i fell in love with this man in 2023. ever since then i have tried over and over again to find my old self and recover from the sheer terror i experienced during this time, but no matter what i do he follows me like a curse. his impact, his damage was total. it was catatonic. he devoured me. i have never experienced any true emotion since then. i became a sex addict. just kept breaking men in search of breaking him the way he broke me. i could never hate anyone more than you, and i hate how much damage you did to me.
anyways, we’re probably gonna accidentally cross paths somewhere in a random bar just like we always do on the weekends, and you’re gonna say hello to me like nothing has ever happened. so much fucking shit happened in me. you would never know. fuck you. forever.
