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max | 23 | tw ed | relapsing :(

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about me?

relapsing after a couple years :( this is a sideblog!! @puppy-max is my main

stats (keeping my weight secret bcs i'm ashamed...)

height: 173cm/5'8"

hw: HIGH (overweight)

cw: not overweight

lw: ???

gw: 50kg/110lbs

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weak today (fasting) and i made the mistake of getting a 24 pack of diet coke i have to walk home myself so i'm taking a break outside and now there's a storm warning 😭 so i have to run home before i get rained on

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i know it won't last but i've lost >1lb for the past 3 days?? and hit my gw today 🥳

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1st of the month so i'm starting it off with a fast ! i have to work really hard this month so i can reach my goals by my birthday (arbitrary deadline but it helps for motivation)

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just realised i am starving myself for a man :/ but it's bcs i don't believe anyone can love me like this okay it's not just him i swear

[stpidbvnni]

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i made a list of weights i should be by certain dates and now i'm making it my life's mission to race it

[shortyimmortal]

oh little bunny ;(

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convincing myself having milk in my coffee is fine bcs it's all the calories i'm having for the day and yknow what? that makes sense to me

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i was on meds to treat my mental illness(es) and gained weight so i stopped taking them to lose it...i should not be in charge of my own life