Jim Kirk

✮ The darkest nights produce the brightest stars ✮

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                                                   Indie Captain James T. Kirk                                                    Penned by Mel

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BLOG MOVE!!

Hey guys so I don’t know if you noticed, my activity sucks here.  Partly is because I am horrid at having multiple browsers. So with that being said I am going to go ahead and move Jim here to a  sideblog off of my Leonard blog. In a moment i’ll pop up a link to the sideblog if you are interested in that! 

I’ll be messaging the people that I have a few small things with  and asking if they wan to move things over or start new things  on Jim’s new blog. 

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Blog & Discord Hiatus

So here is the thing.  My husband got a message this morning from our internet company and they have made it clear that if we do not pay them by today they are shutting us off, and disconnecting our service all together. I don’t know how much the bill is, because my husband went to bed before I woke up so I didn’t get the chance to ask him how much it was. 

I don’t know what to do, I don’t have the money to pay them any time soon. The earliest I could pay them some money is next Friday, which apparently just isn’t good enough for them. With that being said I don’t know when I’ll have my internet back. My phone service is already disconnected and not having a cell has been…ngl horrible. I have to hope that nothing happens to my eldest while she is at school because I have no way for that school to get ahold of me, because we don’t even have a house phone. 

To be perfectly honest, I’ve been stressed, Rent, Electricity, and Water are my top priorities. However the idea of going without internet or actual way to be contacted is absolutely taking it’s toll on me. I don’t know what to do. 

So I don’t know when I’ll be back, but if I ever go to a place with wifi I’ll try to pop in. 

If anyone can honestly help me out, here is my paypal. Every little bit helps.  I hate the idea that I have to ask, but I am just at a loss. I know people are suffering far more than I am… and I’m doing my best for my family..but the internet is my only bit of sanity.. and i’m.. terrified to loose it. 

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 I am going to be going on a form of Semi-Hiatus. 

Things have just gotten hella stressful in RL, our financials are in real freaking trouble, and if I don’t come up with some way to fix it all we are going to loose everything. I don’t know how to fix any of it, but I know I need to come up with something. 

It’s because of these stresses that I can’t really seem to concentrate on my writing. My portrayal of Leo and my other muses are taking a hit, so much so that my writing is sloppy at best. As much as I want to be here, I just.. I can’t manage the added stress of it all. 

However, I will do things when I can, I will try to do my drafts and inbox memes from time to time when I have a free moment and can think straight. I’m sorry it’s had to come to this, but I don’t know what else to do and my girls will always come first. 

I am even considering possibly doing icon commissions because that’s the only talent I sort of have, and I am in desperate need of money. So if anyone is interested please don’t hesitate to message me. I don’t want to have to resort to asking for donations or financial help in that way, I want to be able to figure this out on my own because it is my responsibility as a parent to do so.. but I am desperate enough not to say no if anyone ever wants to lend a helping hand. 

I’m sorry I can’t be here as much, but hopefully you guys will understand. I’ll be online when I can be. 

-Mel

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So I didn’t get anything done tonight, I am so sorry. I promise tomorrow I will try to get them done. I am so tired though guys, I really need to get some sleep. Currently I owe:  Starters: 2 Drafts: 3

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astrohistoria:

“Are you kidding me? We almost got eaten alive by that plant! A fucking plant, Jim! I have to say this was the text book definition of a bad idea!” 

“How was I suppose to know that the plant wanted to eat us for lunch?” he huffed, though the smile really never left his face. 

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🌟 @fasciinating II Starter Call

“Oh come on Spock! The plan isn’t that bad, it’s gonna be just fine, you’ll see.” 

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🌟 @scoxndrel II Starter Call

“What is it Mr. Solo? I’m very busy so I don’t really have time to chat.” That was a lie. He wasn’t really doing anything special, but he wasn’t about to admit that to him. 

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🌟 @empathicstars II Starter Call

“So is the whole sarcastic tone really the one you want to take with me right now? Do I really need to pull rank with you?” Was he frustrated? Yes. However he absolutely hated pulling his rank in a situation like this. “Would you like to try again? Or do you want the sarcastic attitude to stay on record?” 

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🌟 @telumspecialist II Starter Call

“So be honest with me, how are you adjusting to life on the enterprise?” 

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🌟 @meanmint II Starter Call

“You can give me that look all you want Bones, but the black eye looks cool. It makes me look tough,so I’m letting it heal naturally, end of story.” 

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🌟 @kashtovel II Starter Call

“So when were you planning to tell me that you finally got together with Bones?” He glanced over at Spock a rather knowing smile spread across his lips. “It’s about time if you ask me, I wasn’t sure how much longer I was gonna be able to handle the two of you staring longingly at one another on my bridge.” 

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🌟 @astrohistoria II Starter Call

“So do you think I can get away with Bones not finding out about this?” he asked motioning to the bloody nose he was currently sporting. 

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🌟 @missadvancedweaponry II Starter Call

“Please tell me you’ve got some good news, because I don’t think I can handle anymore bad news.” 

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🌟 Short Starter Call 🌟

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Wow i sort of just immediately disappeared didn’t I? I am so sorry guys. I don’t know what happened to be perfectly honest with you. HOWEVER, I am back now and Jim is loud as fuck so I am probably going to re-do my starter call (Mostly because I am paranoid that the people from before are no longer interested and I don’t want to force that on them) and see about sending meme sand reblogging some and Plotting too! 

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                                                     Indie Captain James T. Kirk                                                               Penned by Mel