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The blight will swallow you whole!!!

Trigger warning, this is a jirai blog. And we will happily share with you our possessive, homicidal, and self destructive tendencies. Which is to say, if self harm, underage drinking, suicidal ideation, parental abuse/neglect, and yandere and jirai lifestyle bother you, then maybe check out another blog.

You can call me Gemini, Salt, Eddie, or Nero on this blog. I use they/it/he pronouns. I’m genderfaun, and I’m achillean with a lovely boyfriend.

This blog is run by a schizowillo system, don’t like, don’t follow. Feel free to block, no hard feelings.

Our main is @babylon-butterfly, follows will come from there. Also, that blog is a lot more active.

Tag list right here!!!

#╰┈➤ This is the beginning!.. of the end…#╰┈➤ allow me to write a requiem for you!!!#╰┈➤ the end is nigh!!!#╰┈➤ Joyous end times!!!#╰┈➤ Even apostles suffer…#╰┈➤ Keep your friends close and keep me even closer…#╰┈➤ Candy Apple Cookie working hard on making all things rot…#╰┈➤ Let the pestilent gospel be sung across the land!!!#Tw flashing

Tw, im an insensitive bitchboy with a superiority complex

I get pissed when blogs with worse themes than mine and stupider jokes than mine get more likes and follows than me

is my theme that I’ve spent months perfecting and improving not as good at your default blog colors and Pinterest reaction pic pfp? So you can have 1000+ followers and still have the humor of a 12 year old who’s only social media they allow is Pinterest

They’ve had their blog for 2 years or more and are nonchalant to aestheticizing themselves so they don’t get reported as a bot I don’t get it. How can you not care about you and your blogs beauty and blessing viewers eyes when they click on your blog??

#delete later

starry-swallowtail

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Now I curse my reflection And laugh at my tries 'Cause nothing can fix this failure I am Well, I knew it'd be hard But I wish I had a warning That nothing I do Would ever be good enough

#Spotify

i know on my main im acting really casual about the whole thing but i am terrified because i know im a danger to myself but that proved im just even more unstable than i thought. im scared. i hate feeling like a child but im scared

@yourpatchofwiltingflowers

Well maybe your acting like a child because you are one /lh

My only concern is for the future after the attempt. You could accidentally make a trigger out of being around the bathtub, and for as long as you are alive (or until you deal with the problem) bathing would be an issue. I know the point of suicide is to not have to deal with it, but just a thought when you doubt about the success of the attempt

I don’t really care much about the lyrics as much as Moon Walkers other songs but the instrumentals is so mind softening nice it makes me think of relaxing for the first time after a panic attack

#Spotify

masked too many disabilities for too many years and now every emotion I feel makes my chest ache like a firework

that-dva

is anyone like pro-recovery but also like omg let’s get worse together or is that js me ヽ(；▽；)ノ

hpdamechan

you’re just out of reach. wait for me, my angel.

Pinterest is calling me the FUCK out today

#jirai lifestyle #jirai thoughts #jiraiblogging #jirai posting #jirai kei #jirai #landmine jirai #jiraiblr #jirai boy

succubae-slits

Hmm .. What should I do 2day ??

landmine-luna

Have you ever gotten so absorbed into jiraiblr that you're genuinely worried that you'll accidentally perfectly recite someone elses post thinking it's an original thought?

Or is that just me?