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How terrible it is to be human.

How terrible it is to be lying in your bed at 6 am with no sleep, sobbing until you can’t physically breathe, to feel so lost and broken, to feel so abandoned and to feel it all so deeply; intensely.

To hate yourself. To feel the knots in your stomach. To feel the numbness in your limbs, to listen to the album they like on repeat over and over and over and over until it’s like white noise.

To feel so internally sick, to not have the words to describe how it feels. To lie and stare at the ceiling, wishing you were anywhere

But here.

desiresuggestion

i never get tired of telling you i love you

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Howdy Pardners

I recently made a lil graphic of these cute lil crystal balloon animals to try and raise money for my Disney College Program internship, I leave in roughly a week!! I’m trying to raise around $300-400 as a broke college student, I’m going for a BFA in illustration and concept design, then an MFA for theme park design in Georgia. The goal is to be a Disney imagineer one day!! I would greatly appreciate if you added one of these lil guys to your sticker collection, you can get the full graphic or just the balloon animal :)

You can get them HERE

Edit: use the code TWENTY at checkout for 20% off!

inkskinned

it’s just going to be like this, huh? i’m going to walk around with nightmares and what you did to me sitting in my stomach like a rotting peach and i’m just going to swallow hard and keep walking and i’m just going to have to live like this, knowing you’ll never apologize, knowing i don’t get closure, knowing i never get to yell at you until i shred apart, knowing i’m going to shred apart.

and you get to live your life and forget about me and scoff about how im crazy or making shit up or how i’m just dramatic. you get to keep going, laugh about it, shrug it off. we both know i’m melodramatic. that my personal narrative is all messed up. that i make shit up.

like, it must be nice. showers are probably just showers for you. no standing in the water picturing what i’d say, what i’d do, how i’d show you. you get to walk away. that must be nice.

not all of us do.