state of mind

maybe i'll look at the stars tonight & maybe they'll remind me of the galaxies that i saw in your eyes last night.

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dcwnpour bright side: faster replies bc I don't have to switch accounts!!!

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gavin is moving to stutterisms

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in the tags, put 

- where u live

- ur first language 

- what u call this:

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text to :: Buttface gav <3

Wes: you're always gross so it's okay :P

Wes: kidding, kidding

Wes: ooh pizza! homemade or bought?

Gav: hey :((((

Gav: it's bought, my cooking skills are very very limited

Gav: did u have school today?

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text to :: gravy 😍

Ren: om

Ren: yes, baby, he does

Gav: a large boyfriend that will break his hands off if he tries anything?

[formerly-rosaline]

Send "Well, well, well" for your muse walking in on my muse masturbating

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text to :: gravy 😍

Ren: he's a friend from my comp class

Ren: I think you'd like him, he's pretty chill

Gav: does this james know you have a boyfriend

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text to :: Buttface gav <3

Wes: i may or may not be at your place waiting for you

Gav: but i'm all sticky and sweaty :o

Gav: i'm kiddin (a little) there's pizza in the fridge!!

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text to :: Buttface gav <3

Wes: hey baby

Wes: where are you???

Gav: hi my love

Gav: i'm heading back from the gym, where are you???

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text to :: gravy 😍

Ren: hey I'm gonna be a bit late, darling

Ren: James challenged me to a game of gold fish and I gotta kick his was

Gav: James?

Gav: ....who is james

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     “shut up, gavin !” now he’s shaking, because that’s a valid point. “i told you a long time ago what this was all about. there isn’t anything gay about it, it’s just a fucking way to get off. it’s not gay, and you better stop before you piss me off and i say thing you DON’T wanna hear. i’m not some homo.”

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        “ SHUT UP ?! don’t tell m-me to shut up, you’re in my apartment ---- which, by the way, you and your straight ass c-come to quite often. n-nothing gay about it?  NOTHING gay about t-two guys fucking each other? about t-them sucking each other off? about them texting every single day? really? f-fuck, finley, you know better. there’s nothing wrong with b-being gay.”

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      “because i know how much it bothers you being reminded constant, but things are staring to get out of hand. — but it’s SPENDING THE NIGHT, gavin. do you not understand what that implies ? things would be different if you let me sleep on the couch, maybe … be we both know you would insist i sleep with you – .. straight guys don’t sleep with other guys. not like that.”

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       “no, finley! that’s EXACTLY what straight g-guys do when they sleep with other guys! they sleep. they don’t f-fuck, they don’t get each other off --- they cheat on this girlfriends w-with GIRLS. you try to make it sound like t-this is normal: like all straight guys fuck their best GUY friends. it doesn’t happen! no, not if they’re really, one-hundred p-percent straight!”

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       "i’m not even being an being an asshole. you know how things are — what are you talking about? ‘ i was doing better ’ ?? literally nothing has changed …”

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      “ UGH! you weren’t b-being so sensitive about t-the whole thing --- y-you... i j-just --- why d-do you have to be so difficult, finley ?! it’s just spending the n-night, just, like... 3 hours extra!”

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       “ START ? — you say that like i ever stopped.”

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      “you wanna start being an ASSHOLE now? you were doing so well!”

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( * dcwnpour ;

        “ ---- please d-don’t start.”

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got cute lil thingies doodled on my hand

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       his throat emits something of a whimper when gavin pulls their mouths apart — he doesn’t want the soft kiss to end — each word PINGS his gut, and when their mouths are connected fin can breathe a sigh of relief. he wants to fight back, or at the very least tell the other that even if that were true, gavin deserves a lot more then a straight, drunk boy stringing him along. that he’s WORTH more than settling with someone that leaves at 2 am and tenses at affection, but when he opens his mouth against the others, the only thing that comes out is a whispered, “baby.”

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       it pulls a whine from him; the name almost makes him drop every boundary he just set, almost nudges him to grind down on finley but he’s gavin. he cares about finley. ( he might, maybe, love finley. ) so he has to pull away from the kiss now & runs his thumb over his face again. “sleep n-now, yeah? you need it,” he peppers a few more kisses over the other’s face: specifically, his nose, forehead, cheeks, and lips, before he rolls to his side of the bed. “sweet d-dreams, fin.”