleep before I could delete it ( it was sad ) and the first thing I wake up to is him asking through a text if I’m okay...like man he shouldn’t care but he is messaging me rn and he still calls himself my friend...like damn dude I fucking love you so much. I stop talking to another friend and they go ahead and be bitchy to me because “You haven’t been keeping your friendships” or “I’m not your priority” but this dude waited two years...while those friends just wait a week or two mmmm. See the difference is that he’s my true friend and those other people aren’t. 

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so who's the older twin?

younger twin: we're twins it doesnt matter

older twin: me

[thegulliblemikaelson-blog]

I want a ship so intense that my muse doesn’t even know what’s happening to them. I want my muse to have feelings so intense they don’t recognize themselves anymore, that it completely consumes them and unlocks a whole new side of their personality that they have never seen before. 

[pocmuzings]

an ‘ i didn’t know i was listening to my porn that loudly oh shit my neighbour is knocking on my door awkwardly and asking me to turn it down and oH SHIT they’re really cute and how do i explain i’m not a perv’ plot.

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so hi guys, jsyk I won’t be here today because I’m going to the mall and as you can see my activity in general has been shit. There are some reasons for that so just pls bear with me for a while since I haven’t been feeling good lately ( you can read more about that here ). For today you will still be able to reach me through the im tumblr thing since I’ll have my phone with me. 

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hi...so today I went to party because it’s my friend’s bday soon and we made her a surprise party. but anyway I went to the party and I was happy at first...it was nice and I had fun but then I started feeling like such a stupid girl like...honestly I was such an outsider, I didn’t wanna do what everyone wanted to and I was just there being a party pooper because I’m boring and i just don’t fit and it just makes me thing that no one really likes me for who I am....Like I’m sure my friends are just around bc they pity me, like I’m so boring and annoying in so many ways and I think I’m starting to feel like that girl who was at the point of just leaving last year but the thing this time is that I don’t know if someone would stop me this time...I lost all of the friends who did stay up all night talking me out of it last time and now it just feels like I’m wasting space in this world and that I just annoy people all the time. My friends tell me I don’t annoy them but I can see it on their faces and it’s really sad for me how I never can please anyone, not even myself. I can’t look in the mirror and think “wow you’re beautiful,” or “you look pretty today” because honestly I’m not even pretty at all. Not even with make up I look pretty, I just look so invisible and fucking lame. I am so not worth anything I have and I am so not worth living, it hurts to breathe it hurts to eat, I can’t stop thinking of how fat I am or how everyone looks at me. I am annoying and I hate myself and I see why everyone leaves, why it feels like no one cares anymore. I’m here right now, typing up this and crying my heart out because I feel like such an unimportant person. 

[glossyviews]

G’Day USA Gala in LA

[palvinagdal]

[giventakes]

sure, I don’t get a “healthy” amount of sleep like SOME PEOPLE do but can they do THIS *stands up, blacks out for a second*