Castellanos

Detective Sebastian Castellanos, KCPD. (Indie Seb from The Evil Within 1 & 2. Triggers are tagged. Mun & Muse 21+)

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Still alive and kicking. Come IM me for my discord if you want~

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I am so fucking annoyed by tumblr's inability to release unused urls back into availability. Like, you check the url and it says "nothing here" and then you try to make a blog for it and "someone already has that username", like, no, they fucking don't, make up your goddamn mind. UGH.

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well okAY THEN I GUESS?? WHAT THE FUCK.

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I need to ramble at someone about Doctor Who. Come IM me and let me screech

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Cuddly little shit.

God, I love her.

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Werewolf Seb though.

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chosenbythecrystal‌:

Dull blue eyes widened as Sebastian pulled him close and he tensed for a moment before relaxing into the embrace. For better or worse, the detective had been a steady presence in his life and the boy trusted him so it was all too easy to let go and show how vulnerable he was right now. He didn’t hug back, but he didn’t pull away either which was a far cry from how he’d been only a few moments ago.

He let out a half sob, half chuckle at the man’s little speech but otherwise remained silent. Some might consider the words a little harsh, but Noctis was grateful – he wanted to hear things as they were. Honestly he was fed up with people talking down to him, treating him like a small child that couldn’t understand the reality of the situation. If anything, the detective’s words were more thought provoking than anything else he’d been told. It helped that he knew the man was being honest – that he wasn’t just telling him what he wanted to hear to make him feel better.

‘I’m here for you’.

Those words actually provided him with some much needed comfort. They were reassuring and Noctis found himself believing them. Sebastian had never owed him anything, but he’d always looked out for him, even when he was getting himself into trouble. He was sure he frustrated the man to no end, but still, he never gave up on him.

Maybe he wouldn’t give up on him now either. 

The man released him and for a moment, Noctis was filled with unease, but it was quickly filled with warmth as Sebastian wrapped his coat around him and pulled him close again. This time he did hug back, one hand clutching a handful of the man’s shirt, leaning forward so his forehead was resting against the man’s chest.

“I…thanks, Seb.”

Seb smiled to himself when Noctis finally hugged him back, and he tightened the embrace a little more for a moment before letting go. It wouldn’t fix everything, he knew that. They hadn’t talked about it, but whenever they had run into each other after the kidnapping, Noctis had looked tired and exhausted, and Seb couldn’t blame him for not sleeping well. He had gone through hell, for months, and the detective still felt guilty for not finding him sooner. Every day made a difference. Every hour. He sighed, running a hand through the boy’s hair and offering him a slight, but encouraging smile.

“Do you have to be somewhere tonight?” he asked. “If not, you could come with me. I was gonna make chili tonight and just spend the evening in bed watching movies. You’re welcome to join.”

Company was still the best antidote against nightmares and a spiral of dark thoughts, after all, and the other really looked like he could use the rest. He rested a hand on Noctis’ back and gently, slowly, led him away from the ledge and towards the door to the stairs down.

“I’ll get some ice cream, too. Nothing helps with bad days like chocolate ice cream with sprinkles, trust me. Cools your stomach and warms your heart. Or-... how d’you like apple pie? I haven’t baked one in forever.”

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✚

Symbol Meme - Affectionate/Nice Editionaccepting

✚ - Bandaging their wound

Sebastian couldn’t quite hide a fond smile as Noctis wrapped the bandage around his arm. It was something he could have done himself, with considerably more effort and only one hand, but he appreciated the gesture and, if he was completely honest, the feeling of someone caring enough.

“Let’s not make this a habit,” he murmured under his breath, but there was a faint chuckle in his voice. 

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“i woke up, & you were gone.”  - Kidman (sorry I miss interacting with you)

Hurt Memeaccepting

“Yeah. Sorry about that.”

Seb finished pouring his fifth - or was it his sixth? Seventh? He hadn’t paid attention - cup of coffee to give his hands something to do, even if it did a terrible job of hiding how much they were shaking. 

“I’m not - ... I needed some air. And then some air turned into two in the morning and not wanting to sleep. So... coffe? M’sure there’s another clean mug somewhere.”

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“What are you feeling?” ( from Joseph <3 )

Realistic Depression/Mental Illness Starter Sentencesaccepting

“Besides anger?”

Seb sighed, running a hand through his hair. It still smelled of smoke to him, no matter how often he washed it, no matter how much shampoo he used. Even if he knew, realistically, that it couldn’t still smell like it. Not after so long and so many nights where he had spent hours under the shower until the stream turned from hot to freezing.

But the memory lingered, and with it, the smell.

“Empty. Like I should have done something.”

[rpmememaker]

Send “✆” for a MORNING text. Send “✉” for a text that WASN’T SENT. Send “☎” for a RUSHED text. Send “⁇” for a DRUNK text. Send “✿” for a SUGGESTIVE text. Send “ø” for a LATE NIGHT text. Send “✘” for a HATEFUL text. Send “#” for a RANDOM text. Send “@” for a SCARED text. Send “&” for a LOVING text. Send “%” for a CURIOUS text. Send “ツ” for an EXCITED text. Send “$” for an ACCIDENTAL text. Send “♀” for a HEARTBREAKING text.

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Send a symbol for our muses to meet:

🎄 at christmas

🌵 in the desert

🌲 in a forest

🌴 on holiday

🍂 in a park

🌙 at night

🌞 during a heatwave

🌈 at pride

❄️ in a snowstorm

☔️ in the rain

🌊 at the beach

🤡 at the circus

🎃 on halloween

🤘 at a concert

💪 at the gym

✍️ at school

👧🏽 as children

👩🏽‍🏭 in hospital

☕️ at a coffee shop

🍻 in a bar

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* ∘ ∙ — misc sentence starters (pt 3)

“revenge smells so sweet.”

“i know a few things about love. horrible, terrible, awful awful things”

“it’s not that they’re evil. they lack empathy & go into a dissassociative state & commit atrocities”

“oh, how the turntables”

“what a beautiful fucking day. nothing beats this shit”

“doctor called me sick. i said tru”

“local dumbass knew what they were getting themselves into & did it anyways”

“please have a curhs on me but also don’t cause that’s a lot of pressure”

“spongebob dies in infinity war”

“home is where i feel empty on a sunday”

“life ain’t all burritos & strippers my friend”

“well, that didn’t work”

“it really be like that sometimes”

“do you want salt with your answer?”

“you had sex how many times? yeah, that’s not technically a bromance”

“love is a neurochemical con job”

“i’m in love with you but you’re a little shit”

“i’m gay & also stronger than all of you, so don’t try any shit”

“it’s a shock every day to remember i’m cute & amazing”

“i don’t remember falling in love with you.”

“shit’s fucked up!”

“life is just a series of sidequests & grinding until you’re strong enough to fight your dad”

“my priorities aren’t straight & neither am i”

“birth is a curse & existence is a prison”

“i am often seized by the fatal need to have a pretty good time”

“hey there demons, it’s me, ya boy”

“shoutout to my depression ya stupid bitch”

“don’t talk to me.”

“i don’t friggin give a heck”

“what do you do when you’re crying again because women are so pretty”

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hurt meme.

“ i got you. it’s gonna be okay, you’re going to be okay.”

“i feel like everyone’s miles away from me.”

“my mind is a dark place. you don’t want to be there.”

“i know this hurts, but you have to stay awake.”

“don’t close your eyes, please don’t close your eyes!”

“i just want to be numb, i don’t want to feel anything.”

“please don’t do this, don’t act like you care.”

“you don’t care, nobody cares, just leave.”

“you’re my friend, of course i fucking care.”

“i can’t give up on you, so please don’t give up on yourself.”

“i love you so much, i forgot what hating myself felt like.”

“i fucked up, why do you not care?”

“i can’t walk, just go on without me.”

“you have broken ribs, take it easy.”

“i have no idea how to do cpr.”

“whose blood is that?”

“apply pressure to the wound, don’t let go.”

“don’t you dare fucking let go!” 

“what the hell happened to you?” 

“are they dead? did you kill them?” 

“do you know what you’ve done?” 

“you’re either with me or against me.” 

“who the hell did this to you?” 

“are you alright? you hit your head pretty hard…” 

“i can’t see!! what’s happening to me?” 

“when was the last time you ate?” 

“what do you mean you’re fine? you are not fine!” 

 “i’m fine, it’s just a flesh wound, i’ll be okay.” 

“for how long? how long were you bottling this up?“ 

“there’s so much blood, you won’t last.” 

“are you… throwing up in there?” 

“why aren’t you eating?” 

“just breathe… you’re okay, i promise, just breathe.” 

“i can’t breathe, i can’t –” 

“i woke up, & you were gone.” 

“just tell me something, was it really worth it?” 

“it’s okay to hurt & breakdown. you don’t have to be strong all the time.”

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Symbol Meme - Affectionate/Nice Edition

Send a symbol for my muse to respond to your muse….

♥ - Stroking/brushing their hair

♡ - Rubbing their shoulders

❥ - Holding their hand

❤ - Hugging/cuddling them

❄ - Staying close to them to keep warm

☆ - Reading to them

★ - Sitting at their bedside

☾ - Taking a nighttime walk with them

✚ - Bandaging their wound

✕ - Clasping their shoulder

❀ - Giving them a flower/flowers

♞ - Playing a game with them

◆ - Standing up for them

✪ - Defending them in a court/before an authority

♬ - Singing to them

◯ - Rescuing them

❇ - Stargazing with them

♛ - Comforting them

☁ - Washing their face

☼ - Camping with them

✔ - Hiking with them

☄ - Listening to them

✏ - Telling stories with them

⊿ - Coming to visit them

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‘what’s this between us?’

Soft Angst Startersaccepting

The silence after Joseph’s question stretched on for a while before Seb finally found the courage to reply. 

“I don’t know,” he admitted. “It’s not... nothing. But I’m not sure if it’s enough to be something.”He meant to stop there, but the next question slipped past his teeth before he could bite it back, and it hung between them like stormclouds.

“What do you want it to be?”