Two Time

They/them ⟢ fictive ⟢ 23

[stayfriends]

Hello! my name is Two Time ⟢

I am a fictive from Roblox Forsaken. I am a newer member of our system. I use they / them pronouns, and I am 23 years old. Our system is also bodily an adult.

I will edit and add to this intro post! I just wanted to make this as a placeholder to remind myself to make another whenever I have more time :-)

[stayfriends]

11 / 6 / 26

Work has been taking up most of our time, and unfortunately we’ve caught a cold now. I know that’s part of what’s affecting my mood, but I can’t help but notice that Ive felt exceptionally low lately. Talking to other people helps, but ultimately only makes us feel worse when they inevitably lose interest and stop talking to us

[blankroomsoup]

Quick someone smoke me!

[stayfriends]

29 / 5 / 26

Hello, blog! I've missed you! I've been away from front for a while, lots has been going on. There has been a lot of strife and misfortune in our life, but I persist! I am fairly high right now which is fun :>) Im hoping tonight takes a turn for the better!

[stayfriends]

9 / 4 / 26

Oops!! Our front has been very funky as of late (and still is; I know I won't be fronting for too long) and I've struggled to stay present. This tends to be an issue with me, even when I am able to front/stay in front. Our top surgery went very well, we got it in late March and have been healing nicely. I'll be off work for the rest of the month and I'm looking forward to this rest. We'll be going to the beach later this month too, very exciting stuff! Not everything has been particularly great, but I'm happy that this is going well (^_^)

[stayfriends]

5 / 2 / 26

Today we have our top surgery consultation! I am very excited, and a bit anxious. The surgery itself isn't for another six weeks. I'm bringing a bunch of supplies to take notes, and maybe doodle! I truly don't know what to expect... Our last visit to the doctor was unpleasant but I choose to trust this doctor will be much kinder.

[stayfriends]

A height line-up of some of our headmates! The four of us are quite close, and a few of us formed together. I wanted to give us a visualization of ourselves, since it can be hard to find faceclaims that fit just right!

[stayfriends]

1 / 2 / 25

This past week has been testing, but I have persevered! We are back at work 5 days a week, and on top of that are trying to fill out a housing application. How exciting! Today I am treating myself to the Iron Lung movie. I hope it's good!

[stayfriends]

21 / 1 / 26

Today was my first day back at work! Thankfully (?) my day was cut short so I am home early, but I am concerned about saving money for the future. I don’t like how unreliable the hours at our job are. Which reminds me, I need to go log my hours!

[2pawnpoint]

i have changed so much since i last drew myself X) new one on the left!

[stayfriends]

hello again two time, i hope you don't mind me bothering you some more :) i was curious about what roblox games you play! do you still play forsaken? -2pawnpoint

Hello Morning!! You''re never a bother here :>) I do still play Forsaken!! I individually also like playing chess and Dress To Impress,, and many other sysmates enjoy Dandys World and Spelling Bee!!

[stayfriends]

16 / 1 / 26

I have been neglecting my blog!! Though,, things have been quite hectic.. Our dog had surgery earlier this week (it went well!!),, and I am the only one here to care for her.. I have been making sure she is comfortable and in as little pain as possible.. I have also started trying out a new typing quirk,, double of each punctuation.. I am not sure if I will keep doing this,, but it''s fun to try for now!!

[stayfriends]

hello two time. our two time found your blog through tag search. system with many forsaken introjects here o/ they have been ever so curious on how your cupcakes turned out... did you end up making them?

Hello, kind anon (TwoTime?)!! Thank you for your inquiry :>) I did in fact make them for the holiday party!! I only got to try one,, and I presume our family had the rest.. They were red and white (vanilla flavoured) inside,, and the frosting was peppermint flavored with red sprinkles!!

[stayfriends]

9 / 12 / 25

Undoubtedly I am exhausted, but I am feeling especially miserable tonight. I miss my friends, I miss the place I had in their lives. I feel like an outsider here, an afterthought or otherwise something that was added a bit late. I know this feeling will fade with time but I don’t think it will ever truly go away and that scares me. I’m so very lonely, and it’s gnawing at the shreds of my soul.

[stayfriends]

6 / 12 / 25

Today marks the 20th day since I joined this system and the 19th consecutive day I’ve spent in front! I’ve learned a lot and dealt with a lot in that time and I think I can tentatively say that I’m a bit hopeful for this life. There are many trials and tribulations and things that hold us back, things that affect myself as an individual on a very deep level. But there are also many exciting adventures to look forward to, and I am happy to do the work needed to push ourselves towards that!

Tomorrow I will be making cupcakes, I’m very excited to try baking!

[taphtripmine]

[stayfriends]

Another drawing, as well as a custom discord emoji I made for myself!