hello vonnie
sheepfilms
occasionally subtle
Love Begins
The Bright Sessions
roma★
Aqua Utopia｜海の底で記憶を紡ぐ
oozey mess
RMH
Origami Around
noise dept.
Fieri Frames
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Not today Justin
Claire Keane
Doug Jones
PUT YOUR BEARD IN MY MOUTH
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katniss: everyone’s so focused on protecting peeta because they too know how pure hearted he is and believe that he—a boy they’ve never even met before—deserves to survive over them and their friends of literal decades
finnick, to literally everyone else: okay if peeta dies she’s gonna kill all of us and then herself, so hands in, protect bread boy on three-
Endlessly diabolical how you can't say words like rape and suicide uncensored without either being criticised by idiots or punished by conglomerates.
It's not r*pe, it's rape. It's not su*cide, it's suicide. Not unalive, dead. The backbone needs to be reintroduced en masse because softening the blow of these concepts with advertising language does absolutely nothing but allow people unaffected by them to feel not even a sting of what they can do, prompting inaction.
And it's been proven that on certain websites, you don't even face a repercussion for using the words as they are. People just started censoring themselves because they feared the potential lack of views and likes and followers which is so nasty itself.
I attended an anti-suicide seminar in college. One of the big takeaways from it was that stigmatizing suicide increases the rate of suicide, because people who are feeling suicidal feel like they can't ask for help. Every time I see babytalk garbage like 'unalive', I think of that.
Use the real words. Words have power, and they matter.
I don’t feel well today.
For the last month I have been talking to this man. I met him online (he followed me on Instagram), but I knew who he was; and honestly, he was the perfect pairing for me.
He’s from a neighbouring youth group; he know friends of mine, including one of my best friends boyfriend. He’s a musician, and the more I talked with him, the more we found each other similar. On big philosophical points, on personal tastes, on ideas and short and long term plans.
He’s been the most constant/consistent man I’ve ever romantically interacted with; he supported me in every insecurity I expressed; we made plans for our relationship that seemed essentially happening already. He called me hot and beautiful and he said he was desperately attracted to me and couldn’t wait to have a life with me and to kiss me for “the first of millions of times”.
He felt like an answered prayer, so I said “yeah, let’s go on a date”. And things ended.
According to him, he realised he’s not in the right time and headspace for a relationship. That I’m too good for him, too awesome of a woman, and he’d ruin things.
I don’t want to be good. I don’t want to be awesome. I want to be loved.
He said he needed some time to work on himself, and that we’d continue as friends, as see how things develop. I don’t know how I’ll fare with this. I respect his decision but I myself am heartbroken. Silly, yes, to feel this broken by such a short thing. But God — i genuinely thought he was the one.
My friends say “that’s his loss”, but I feel like the loser here. God, how do I get out of this self-loathing, self-blaming, clawing death wish.
''i wasted those years'' who cares. you lived the only life you could've lived in those moments
Joel 2:24-26
24 And the floors shall be full of wheat, and the vats shall overflow with wine and oil.
25 And I will restore to you the years that the locust hath eaten, the cankerworm, and the caterpiller, and the palmerworm, my great army which I sent among you.
26 And ye shall eat in plenty, and be satisfied, and praise the name of the Lord your God, that hath dealt wondrously with you: and my people shall never be ashamed
the curse is lifted! you are no a beast no more! congratulations! but you'll never forget the way they looked at you, will you.
Michelangelo, The Torment of Saint Anthony (1487–88)
Relationship status?
Waiting for a miracle
The lavishly adorned skeleton of St. Munditia, an early Christian martyr - Paul Koudounaris
so, it’s been a few months, and I’m absolutely still crazy about my best friend, and today he asked my other best friend (a lady we’ll call B) if she’d like to be his girlfriend.
she said no, cause she’s not into him, but not gonna lie it broke my heart. cause I’ve been nursing this hope that maybe, maybe just this one time someone would choose me. maybe I’ve been reading too much. but no, same old same old. should’ve known.
it’s funny, I feel like elphaba looking at fiyero and galinda from afar and singing ‘I’m not that girl’. I should’ve known.
I know I’ll probably not feel so bad in a few weeks, I’ll just return to the way I used to be, but I’m very tired of this cycle. and maybe I don’t want to be in love anymore. it’s not fun, I just get left behind.
Sorry for all this drama tho
French Revolutionary Calendar Master Post
Intro
Days of Vendémiare
Days of Brumiare
Days of Frimaire
Days of Nivôse
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ok so I need to vent real bad and no one is going to see this so I’ll do this here.
GOD I’m so in love with my best friend it’s not even funny. I genuinely can’t stop thinking about him and I don’t know when this started.
we met at church during his confirmation ten years ago, when I was seventeen and he was sixteen. we’ve been close ever since but the last few years we’ve been inseparable and lately my feelings changed and I don’t know what to do AAAAAAAAAAAAAA
he’s hot and handsome and smart and funny and such a good man. he taught Sunday school and helps at mass and he takes care of me like it’s second nature. he’s great at his job (he works with my father) and we have such niche shared interests. we’ve been there for each other through terrible relationships and breakups and we’re both aching to find love (we talk about this often) and he doesn’t know how insane I am for him.
and I pray so often that, if it’s not His will, for God to take this from my heart, cause fuck he’ll never see me like that. he’ll never see me as a woman, a person to have a relationship with, I’m just his best mate who incidentally is a girl, so I don’t say anything, but it’s driving me mad mad mad
he makes me SO annoyed sometimes and I don’t know how he manages to be so attractive all the time. and yeah, obviously there’s a physical component to it, strong one too, but I can see us building a family and having a host of little children named after dead kings and race car drivers and saints whom I’ll teach to speak dead languages and he’ll teach to play sports. God I crave him so bad, I have to say it out loud when I’m alone so the words don’t slip out when we’re together and ruin this friendship
and I feel like somethings changed recently and I’m scared I’ve already done something without realizing, the grief would be so shattering if he left. I don’t wanna ruin things but GOD I WANT TO BE WITH HIM so much my face flushes
Prayers are appreciated I guess
Fernanda Torres wins Best Performance by a Female Actor in a Motion Picture Drama during the 82nd Annual Golden Globes held at The Beverly Hilton on January 05, 2025.
Georges Bataille
im up straight not afraid of it. and by ‘it’ i mean. haha. lets just say. keep on living
Whoever fights monsters should see to it that in the process he does not become a monster, on account that a bunch of monsters can turn you into a monster by biting you. Vampires, werewolves, zombies. those are the big ones, there are others
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does this to all my mutuals
