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[stevelacystud]

—— 𐚁 howdy.

EJ they/she 20 smths autistic stud

stud4all butch4all

interests. arcane, sw, tlou, marvel, woso, wbb

dms are open! let’s be friends :)

[alphacrone]

pulling yourself up by your strap-on or whatever they say

[comikbook]

happy pride month dykes i love you dykes

[stevelacystud]

me when i pick up and put down heavy shit for fun

[catchymemes]

[mournfulroses]

Albert Camus, from a letter to María Casares featured in Correspondance, 1944-1959

[anxeious]

[stevelacystud]

and another 6 months pass and things u couldn’t imagine doing have happened. in a constant state of changing and growing no matter how painful.

[stevelacystud]

i’m such a loverboy when it comes to it. i want that textbook lover shit. i want to call you mine but not own you. i want the dates and getting “just because i thought of you” gifts. i want to give a promise ring. i want a physical expression that your heart is taken. i want your picture in my wallet. i want to light up whenever someone asks about you. i want to give you everything i have because i couldn’t imagine a life without you. i want to grow with you and become a better person because of it. i want it all.

[stevelacystud]

they really didn’t lie when they said bad things come in 3’s. hug your loved ones a little bit tighter for me tonight. rip dad i love you <3

[stevelacystud]

also everyone clap i didn’t text my ex tn!!!

[stevelacystud]

this didn’t age well btw

[wordfather]

thank god there is some freaking silly in this world

[wordfather]

the only way out is through but fuuuuuuuuuck fuuuuucckkkk cant i like scooch past or something

[defectivegembrain]

Cuck chair? No this is the director's chair. Cut! Where is the passion, guys? Try thinking of me

[stevelacystud]

Your butch transparency post was very well said, i think all the games and mean layers inside a loving relationship burnnn worseee in a sapphic relationship

Because loving each other, in general, is being a team!! It's picking each other and keeping the ball in our court so we win together (aka being happy together). acting like we want the ball on the other team's side of the court despite being on the same team (even in little spiteful moments) hurts. Hurts more when loving each other is already an "us vs the world(or parents or culture or religion etc)" thingy

Like jeez silent treatments and avoidant attachment bitchaviors is so mean and sooo not helping us win the game of being Happy Together :(((

Anyways youre sexy and also profound and its like very refreshing keep it up xx

thank you thank you just trying to navigate this crazy thing we call life. sometimes shit doesn’t work out the way you really hoped it would & learning to pick up the pieces can be difficult. lol ty im glad im sexy and profound i will keep it up

[stevelacystud]

back, bis, & tris today

[stevelacystud]

ofc my ex texts me today i was doing so well