Starving snowflake

Just wanna be skinny LMAO

[thoughtsinmyphonesnoteapp]

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That’s it!

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My toxic trait is, that I‘m thinking all my problems will be solved if I werde skinny

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Again Sunday, and again I‘m hearing and feeling how useless I am. My aunt said that she‘ll be grilling today cause the weather is so good. My mother started again with hating me. But this time🤡

M: Go and eat, so your Stomach is going to be bigger than now

I was crying the whole time but after this sentence I just placed my hand where my Heart is and I felt like I‘m going to suffocate.

[thewaitingluna]

tonight I’m holding onto hope the way my mother failed to hold me, gently and tightly.

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I argued with my Mom. She always be like: You‘re 20, you’re not supposed to have problems. Youre problem should be the fat that you carry with you? How can you look in the mirror? You can solve you’re problem. JUST loose weight!

I was done. I explained it like a thousand times, I have an Ed but she is just like: Just eat less!

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I feel so lost in this big world

I feel like I‘ll never be happy and never get out from this shit. Every week the same. Binging over the weekend and Monday starting a new diet

[walmart-satan]

shamelessly stole this from edanonymemes

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Relatable

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I just started to workout🤡 hope to see some results soon

[broxeli4]

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I Binged yesterday. I hate myself so much that I have no discipline.

Today I wanna start a new diet

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‚Sup

The last Days we’re very rough. I binged almost every day and hate myself more than ever.

Today I tried my best.

Calorie Intake: 458

Two Energy Drinks and a little salad. I almost ate some cake and rice with potatoes but I‘m so glad I didn’t.

Burnt Calories: 251.

Total Calories: 207

[umamawrites]

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That’s all I ever wanted to say

[fragilebutterflyedblog]

Yep this is me

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Every freaking day

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Today I argued a lot with my Mother. I don’t think she loves me. She always showed me, that I will never be good enough, everything I do is wrong in her eyes. But she don’t know that everything I do is a try to be a better person in her eyes. I never felt so alone

I feel like the Whole world is against me

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I‘m so frustrated.

I literally just starved yesterday, just had a soup, a little sandwich and some salad. Whole Calorie Intake was 800.

But I didn’t lose any weight, I gained!!

I wanna cryyyyy

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I feel like I‘m going to binge the sh;t out of my body

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