the 「voice of thoughts」

rp blog for kousuke seto [hiatus] + stealing-eyes snake [active] indie | multiverse | selective multiship crossover | oc | etc friendly written by cdra.

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             what’s up nerds

okay, so, obviously I haven’t been active here as I wished I would originally, but there’s a lot of reason for that. bottom line is none of that actually matters, but I like you guys so I thought I’d stick my head in and tell you what’s good.

first and foremost, I’m mostly rping in directories right now. not that I have any issue with indie, but that’s just how things are in terms of my interests – and the fact that I’ve been more attached to my OC muses as of late and it’s always been really hard for me to do indie OC. so if you’re interested in that, I’m happy to tell you about my adventures and kids there.

secondly, I still miss my indie kids and fandom kids. that should be a given? I love these kids and I don’t want to leave them completely by the wayside forever. so as a solution to that, I’m working on revamping my multimuse blog to be used for indie things. it’s mostly private, so I’m not going to be advertising it willy-nilly and doing a whole lot of random rps there, but it’s there, and if you’re still following me on this dusty old man, then i’m down to rp with you there whenever you want.

as for break in specific? I love this asshole so much that not only am I playing an au of him in a directory, he’s also on my multi. whoops.

so yeah! there’s still a possibility that I’ll come back to this blog at some point, but for now, I’m keeping all my indie stuff consolidated to my multi, just for my sanity and all, since most of my muse is going toward my directory kids like I said. but if you want, go on and follow shiritakute. I’ll be hanging out there, being self-indulgent garbage as usual. owob

[stealingxeyes]

stuff above applies for seto/kurosuke, too! I put them on my multi even though I haven’t rped them in forever -- if the plot’s right, they’re still hanging around, yanno? also, while my other kagepro muses aren’t there (ie kuroha, kenjirou, etc), if you want to rp kagepro specifically, there’s a chance I’ll be able to drag them out for you. owob

[stealingxeyes]

[stealingxeyes]

[ it was a joke!! ]:

“So you admit it Seto! You went other times alone with her! To the mountains! You admit it! There’s no telling what you did with her! And just because you were young then doesn’t mean anything. You could have easily begun festering thoughts after~”

“Unless….”

And now cue a rather evil cackle from a certain deceiver. 

“We could talk about those animals you met.”

                  “Huh?”  You’ve lost him, Kano.  “I don’... really see how any of that is related to the thing from the show... least ‘f all the animals...”  But he also doesn’t know where this is going and nor does he want to know.

[stealingxeyes]

[ at least someone has sympathy ]:

Eh? Was that really indication? No, he really isn’t sure if his words were comforting or not—isn’t this actually a look of total despair?! Now, the outlook wasn’t that bright, but they had to at least hang onto something, didn’t they?! “Y-yeah, that weird show is probably unpopular—and since no one can hear it ever again, it’ll definitely be fine!” Don’t let this kid know of podcasts and catch-up, or he might actually faint.

                  Look on the bright side, even if there’s not much of one, even though it really does feel like he’s lost something important from--- “Eh?”  That would definitely be nice, if it was true, but he has his doubts.  “Did the recordings get messed up so they couldn’ play it again...?  That’d be a major relief...”  It doesn’t cross his mind at all that Hibiya might not know about things like that, nope.

[stealingxeyes]

[ yeah, of the two of us, the pervert is definitely you ]:

Completely undeterred by his brother’s flustered outburst, Kano released a string of giggles before propping his knuckles against the curve of his jaw, settling himself into a fixed state of calmness. ❝ Hey, hey! There’s no need to shout about it. I was just paying around with you, that’s all. Don’t take things so personally!

❝ But to be fair, can you really blame us for the assumptions we’ve made? We weren’t with you when all of that happened. How are we suppose to know if what you’re saying really is true, and isn’t just some silly coverup? After all, you’ve made it a point before that you’ve grown into a fine young man, that all it took to accomplish such a feat was losing something. ❞

                   He takes a moment to breathe (get it together, Kousuke)---and gives his brother a wry, exasperated look (okay, fine, two can play at this game).  “Th’ fact that y’re makin’ such assumptions... doesn’ that say somethin’ about you, too...?  You may know a thing ‘r two about silly cover-ups for sundry business, but that’s really not my image at all...”

[stealingxeyes]

[stealingxeyes]

[ i might cry though ]:

“That is, indeed, very true. However!”

A pause as his words cut short. His body leans as a smirk graces thin lips. Amusement is evidently shown within cat-like slits. 

“Are we sure that’s the only time you were in the mountains with her?~”

                   “Well, no, but---”

                    “---That’s totally irrelevant!!  We’re talkin’ about how I changed after the first time, not anythin’ else---of course I went other times, but that doesn’ mean---gah, this isn’ getting anywhere---!”

[stealingxeyes]

[stealingxeyes]

[ this is how i die, my image ruined by my siblings ]:

“What’s wrong Seto~? It was a compliment~ A compliment! Nothing to be so flustered about~ ExceptForYourTripToTheMountains.”

                  “F’r the las’ time, I didn’ lose anythin’---it wasn’ anythin' weird like that!  I was little---all I did was make friends with Marry!!  You know that good ‘n well, too, Kano!!”

[stealingxeyes]

[ *insert the verbal equivalent of a keysmash here* ]:

❝ Oh, but how can I possibly believe you after everything you’ve said just now? It’s plain to see by the way you’re taking all this that there had to be something going on between you two. Why not confess to it, hm~? I promise, it’ll make it easier on you both! There’s nothing wrong with having a naughty side, y’know~ You don’t have to be so embarrassed by it! ❞ Teasing Seto was far too easy, especially under these circumstances.

                   “There’s nothin’ naughty about it!!  Aghh, I’m tellin’ you I’m innocent---I was really innocent back then, you know?!  I jus’ talked to her, a-and played her s’me music!  She was r’lly lonely, so we made friends!”  A short pause.  “A-an’ I’m only embarrassed about it b’cause you guys’re gettin’ the wrong idea an’ thinkin’ embarrassing things about me---!”  Or, making him think embarrassing things.  Same difference.

[stealingxeyes]

So why don't you tell us about what you lost in the mountains that day Mn~?

                    “It’s not what you think at all, Anon-san!  I got lost, and I talked to a bunch of animals, including the head of the forest, who’s a hamster… he was ridin’ a moose!  And they lead me to a house, where I met Marry!  And then me and Marry made friends—and then I went home!  That’s all!  Nothin’ weird happened at all—I didn’ lose anythin’!!”  Nothing weird, except maybe the part where you talked to a hamster riding a moose.

[stealingxeyes]

[ i... don’t know what you’re talking about anymore and i’m not sure i want to know!! ]:

Completely ignored. “You’ve grown into a fine man, Seto. I guess we have her to thank for that.”

                  With a strangled squeaking sound, he’s rendered completely speechless.  Good job Kido, you broke him.  Rest in pieces, Kousuke Seto.

[stealingxeyes]

[ i’d say i can’t believe you but it’s you so i guess i can ]:

Now things were starting to get interesting. ❝ I never implied that I wasn’t aware of the mysterious woman’s identity– I was merely taking Kisaragi-chan’s word for it.

❝ But seeing as you’re so quick to confirm facts, I can’t help but have my suspicions that whatever you two did out there was pretty special~ She must have done something awfully good to earn your loyalty if it means standing up for her like this. ❞

                    “Bwuh---?!  No, you know good 'n well that nothin’ like that happened!!  It was just---look, Marry’s not like that!  I’m not like that!!”  Further useless flustered noises.

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[stealingxeyes]

[ NOT YOU TOO ]:

❝ Oh, my~ Seto really has done something dirty with Mary-chan in the mountains! And here I thought I was the only one who bore that sort of reputation around here. ❞

                 “No, I---see, you know it was Marry, so you know it wasn’ anythin’ like that!!  It wasn’ jus’ some mysterious woman, it was Marry!”  Cue some exasperated noises as he is unsure how to explain himself further.  He’s doomed, isn’t he.

[stealingxeyes]

[ have mercy;;! ]:

“So, you’ll deny that you met a girl in the mountains after running away, and that you definitely grew up after you came back, and she doesn’t have anything to do with it? Is that right?”

                   “Well, no, that’s---uwahh!  No, you’re leaving out all the important details, Kido!!  It wasn’ that kind of growing up, it’s just---gahh, now y’re makin' me think about it!!!”

[stealingxeyes]

[ Hibiya-kun..... ]:

He wants to rest a hand on the guy’s shoulder, but (so tall!) settles for a sympathetic nod. “They’ll forget soon.” Right, that time when Momo called one of his few talents ‘gross’, and Kano-san ruined everything even while absent—he was likely the only one who remembered that traumatic incident.

                    His sentiments are appreciated, as might be indicated by the exasperated sound (almost whining, really) that the older boy gives off as he hides his face.  “I hope y’re right, Hibiya-kun...”  At this rate, everyone is going to think he’s some kind of pervert... no, maybe Hibiya’s right, maybe they’ll forget this entire incident soon enough!  Yeah!  Look on the bright side, Kousuke!!