star ! ⭐

super normal doctor who fan + sacha dhawan enthusiast

[doctorwhoisadhd]

also the tardis Milk Locator is funny as fuck. does it ever bring that idiot straight to the cow

[marsoid]

EGG STUDIES

[mizu-odd]

tensimm after 1 year of not drawing them

[yurisupernova]

tensimm wip ill probably never finish,, so yaoipilled over them rn

[freezeasoul]

no wonder thoschei were bullied in the academy wdym your name is theta SIGMA???? of course it is. what about your boyfriend? koscheiphaynostrapolomaxakrafasa????? right. i’m sure.

[yuarru]

[stellargoodnesss]

thinking abooout. yazter. incoming rant that might make zero sense but i have to get the thoughts out of my head

i think the dynamic is soooo interesting no matter how you slice it. though specifically the idea of their relationship being initially defined by their proximity to the doctor is so yummy to me mmm delicious

the master, immediately jealous of the doctor's obvious new favourite, and yaz, desperate to understand what exactly the doctor could have possibly seen in someone like him forever ago. it's only natural they'd be drawn to each other. (the master goes in to taunt yaz in his envy; yaz goes in to analyse him while keeping him at arm's length from the doctor. in the end, it's yaz who does the taunting, knowing she has what he does not; the master, of course still envious, tries to learn just what makes yaz soooo special.)

but as it turns out, they have... a few things in common. namely their love for the doctor. and the doctor's love for them, returned in a way that neither of them can truly be satisfied with. so they bond over that. it's a wry and reluctant sort of friendship, at first, but then as it happens they get on quite well together.

after all, the master is happy to freely tell yaz all the things the doctor kept close to her chest for so long, and yaz is happy to listen. she doesn't try to fix him, at least not in the way the doctor does. and she's patient with him in a way the doctor can't afford to be anymore.

there are very few universes where yaz and the master are actually together or are together for long. whether or not they'd admit it, they're both using the other as a replacement for the doctor, and since of course neither of them are the doctor, the illusion falls apart quickly. still, both of them find a comfort in pretending.

the doctor, for her part, can't tell who she's more jealous of. she's mostly glad to see them getting along. or so she tells herself.

[sketchdeath22]

Just thinking about how much love and grief The Doctor has to carry with him at all times but can still find the strength to continue loving and helping people.

[7w7thais]

Doctor dog and Master cat

[stellargoodnesss]

when i think about how inextricable from each other thoschei are i burst into tears

[freezeasoul]

the most awful thing about thoschei is that they love each other.

they were childhood best friends. one of them murdered for the other and changed the trajectory of their lives forever. they grew up to hate each other, they’ve spend hundreds of years fighting and exchanged an amount of “please, join me” and “over my dead bodies” that’s honestly a little embarrassing. they hate each other so much (“how could you kill?” “how could you cure?”) but there’s no one else who knows them as well as the other. it is familiarity at first. i know you, and i will keep knowing you, and maybe hating you is comforting enough. the time war happens. if they didn’t understand others, they certainly don’t now, last of the time lords as far as they’re aware. if that wasn’t enough, one of them finds out the other is this deity so far out of their worldview (“above” them) and shatters.

and THAT. that’s what hurts. because if they were rivals, it would just be unfortunate. you are stuck with the person you hate the most, but you find other things to do, and they show up sometimes, and it’s fine, you leave them to their own devices. there’s a whole universe to see, after all. it’s possible to keep your distance. you don’t have it in you to care.

except you do care. you love them. you’ve loved them through every regeneration that it might as well be written into your artron energy. you need to be as close to them as the universe allows, so you plan to kill them as an excuse to see their face. and it is an excuse. if you really wanted them gone, you could have killed them off by now. for all your elaborate, stupid at times, schemes and silly costumes you are remarkably clever, and if you’re being honest with yourself, the costumes are just a way to get their attention. because you love them. even when you don’t want to. you like it when they look. you burn cities so they’ll turn their head.

sometimes you find yourself on the other side of the equation, and you love them. you love them so much it kills you over and over because you keep giving them a chance. you keep begging them to run away with you, and they won’t, and they never will, and you carry hope anyway. it kills you and kills you because you love them when you shouldn’t. you see it in every companion’s face. your empathy for them has gone past your usual savior complex into something raw, something ugly, something you keep hidden away between your two hearts except for when they’re in front of you and it comes pouring out. you love them. you wish they made it easier.

[stellargoodnesss]

revamping my tumblr i want to use it more but i don't want it to be connected to my Brand so idk what to do with it

[silasplaskett]

actually crushed my soul how they have yaz basically begging the doctor to like. consider accepting her love or something. and the doctor for real has to stand there like. so i have feelings for u. and we cant do anything about that. or ill get real sad. sorry.

[comradekatara]

happy zukka week

[stellargoodnesss]

what if i wrote a musical

[stellargoodnesss]

doin it

[stellargoodnesss]

i don't remember a single thing about bbc sherlock but in all honestly the visceral reaction i still have any time i try to plug in my phone charger and miss is memory enough

[stellargoodnesss]

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