Viv @starryass-zzz - Tumblr Blog

Ok now it's time to close this chapter

I am ready to go and move on

I hope one day to meet you all again when I am a better person and learned for my mistakes and past

It's time to actually help myself

I am slowly losing my mind and there isn't anything I can do about it anymore

I am sorry I wasn't the person I should've been

I am lowkey done

When am I going to die??

I regret everything I wish everything can go back to normal and this nightmare ends

I feel like a puppet being controlled by my thoughts

I am being honest when I say this but I feel like my body isn't mine anymore

Oh great here comes the bfnif community to act like wannabe spies for mug boi

I keep wondering how different things would've been if I wasn't the way I am

Tbh I haven't been sleeping well since everything happened

I keep feeling regret and I know I deserve to miss out on sleep

Well I am ready to close this chapter I am genuinely tired so this is best for me and others

Nah I think my yt feed is trying to ragebait me because anytime I go on to watch something I am greeted by something the fuckass mug made

Like fuck off I don't give a shit about the bfnif doodles you made on your live stream bro

I am not going anywhere near yt tonight fuck that shit I am not in the mood rn

Nah bro's live stream jumpscared me

Like fuck off please I don't want to watch your live, I don't even want you on my yt feed

I think if you see this message then its self explanatory that you cant take mental health breaks

I am planning on leaving tumblr not taking a break

I am just going to log out of tumblr and then delete the app because I can't delete my account

I wanna ragebait people ngl

I tried deleting my account again but it isn't deleting I wanna cry

Okay maybe today wasn’t that terrible

Viv