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I am so fucking annoyed by tumblr's inability to release unused urls back into availability. Like, you check the url and it says "nothing here" and then you try to make a blog for it and "someone already has that username", like, no, they fucking don't, make up your goddamn mind. UGH.
well okAY THEN I GUESS?? WHAT THE FUCK.
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Cuddly little shit.
God, I love her.
Werewolf Seb though.
chosenbythecrystalâ:
Dull blue eyes widened as Sebastian pulled him close and he tensed for a moment before relaxing into the embrace. For better or worse, the detective had been a steady presence in his life and the boy trusted him so it was all too easy to let go and show how vulnerable he was right now. He didnât hug back, but he didnât pull away either which was a far cry from how heâd been only a few moments ago.
He let out a half sob, half chuckle at the manâs little speech but otherwise remained silent. Some might consider the words a little harsh, but Noctis was grateful â he wanted to hear things as they were. Honestly he was fed up with people talking down to him, treating him like a small child that couldnât understand the reality of the situation. If anything, the detectiveâs words were more thought provoking than anything else heâd been told. It helped that he knew the man was being honest â that he wasnât just telling him what he wanted to hear to make him feel better.
âIâm here for youâ.
Those words actually provided him with some much needed comfort. They were reassuring and Noctis found himself believing them. Sebastian had never owed him anything, but heâd always looked out for him, even when he was getting himself into trouble. He was sure he frustrated the man to no end, but still, he never gave up on him.
Maybe he wouldnât give up on him now either.Â
The man released him and for a moment, Noctis was filled with unease, but it was quickly filled with warmth as Sebastian wrapped his coat around him and pulled him close again. This time he did hug back, one hand clutching a handful of the manâs shirt, leaning forward so his forehead was resting against the manâs chest.
âIâŠthanks, Seb.â
Seb smiled to himself when Noctis finally hugged him back, and he tightened the embrace a little more for a moment before letting go. It wouldnât fix everything, he knew that. They hadnât talked about it, but whenever they had run into each other after the kidnapping, Noctis had looked tired and exhausted, and Seb couldnât blame him for not sleeping well. He had gone through hell, for months, and the detective still felt guilty for not finding him sooner. Every day made a difference. Every hour. He sighed, running a hand through the boyâs hair and offering him a slight, but encouraging smile.
âDo you have to be somewhere tonight?â he asked. âIf not, you could come with me. I was gonna make chili tonight and just spend the evening in bed watching movies. Youâre welcome to join.â
Company was still the best antidote against nightmares and a spiral of dark thoughts, after all, and the other really looked like he could use the rest. He rested a hand on Noctisâ back and gently, slowly, led him away from the ledge and towards the door to the stairs down.
âIâll get some ice cream, too. Nothing helps with bad days like chocolate ice cream with sprinkles, trust me. Cools your stomach and warms your heart. Or-... how dâyou like apple pie? I havenât baked one in forever.â
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Symbol Meme - Affectionate/Nice Editionaccepting
â - Bandaging their wound
Sebastian couldnât quite hide a fond smile as Noctis wrapped the bandage around his arm. It was something he could have done himself, with considerably more effort and only one hand, but he appreciated the gesture and, if he was completely honest, the feeling of someone caring enough.
âLetâs not make this a habit,â he murmured under his breath, but there was a faint chuckle in his voice.Â
âi woke up, & you were gone.â - Kidman (sorry I miss interacting with you)
Hurt Memeaccepting
âYeah. Sorry about that.â
Seb finished pouring his fifth - or was it his sixth? Seventh? He hadnât paid attention - cup of coffee to give his hands something to do, even if it did a terrible job of hiding how much they were shaking.Â
âIâm not - ... I needed some air. And then some air turned into two in the morning and not wanting to sleep. So... coffe? Mâsure thereâs another clean mug somewhere.â
âWhat are you feeling?â ( from Joseph <3 )
Realistic Depression/Mental Illness Starter Sentencesaccepting
âBesides anger?â
Seb sighed, running a hand through his hair. It still smelled of smoke to him, no matter how often he washed it, no matter how much shampoo he used. Even if he knew, realistically, that it couldnât still smell like it. Not after so long and so many nights where he had spent hours under the shower until the stream turned from hot to freezing.
But the memory lingered, and with it, the smell.
âEmpty. Like I should have done something.â
Send âââ for a MORNING text. Send âââ for a text that WASNâT SENT. Send âââ for a RUSHED text. Send âââ for a DRUNK text. Send ââżâ for a SUGGESTIVE text. Send âĂžâ for a LATE NIGHT text. Send âââ for a HATEFUL text. Send â#â for a RANDOM text. Send â@â for a SCARED text. Send â&â for a LOVING text. Send â%â for a CURIOUS text. Send âăâ for an EXCITED text. Send â$â for an ACCIDENTAL text. Send âââ for a HEARTBREAKING text.
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đ at christmas
đ” in the desert
đČ in a forest
đŽ on holiday
đ in a park
đ at night
đ during a heatwave
đ at pride
âïž in a snowstorm
âïž in the rain
đ at the beach
đ€Ą at the circus
đ on halloween
đ€ at a concert
đȘ at the gym
âïž at school
đ§đœ as children
đ©đœâđ in hospital
âïž at a coffee shop
đ» in a bar
* â â â misc sentence starters (pt 3)
ârevenge smells so sweet.â
âi know a few things about love. horrible, terrible, awful awful thingsâ
âitâs not that theyâre evil. they lack empathy & go into a dissassociative state & commit atrocitiesâ
âoh, how the turntablesâ
âwhat a beautiful fucking day. nothing beats this shitâ
âdoctor called me sick. i said truâ
âlocal dumbass knew what they were getting themselves into & did it anywaysâ
âplease have a curhs on me but also donât cause thatâs a lot of pressureâ
âspongebob dies in infinity warâ
âhome is where i feel empty on a sundayâ
âlife ainât all burritos & strippers my friendâ
âwell, that didnât workâ
âit really be like that sometimesâ
âdo you want salt with your answer?â
âyou had sex how many times? yeah, thatâs not technically a bromanceâ
âlove is a neurochemical con jobâ
âiâm in love with you but youâre a little shitâ
âiâm gay & also stronger than all of you, so donât try any shitâ
âitâs a shock every day to remember iâm cute & amazingâ
âi donât remember falling in love with you.â
âshitâs fucked up!â
âlife is just a series of sidequests & grinding until youâre strong enough to fight your dadâ
âmy priorities arenât straight & neither am iâ
âbirth is a curse & existence is a prisonâ
âi am often seized by the fatal need to have a pretty good timeâ
âhey there demons, itâs me, ya boyâ
âshoutout to my depression ya stupid bitchâ
âdonât talk to me.â
âi donât friggin give a heckâ
âwhat do you do when youâre crying again because women are so prettyâ
hurt meme.
â i got you. itâs gonna be okay, youâre going to be okay.â
âi feel like everyoneâs miles away from me.â
âmy mind is a dark place. you donât want to be there.â
âi know this hurts, but you have to stay awake.â
âdonât close your eyes, please donât close your eyes!â
âi just want to be numb, i donât want to feel anything.â
âplease donât do this, donât act like you care.â
âyou donât care, nobody cares, just leave.â
âyouâre my friend, of course i fucking care.â
âi canât give up on you, so please donât give up on yourself.â
âi love you so much, i forgot what hating myself felt like.â
âi fucked up, why do you not care?â
âi canât walk, just go on without me.â
âyou have broken ribs, take it easy.â
âi have no idea how to do cpr.â
âwhose blood is that?â
âapply pressure to the wound, donât let go.â
âdonât you dare fucking let go!âÂ
âwhat the hell happened to you?âÂ
âare they dead? did you kill them?âÂ
âdo you know what youâve done?âÂ
âyouâre either with me or against me.âÂ
âwho the hell did this to you?âÂ
âare you alright? you hit your head pretty hardâŠâÂ
âi canât see!! whatâs happening to me?âÂ
âwhen was the last time you ate?âÂ
âwhat do you mean youâre fine? you are not fine!âÂ
 âiâm fine, itâs just a flesh wound, iâll be okay.âÂ
âfor how long? how long were you bottling this up?âÂ
âthereâs so much blood, you wonât last.âÂ
âare you⊠throwing up in there?âÂ
âwhy arenât you eating?âÂ
âjust breathe⊠youâre okay, i promise, just breathe.âÂ
âi canât breathe, i canât ââÂ
âi woke up, & you were gone.âÂ
âjust tell me something, was it really worth it?âÂ
âitâs okay to hurt & breakdown. you donât have to be strong all the time.â
Symbol Meme - Affectionate/Nice Edition
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â„ - Stroking/brushing their hair
⥠- Rubbing their shoulders
â„ - Holding their hand
†- Hugging/cuddling them
â - Staying close to them to keep warm
â - Reading to them
â - Sitting at their bedside
⟠- Taking a nighttime walk with them
â - Bandaging their wound
â - Clasping their shoulder
â - Giving them a flower/flowers
â - Playing a game with them
â - Standing up for them
âȘ - Defending them in a court/before an authority
⏠- Singing to them
⯠- Rescuing them
â - Stargazing with them
â - Comforting them
â - Washing their face
⌠- Camping with them
â - Hiking with them
â - Listening to them
â - Telling stories with them
âż - Coming to visit them
âwhatâs this between us?â
Soft Angst Startersaccepting
The silence after Josephâs question stretched on for a while before Seb finally found the courage to reply.Â
âI donât know,â he admitted. âItâs not... nothing. But Iâm not sure if itâs enough to be something.âHe meant to stop there, but the next question slipped past his teeth before he could bite it back, and it hung between them like stormclouds.
âWhat do you want it to be?â