stemcellee

california

[stemcellee]

february 27 2026

hello friends how are things

I have 3 months of ms3 left!

[stemcellee]

november 21 2025

ngl guys haven’t had pics to post because in hospitals/clinics all day but things are going really well. just finished surgery! it was amazing! on obgyn now. I was reflecting on how much I’ve grown in just this last half the year and im very proud

[kittyit]

if you start reading books again. you will feel at least a little better. I promise

[stemcellee]

september 4 2025

almost done with internal medicine clerkship! hospital medicine has been a really good experience. I just bought a sunrise-simulator alarm clock tho bc im struggling so much with waking up before sunrise 😭

med school has been tough tho especially with the high expectations I put on myself. I feel like a shell of who I used to be. I keep telling myself it’ll be over soon I’ll defrost my true self again when the tough parts are over but right now im literally just a shell oof

[stemcellee]

july 27 2025

so I actually went to Japan for the first time during my vacation block! muji at every shopping mall was such a sight for sore eyes. I miss tumblr 2016-2018ish wow

anyways the other day I was having one of those days where I was questioning if this career and everything I’ve worked for has been worth it. the next day while making some small talk with a patient they opened up about their depression and life outlook but they told me “there are more good days than bad days” and I haven’t stopped thinking about that since

[fuckyeahchinesegarden]

blue sky and white clouds in ili by 刘知著

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[stemcellee]

june 29 2025

took my pediatrics osce last week and am deep studying for the shelf exam this coming week :O I went into peds telling myself to have an open mind because truthfully I was really nervous to work with children, I don’t have children in my family bc everyone’s grown and hasn’t had kids yet so I generally felt uncomfortable starting out but I feel like I surprised myself with how well I connected with the kids and their families!!! I also finally gained insight into primary care aims and inpatient service. although I must say I still don’t think pediatrics is for me 😅

[achillesinhighheels]

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baked goods

[stemcellee]

this is my art blog! it has been dormant but am trying to update it in my free time

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[stemcellee]

may 7 2025

it’s been a while! this explains why! hope u are all doing well ✨

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[stemcellee]

march 10 2025

I disappeared for a bit but happy to say I am finishing ms2 next week and will be hALFWAY done with my degree

hey siri play halfway there by big time rush

[juliaxyn]

Even when you're tired, remember why you started.

[malusokay]

focus on the likes and not the wants

you may not want to clean your room, but you like the peace and call it brings you after

you may not want to study, but you like the confidence and satisfaction you get from being prepared

you may not not want to apologise, but you like the relief and connection that reconciliation brings

you may not want to cook, but you like the satisfaction of eating a healthy come cooked meal prepared with love

you may not want to exercise, but you like how you feel afterwards and how it makes you confident

you may not want to journal or write, but you like the reflection and calm it brings you

you may not want to step out of your comfort zone, but you like the new experiences and growth you gain from it

my insta @ malusokay