☆ gwen ☆

NSFW!! 18+ :: cw-240 :: vent / €d / 420 + other substances

[starving-goth]

tw: ed

stats:

age: 19

height: 5′6

hw: 270

gw1: 245 🫀

gw2: 200

gw3: 175

gw4: 140

ugw: 110

cals per day: 500-600

exercise per day: walk 5+ miles 

criticism for dieting + exercise appreciated! anon it <3

[ethernalpetite]

I eat way too much for someone who’s trying to lose weight.

[starving-goth]

currently stuck at my friend's house where im forced to eat 👎

i cant leave until my girlfriend wants to so i dont ruin her and my friends fun and it fucking sucks man :(

[scarletsweet22]

Current weight: Fat

Goal weight: Bones

[ethernalpetite]

Honestly, not eating isn’t the hard part for me. It’s the waiting. Every moment of the day I just want it to be over: so I can go to sleep, wake up, and get back on the scale, so it can tell me I’m one step closer.

[probuccalfat1]

i blog for girls who were deeply lonely in elementary school and stayed that way

[diet-coke-obsessed]

omg i just binged (i ate enough to keep myself alive)

stay skinny lovelies 💋

[violent-eli]

You guys are getting a lil too goofy with your pronouns, like what the hell is ed/sh in yo bio 🤣

[perfect-skeleton-princess]

you know you’re getting bad when eating 730 calories feels like a binge 😬

[starving-goth]

oh to have a stalker on my blog, sending anonymous asks telling me things about my personal live i keep off of here

oh for them to start dming me without me realizing they're the stalker </3

not a want, its a need.

[sacredarchive-deactivated202409]

[starving-goth]

tw r-pe(a), dr-gging(u)

i wanna be at a party with him, having a great time

i come back from the bathroom, take a sip of my drink

tastes a little different but its fine, but woah it hits harder than usual

i want him to take me to his place since im too drugged out to go home by myself.

i want him to put on some music, make me feel comfortable, maybe cuddle in his arms

but then i want his hands to wander

feeling me up and down, poking and squeezing at spots that make me whimper

i wanna try to push his hands away but can't because im too fucked up

i want him to pin me on the couch, undressing me slowly so i don't get too overwhelmed

i want him to slid in slowly, checking in on me as if i can even comprehend what he's doing

i want him to use me however he likes, until he's completely satisfied—until im shaking and crying and begging incoherent words

[starving-goth]

[starving-goth]

had to break my fast because i almost passed out ://

[starving-goth]

i need him to tease me until i can't think abt anything but him <3

[starving-goth]

tw drugging / 420

need him to pressure me to push my limits, get me to smoke so much i cant move, then just use my body however he wants <3

[starving-goth]

i know you aint a drug but you get me so high <3 /lyr