I'm primarily from over on twt so pls be nice to me, I'm not used to navigating in nsfw spaces here compared to over on twt. If I need to censor or tag a certain way please let me know <3
I mostly write, and on the rare occassion sketch/draw. If you ever somehow recognize my art style: No You Don't :]
anyway. beaming zedaph/tango medical play into everyone's minds right now. Zeds demeanor and tone becoming more intense and methodical and stern, theres still an edge of his goofiness there but it doesnt really show as zed makes sure tango is secured to an operating table comfortably.
I know you’ve said you’re not watching vampires smp, but like, I keep having thoughts and nowhere to put them and there’s some spoilers for it ahead.
So…vampires in traditional media can like, hypnotize/charm/whatever people, yeah? Yeah.
Scott is a 600+ year old manor lord/vampire, Martyn is a 20-something year old human (pretending to be a) nobleman. They’ve had some interactions that are firing up the majorwood neurons in my brain. Especially one where Martyn has a funny quip and Scott says “you’re funny, I like you.” And the way he says it…augh.
That vampire so desperately needs that pretty little human. He’s not very smart, has said on many occasions how he doesn’t think much, doesn’t know the meaning of some words, lets his father do all the thinking and follows his words. So there really isn’t much Scott has to do to wrap himself around Martyn’s mind.
He bites him, of course, tasting and drinking some of his blood, enough to make him lightheaded should the hypnosis wear off. He’ll turn him one day, but he wants a human toy for now.
Alone in the woods, far from town, nobody who could ever try to intervene as Scott strips down Martyn completely bare, while he himself only does enough to get his own dick out. Makes Martyn lay down on a large rock, head tipped backwards over the edge so Scott can fuck his throat while pinching and scratching Martyn’s unmarred skin, groping his body and toying with his dick.
He fucks his ass too, makes him stay in place as he walks around to that side, bending over and biting and bruising him, licking up any of the surfacing blood. They’re there so long the hypnosis has most certainly worn out, but Martyn is too fucked out and has lost so much blood he doesn’t really care…nor does he even seem to notice.
They later return to town, Martyn being held up by Scott as he struggles to walk, the clothing around his neck much more apparent. Again, not turned, but the fang marks are still there. He doesn’t quite remember what happened, why he’s bitten and bruised and his ass hurts. He knows Scott discovered him alone like that in the woods after they got split up. That Scott says he promises to keep the secret, as no nobleman should ever be in such a scandal, so long as Martyn will give him permanent entry to his home, regardless of situation or asking him not to.
Which is just a ploy for Scott to come in and play with his pretty human toy again. Take him out of his head, fuck him stupid as he lightly feeds on him…it takes a couple months before Scott tires of Martyn’s lesser stamina and finally turns him. Only got turned so Scott can fuck him more. Just as well, there’s not much happening in his mind other than thoughts of Scott railing him into various surfaces these days anyway.
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honestlyyyyy just leaving this one here with my seal of approval. i know nothing about vampires smp nor am i a scott fan but . yeah. them. i understand
i <3 weird hypnosis and blood drinking tho... yay. i like the idea of scott seeing this silly human and being like :3 need this one for meeeee.
yeahhh sure he will turn martyn *eventually* but whats the harm in having a little fun before then? especially when he can fuck the man stupid and make him forget it ever even happened. he loves how helpless he is, loves the taste of his blood, loves seeing him fucked out and mindless.
and when he gets turned he's so hazy and stupid all he can do is keep serving scotts every desire. forever and ever. or until scott gets bored. yippee!
Drunk Joel whining about how his dick is small and Jimmy next to him, equally drunk and flushed red thinking about what a nice size that would be to have in his mouth
Jimmy saying something really flimsy like "it can't actually be that small. I'd have to see it to believe it." And praying that Joel believes his flush is just from being incredibly drunk.
And Joel makes this angry growling sound because how dare his suffering not be believed, and starts to hastily undo his fly. Jimmy has to swallow back his saliva as he watches Joel fumble with it. And when he does see it he understands why it took over five years for him to put a baby in his wife. Jimmy thinks if he were Joel's wife he would have that in his mouth all the time. Every night. He would suck on the few inches Joel is sporting, the size fitting perfectly in his mouth without choking him, and feeling the lovely grip of his husband's hands in his hair.....
Jimmy blinks out of his fantasy when Joel scoffs, "you don't have to stare" and starts to put himself away, meanwhile Jimmy squirms and repositions himself so his arousal is less visible in his jeans.
I don’t watch her but something tells me that vampires Shubble doesn’t actually know shit about creatures and is just a poorly disguised monster fucker. All her creature lore comes from porn. Do you get me
anyway. beaming zedaph/tango medical play into everyone's minds right now. Zeds demeanor and tone becoming more intense and methodical and stern, theres still an edge of his goofiness there but it doesnt really show as zed makes sure tango is secured to an operating table comfortably.
this has become vague/direct central lately bc im just so unbelievably baffled by how ridiculous helsex is and how immature and hypocritical it is.
and also it keeps lying about + downplaying the details of what it did towards wiz and has managed to convince itself costello is a mastermind stalker/harasser when he rarely looks at its blog unless someone lets him know theres a vaguepost or direct post abt him.
it is genuinely bewildering to me that adult human beings do not know this but if you are mean to people they will not like you. like tbh they are probably also not going to like you if you are mean to other people but they are definitely not going to like you if you are mean to them. it doesn’t matter if you are funny or if you can use r/aita rules to prove that you are in the right. people simply do not enjoy being treated like shit.
"The person who has been non-stop harassing me is [blog name of someone who avoids interacting w the person accusing them of stalking and harassment as much as possible]"
p sure the blog named has made less vague posts abt u than u have abt them. u also cant call it harassment when u accuse someone of something and they DEFEND THEMSELVES
How are you so ok with liking these 'controversial / problematic kinks n stuff? ( /gen) Im really into your writing & ideas and genuinely love the various kinks but it always makes me feel guilty or shame that i enjoy these 1 cause its 'problematic' and 2 cuz i think i identify as asexual. So if ur willing how do you accept and be so open about this?
I believe you have good intentions here, anon. For future reference though, approaching this topic by emphasising the guilt and shame you feel and are yet to unlearn, highlighting certain things as 'problematic', etc., put me on the defensive immediately. I can see where this comment could be misinterpreted as hate or something similar. Especially with the current online climate of 'antis' and people who call us predators for enjoying fictional 'taboo' kinks.
Not everyone likes to be told that their kinks are seen as shameful / dirty / evil by others, even if you have good intentions. It's kind of like saying 'ewwww that's so gross idk how you like it without feeling disgusting' but with a dash of self-deprecation. But I know that isn't what you are trying to say, so I will break down my thought process for you.
It's probably good to note also, that as someone with moral OCD, I have done a lot of thinking about this topic. And that aspect of me probably influences some of my takes, particularly surrounding the idea of 'thought crimes aren't real'.
Long ass essay... under the cut!!
Above all else, what has helped me explore and express my kinks in a way that is freeing and not shameful, is the idea that none of the morally abhorrent stuff I am into is something I am okay with happening in real life. While I am aware of how someone's kinks may skew their perception of reality, in all healthy kink communities there are supports and resources in place to help people keep their fantasies separate from their real lives.
For me, this has never been an issue, but I do know that if someone is being negatively impacted socially/mentally due to their kinks, the best thing for them is to step back from that kink. From my experience, this doesn't happen very often. Most people who have fantasies about noncon, bestiality, incest, etc., don't want to do those things irl. This is important to keep in mind. Just as how violent video games don't inherently make someone more violent, but solely playing violent video games all the time can have negative affects in some people - and they need to know when it's time to step back and evaluate how they are feeling (i.e., if they start applying 'video game logic' (kink fantasy logic) to real life).
Of course, when it comes to RPF, the line between fiction and reality does blur. But what I've found with most RPF enjoyers is that they want to be very much kept away from any interaction with the actual people they are fantasising about. Obviously there will always be the 'stalker' fans who take it too far - this is when fantasy starts to affect reality - but pretty much everyone I interact with is like 'yeah if I ever saw this person irl I would run in the opposite direction'. LOL.
Secondly, it is so, so important to remember that fiction is not reality. A character getting hurt is not the same as a real person getting hurt. To me, morally, what matters most in determining whether something is good or bad, is whether someone is getting hurt. A fantasy written on a blog, or drawn in a sketchbook, doesn't hurt anyone. What I've said above should be kept in mind, but overall, fantasies that aren't enacted in real life, do not hurt people.
As a graphic murder in a slasher film does not hurt the actor nor designate the writer as a secret murderer, but may 'inspire' someone to go kill in real life, I do not see my fantasies - and posting them to the internet - as directly harmful even if they 'inspire' someone to do harm. That person was probably already going to do harm. Hopefully no one is using my work to self-harm, and no one is using it as a guide for real life relationships or dynamics. I, like the horror movie writer, do not condone many of the things I write about being enacted in real life (... I am a horror movie writer also).
Thirdly, when it comes to how these kinks translate to real sex, it is important to note that the majority of kinksters want to roleplay certain scenarios with another consenting adult... they don't want to actually hurt anyone. I too am asexual, so I don't get involved in real kink scenes, but from what I understand, RACK is incredibly important. That starts for risk-aware consensual kink.
If someone has a noncon kink, for example, that would translate to consensual non-consent (roleplayed noncon) in real life. If someone had a bestiality kink, they might get their partner to roleplay as an animal. If someone had an incest kink, their partner might roleplay as a family member. Etc. These acts of roleplay do not hurt any real people - no one is really assaulted, no animals are harmed, no one is fucking their brother, and so on. People don't really choose what turns them on, but 'taboo' kinks are popular oftentimes because they are taboo. I won't get into the psychology of that here, but there's a reason 'stepbro' porn is one of the most popular genres!
It is important, in my opinion, to encourage people to explore their kinks in a safe, consenting, and judgement-free environment, so they don't feel disgusting for having statistically normal kinks. A lot of people have noncon kinks, actually.
One might argue that roleplaying noncon, incest, etc., is harmful to real victims, as it fetishises their trauma. Well, firstly I would argue that an actor playing a murder victim isn't disrespecting real murder victims. But also, a lot of people in these scenes are also victims, who are using their kinks as a way to process their trauma.
Now, if you (not you, anon, you as in the general you) are experiencing desires / fantasising about harming real people - children, animals, dead bodies, etc., - beyond the realm of roleplay, then that would be classed as a 'paraphilic disorder', rather than a 'kink' (though they can overlap) and this is something that can be aided by a medical professional (psychiatrist/therapist). A lot of the time, part of the therapy to help combat these desires/cause no harm to oneself and others is finding a suitable replacement to direct these desires onto - often in the form of roleplaying those desires or an aspect of them with a consenting adult, or creating art to express those desires.
Kink can help people who have gone through trauma. It has been recommended, even, to explore certain scenarios in a safe and controlled setting as a way to help deal with past trauma. 'Taboo' kink really helps a lot of people!
The fact that I am asexual probably does help a lot with my OCD around sexual desires. I can reason easily to myself - without all of the above - 'of course I don't want to do all that in real life, I don't even have normal sex'. This doesn't stop me from having sexual intrusive thoughts, but it does help a lot with dealing with them.
In general tho, anon, I really think that the main focus for you should be unlearning shame. Perhaps you have been made to feel shame in the past - personally or impersonally - for enjoying certain things in fiction, or you have a strong moral compass and you are worried about what your fantasies say about you. Well, I can tell you that usually, taboo fantasies don't really say anything about you, other than the fact that you enjoy 'forbidden' topics. Unless your erotica consumption is genuinely harming your perception of reality - i.e., causing you to think about harming real people/animals/etc. - then you are most likely all good.
It can be hard to stop feeling shameful and guilty about certain fantasies. I still get the feelings sometimes! But just remember:
'Thought crimes' aren't real - not a message of legality (though posting about weird sex is perfectly legal so long as no real person is being exploited) but rather morality. The thoughts in your head or fantasies you post about do not actively cause harm and have no intention of causing harm.
Fiction is not reality. Whatever you enjoy in fiction doesn't directly translate to real life. If you want to try out a kink, there are consenting adults all over the place who will help you!
It is perfectly okay and healthy to keep yourself in check, analyse your own kink content consumption, and stop yourself if you have worries about it harming your mental health. But you shouldn't be a strict self-critic and you should allow yourself to have fun!
Sometimes, even I get too tired and squicked-out to answer certain kink asks on here. But I just take a break, come back to it another time, when I feel less weird. This happens with some of the mildest, least-kinky asks too. One cannot be horny 24/7... lmao.
I'm glad to hear you enjoy my writings. I hope you found this response helpful, if you got this far! Hopefully you consider what I have said and learn to feel less shame around enjoying this stuff.
(and approach this topic in a slightly... better worded way next time)
not to vague here out of the blue but "um my devastating and deplorable crimes are [insert extreme downplaying and generalisation]" is crazy my brother in hell u called a random guy a pedophile and have been obsessively posting insanely assumptive shit for months when no one from that random guys friend group have been going out of there way to interact with you bc they want nothing to do with you.
Anyway vaguing aside, I have some old wip fics im thinking of finishing up so, figured id post a poll here (and probably will on Twitter too) of what one to finish up first:
Which old WIP should I finish first?
Dom!Tango/Sub!Impulse LimLife
Solo Scar [Grian/BigB] DoubleLife
Dom!Skizz/Sub!Impulse Third Life
Voting ended onSep 27, 2025
1. To do with episode 5 when they were alone on the nether roof and Tango joked about being the boogeyman. Has a kink dynamic and honorifics involved
2. To do with Soulmates feeling each other's pleasure to, with cheating Grian. Scars perspective, Dubcon, lot of working through his emotions while he gets phantom fucked
3. To do with when Impulse betrayed Skizz, and Skizz punishing Impulse in the crastle basement. Comes across as Dubcon at first, intense dynamic and involves honorifics, lack of lube and rough sex
Also would anyone be interested in me posting my splatoon smutfics
not to vague here out of the blue but "um my devastating and deplorable crimes are [insert extreme downplaying and generalisation]" is crazy my brother in hell u called a random guy a pedophile and have been obsessively posting insanely assumptive shit for months when no one from that random guys friend group have been going out of there way to interact with you bc they want nothing to do with you.
I started kinda spending time away from this space bc there are some aggressive hypocritical people around, but I might start drawing some hermits again soon :D
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