ruby??

unbothered

[stars4ruby]

intro post 4 u

⋆⋆⋆ to all the people who think i’m strange,, and i should be out here,, locked up in a cage,, ((f4get - KOЯN))

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ᯓ★ ruby , || weirdo, she/ her, music addict ,

bisexual, & ur fav idiot !!!!! (╥﹏╥)= 19

vvvvv

ellloooo and welcome!

pronouns: she/her

yes im bisexual (who wants a kiss)

hobbies: art, reading, writing

favourite artist/bands: korn, limp bizkit, my chemical romance, gorillaz, blur, alex g, radiohead, weezer, david bowie, the beatles etc.

favourite movies: mid 90s, spider-man atsv, the outsiders, fight club, mr. peabody and sherman

favourite manga/anime: death note, jjk

favourite books: the secret history, 1984, six of crows, the maze runner, the outsiders, dead poets society, etc.

i’m making this blog so that i can share my thoughts and opinions. and also yap about my special interests. i hope you enjoy my content!!!!!!!

(posts are very irregular. i have no specific schedule. i am a very spontaneous person!)

tag list: #ruby yaps, #ruby’s music, #ruby reads, #ruby writes

ok, bye! luv ya!

[cucurb]

hey guysss so unfortunately the rumors are true and im leaving the narrative. Buttt the good news is my absence will create such a gaping hole in your lives that it will become a sort of presence itself, and so in a way it will kind of be like i never left! But i am. Leaving just to be clear.

[7bitter]

is it possible to fix my life but still be weird abt books tv film & music forever? i will attempt it

[stars4ruby]

i need to wake up in a few hours but i just cannot stop thinking

[stars4ruby]

it is weird to me how people put others down just to feel better about themselves. and not in the way where its like ¨oh her shirt is blah blah blah and mine is blah blah so therefore i'm better.¨ i mean taking someone actual feelings absolutely shitting on them, ESPECIALLY if they are trying to be better towards you and very obviously stating that. all because you feel like crap and need your ego to be tickled? hm..

[stars4ruby]

do yall ever cry FOR someone? like theyve made a mistake that has almost nothing to do with you but you just feel so horrible for them

[stars4ruby]

sometimes i feel empathy for my dad

[stars4ruby]

letters to the _____

i hope if any of my friends or past friends read this they know that i wish i was a better person and i wish i was the person i am now in my past. i think ive grown so much as a person within a few months because i truly looked at myself and thought about what i am. so if i reach out randomly and say something please know that it was because i don’t hate you and i don’t want you to hate me, i hope that we could be on neutral ground. it really sucks because i haven’t felt like this in a while and i feel my old self slipping through the cracks in my mind and forcing itself into my everyday life

i am trying to get better, and i have been doing better. maybe im doing a little bad, but nothing could be as bad as it was before. i keep thinking about people who have hurt me and sometimes i think about what would happen if we had a normal conversation now. how would their life be, and what would they think of mine? it’s a stupid thing but it does pass through my brain sometimes

i am sorry

[stars4ruby]

lowkey i vowed not to vent on here anymore so just know anything that’s i post that’s relating to my personal life is not a vent,, just a sorta brain dump on what i think about stupid shit

[stars4ruby]

yeah wait i’m actually sick to my stomach and about to breakdown in tears so take that with a grain of salt

[stars4ruby]

lowkey i vowed not to vent on here anymore so just know anything that’s i post that’s relating to my personal life is not a vent,, just a sorta brain dump on what i think about stupid shit

[stars4ruby]

you know it sucks when you actually try to apologize to someone that hurt you because you mean it from the bottom of your heart and never wanted them to feel bad about you being a shitty person and then they vague post about you on tumblr dot com

[stars4ruby]

oh and don’t get me wrong i used to do the same thing before i realized it was super childish and unnecessary and that communication is the backbone to everything ,, so i stopped targeting specific people because that’s only going to make them feel worse and i don’t want that at all

[stars4ruby]

you know it sucks when you actually try to apologize to someone that hurt you because you mean it from the bottom of your heart and never wanted them to feel bad about you being a shitty person and then they vague post about you on tumblr dot com

[urie]

[urie]

[twirlingfreckles]

[betweenscreamingandcrying]

if this has been done before. no it hasn't.

[kjandthediamonds]

jonathan davis - sexart

[saygigi22]

A tear just ran down my leg. 😩💦

[n-nicaela]

Marbletubbies

(The operator is the sun)