YOU ARE KINDER

(E)Stela Fisher. 23. Fortune teller & Philosophy student. The community's cook. It’s summer, which means my skin is all honey before noon. Which means I’m celebrating the anniversaries of lovers I never kissed, and bodies I never loved. Which means the air is humid as an open mouth with all this wanting.

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sclazcr:

He grinned back at her, just happy to see the smile back on her face. “I’m always down for your seance.” Despite how he wasn’t quite sure that ghosts and such exist, he knew that Stela did and he was just down with whatever she was – unless it was illegal. “Yeah you are right. Maybe we’ll make friends of the dead. Pinky promise.” He held up his pinky for her. 

“This is why you’re my favourite person,” she replied, playfully brushing her shoulder against his. “You always go along with my... weirdness? Is it that weird?” She linked her pinky with his, smiling once more. “Sounds like a plan to me. Any dead person would be lucky to have you as a friend.” Stela paused for a moment, “You’re okay though, right?”

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twmelissa:

          “ oh boy, do i. that was so ridiculous, i mean - only because i remember all the guys making it out to be some kind of joke. it was awful and suzy paxtin was so upset when she pulled out the WITS and they DUNKED on her. god — the jock stereotype is the worst. hey, ” the girl tightens her hand around stela’s, feeling the soft skin under her smooth fingers. hopefully the skin contact had been putting her at ease. “ you’re dang right we are, it’s a virus - we’ve been through the plague, this is nothing compared to that. uh — i do, yeah. i really really hope we will be. yeah!! my dad’s got stuff stored up at the ranch, we can make our way through town real quick and stay there if you want. stock up on stuff here, we go to micah’s house and grab him and then we camp out at my dad’s until we get news on the whole thing blowing over. ”

         “I guess they think that it was crucial to our time at school. Someone’s trying to tease you? WALK AWAY! More like retaliate, am I right? She was, god, and she was such a sweet girl. She deserved so much better.” She laughed quietly, reminiscing. Out of everybody, Melisssa was always best at calming her down. She laid her head on her shoulder for a moment. “Good point, although I hope no one actually, you know, dies. But our scientists are better now -- hell, we actually have them now -- they’ll figure out a cure soon. That’ll be great! We can get Xanos, too. He’ll probably like that, and dad. We can’t leave dad behind. We can like... build a campfire or something?”

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parkerweber:

         “I don’t really do running. It’s not really my thing, but you are more then welcome to raid my booze cabinet.” She said gesturing to the cabinet as she sat down on the couch. “Things are going to work themselves out in the end.”

        “That’s good enough for me. Why don’t you run though? If you don’t mind me asking. I think, for me, I’d rather flee than fight.” She stood from the couch and took out a bottle of whiskey. Collapsing beside her, she continued, “You’re right though. Nothing is ever hopeless.”

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fcknxethan:

        “Why not do both?? I’ve got the alcohol, we have running shoes and we can spend our time cursing the bloody government for doing this to us. I think that would perhaps be the best way to spend our last days on earth if this is really the end.”  

       “Because I didn’t have any alcohol at home. But I am wearing flats today, so you got yourself a plan, bud. Curse number one: how dare they hurt the public? I always knew that they were corrupt, and Bush definitely did 9/11, but...” Stela trailed off, sighing. “I’m Stela, by the way.”

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aidenfisher:

“I have a feeling you might already know what I’m thinking. But I’ll give you a small hint - we’re not doomed, Stela. Not to diminish the severity of the situation, but no matter what anyone says, it’s not the end of the world just yet. As for those options… perhaps a drink first, and a little preparation before either of us goes running into the mountains,” 

“I’m only a psychic by day, dad.” She said teasingly, a small smile lighting her features. It was an attempt to lighten the heavy mood around them. “Of course we’re not doomed, but I also don’t want us or anyone else to be in danger. I feel like I can’t do anything to help, you know? That sounds good to me though. We can get some extra groceries?”

[mazelopez]

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emmadvval:

brooke/emma + the halloween special 

[indiemanips]

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indiemanips:

Carlson Young & Tyler Posey Manip

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jettmabry:

jett squinted at the other—tongue sticking out of the corner of zir mouth, a look that would’ve been cute under different circumstances. ze didn’t know what anyone was talking about today. was it really that new?

“it’s not the government.”

Stela’s head tilted at her, curiosity filling her expression. If it wasn’t the government, what did ze think it was? Her best guess was aliens or something else paranormal, but she didn’t want to voice that thought to a stranger so soon. “Then what is it?”

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twmelissa:

          “ why is your first instinct to always run?? i don’t — i don’t KNOW what i think. i think i’m terrified. —- what are we supposed to do, stels?? are they going to fix this?? i think we should stay inside, it’s already crazy enough out there - the last thing we need is one of us getting hurt. ”

         “I blame the WITS program from school. Remember that? Walk away, ignore, talk about it, seek help. So I want to walk away. Well, run away in this case. The KILLERS don’t seem to like being ignored or want to talk, and our help... I don’t know where they are. Regrouping, I think.” Her voice quivered, and her hand reached for Melissa’s. “But I think they’ll fix it. I have FAITH in us. We’re humans, we’re adaptable, we function as one when we need to. We’ll be okay. Don’t you think? And yeah, we’ll stay inside. We’ll... find food and water at home? I have some canned beans and water bottles.”

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sclazcr:

“What are they avenging? Healthcare rights? Racism against the dead?” He was trying to lighten the mood - maybe see a smile on her face. “Hey, come on Stel. That’s not going to happen. You’re going to be fine - we both are.”

A small smile crossed Stela’s face and she snickered. “Maybe we should do a seance and find out, huh?” She nudged him playfully, attempting to replicate their usual banter. “If we stop ignoring them, they may get a little friendlier. You promise?”

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alliscnt:

“Look, I know there are some….worrying things going on in the news, but I’m sure it’s nothing we can’t handle. To assume the world is going to end just because some crazy people is just ridiculous. Isn’t there any hope in our leaders?”

“Well, our cities leader got cannibalized and butchered on public TV. So I don’t know who the fuck we’re supposed to be turning to. Maybe we should try contacting the FBI or the president? But...” Stela trailed off, sighing. “But I believe it because there’s nothing else to believe. It’s the only answer we’ve got. I just don’t think it’s hopeless. We’ll make it. We always have.”

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sclazcr:

“I don’t know how much I believe this whole news nonsense…” He had long made sure his own mother wasn’t listening to all the nonsense. The world has been here long enough and it wasn’t going to end anytime soon - least that’s what Sebastian believes. “If the world were to end, it wouldn’t be from the dead. That’s just insane. Pure insanity.”

“The dead come back with a vengeance, Seb. It makes perfect sense to me. They feel forgotten and abandoned, they come back, we die. Then we’ll all be unified!” Her tone was disbelieving, a slight frantic edge to it. “But I don’t want to die. I won’t.”

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          “Look, normally this would be the part where I have some brilliant theory about what’s REALLY going on here. Like aliens, government conspiracy -- seriously, they’re always behind this shit -- but for once, I got nothing. The undead are walking, we’re all doomed, and for once in my life, all I want is a cold, strong drink. Or to run into the mountains. Either or. What do YOU think?”

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Stela Fisher Introduction!

this is your local loser ali with another character. as always, if you want to plot, like this or shoot me a message!

STATS | PLOTS

stela was born to a young christian couple. they were only 16 at the time, and because of their religion, they never learned about protected sex. they ended up giving her up, and in a letter her biological mom sent with her, it was the hardest thing that she’d ever done.

growing up in the system was never easy, but stela always made the best of it. as a child, she made friends wherever she went, inventing imaginative games and asking all of the kids to play.

she had hope until the caretakers informed her that at 7, she was too old to be adopted. it was some kind of miracle when the fisher’s walked in, she approached them, and somehow they fell in love with her. ramona and aiden fisher were a dream to stela.

life for the three of them was never perfect. stela had a temper on her, as she always had, but fights were few and far between. everyday she was grateful for her parents and showed it through drawings and crafts.

the older that she got, the more adventurous stela became. before long, she was skipping out of school in order to search the arizona area, hopping on buses with friends to aimless destinations, and getting into trouble as she scoured the city, talking to strangers.

 everything changed for stela when her mother died. she already had a weakened immune system after a bout of influenza, and she couldn’t make it through. after a stay in the hospital, she died days before they planned on releasing her.

because family meant so much to her, she never acted out. she tried to support her father and keep her outgoing, imaginative personality. she relied heavily on her friends and boyfriend, visiting him in florida.

while she grieved, she picked up many, many hobbies. she started sketching more, finding a release in it. she started reading tarot cards and researching astronomy and the spirit realm. philosophy became her first love, however, and she ended up going to university to major in it.

she’s currently attending college and working as a fortune teller so she can pay for her schooling costs!!

stela’s taken after her father in certain ways, particularly with her compassionate side. she’s idealistic, believes the best in the world, and outgoing. she’s dedicated her entire life to her mom, since her life was cut short and is still the same adventurous girl with a zest for life and the metaphysical.

that being said, stela does have a short temper and when she sees injustice, she’s ready to go in kicking and screaming. she has a steely will and nothing can budge her when she’s set her mind on something. she’s also a tad naive. 

+ WANTED CONNECTIONS:

BEST FRIEND: Someone that Stela’s loved and cherished her whole life. She’s a dreamer, an adventurer, and a very outgoing, happy go lucky person so this person has a similar mindset. They love each other, cry on each other’s shoulder.

POST OUTBREAK:

CONFIDANT: Although Stela tries to maintain her idealistic outlook, at times it wears on her. This is someone that she confides in about it candidly and they support one another. (Community)

TRAINER: For now, Stela’s just a cook, but she longs to do something more in the group. This person has taken her under their wing. (Medical specialist, soldier, lookout preferably!)

FORBIDDEN FRIEND: Someone that she sneaks out to meet. Perhaps they met when she snuck out of the Community’s headquarters.