mistah walk-down-me-i’m-a-walkway

I’m 30 & I’ve been on this hell site for way too long lmao but it keeps sucking me back in. American but not too thrilled about it. Queer. Socialist. Art historian. Far too nostalgic. Weirdly massive rolodex of music in my head and can find a song for practically any situation. Artist. Certified Internet Nerd™️ and Elder Emo™️ since the 00s. How do I make friends online? Tell me the secret. There is no direction to this blog. Is it a fandom blog? A music blog? An art blog? A political blog? A personal blog? Who can never be sure? (they/she) (minors DNI)

[stillgotlipstick]

older women’s anxiety is RUINING MY LIFE like ladies please GO TO THERAPY

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and I feel

in this chili’s tonight

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why the FUCK are graham crackers so good

[kinkshame-puncher-666]

Reblog this to ease the back pain of the person you reblogged it from

[stillgotlipstick]

never underestimate the power of OCD. for instance, I woke up in the middle of the night with a tummy ache and within 15 seconds of awakening my stupid stupid theme started flaring up real bad. it does this from the moment I open my eyes to the moment I fall asleep. sleep is my only respite and yet sometimes I even dream about the theme. there is no escape. only desperately white-knuckling my way through episode after episode as my brain crumbles away a bit more each time

[stillgotlipstick]

you ever have constant anxiety so bad that you get attacked by IBS and GERD at the same time bc lemme tell you I would take death sooner than continuing to suffer on this porcelain throne wondering which end it’s gonna come out of next lmfao

[eightglass]

"you should use your libby for ebooks" "you shouldn't pirate your ebooks" BITCH you can do both.

Simply borrow the ebook from libby, download it as a .ascm (drm epub thing) on your computer, then run the .ascm file through a drm remover of your choice (third-party plugins in Calibre is what to do). you can then keep the drm-free .epub and return the libby loan. Boom.

Win/win/win.

You get to keep the ebook (ALSO libby usually has high-quality files. so it's better than piracy).

You're borrowing the book from the library. They get their numbers up, you're supporting the author and your library.

You're not holding up the line.

[mintyfoxdev486]

All digital scarcity is on some level artificial scarcity

[stillgotlipstick]

why is the PANIC ATTACK MEDICINE in the DIFFICULT TO OPEN BLISTER PACKAGE. my hands are SHAKING FROM PANIC and also I am WEARING $9 PRESS-ONS do you really think I can SHOVE MY THUMBNAIL in that LITTLE SILVER FLAP while I’m HAVING A PANIC ATTACK???? the jabronis at *checks trash* Alembic Pharmaceuticals Inc should COUNT THEIR DAYS for their ANNOYING PRODUCT DESIGN (once I get over all the panic attacks, that is)

[stillgotlipstick]

fucking infuriating to Google things like “what is group therapy like” and “I am afraid to go to group therapy” and “anxious to start group therapy patient edition” and all the top results are THERAPISTS bitching about how they don’t like RUNNING group therapy sessions like I am sorry Google but that is extremely extremely unhelpful here! It is not very soothing to read that the professionals are also scared!!!

[stillgotlipstick]

maybe I’m being sensitive because I just got home from 7 hours of extremely intense and painful brain magnet therapy for OCD treatment because I am absolutely beyond desperate for some relief from my own brain but what the FUCK is this. I fucking HATE Stanley Cup People™️ anyway but this shit??? A CURSE ON YOU. A CURSE ON YOUR FAMILY. A CURSE ON THE CRICUT YOU USED TO MAKE THESE UGLY-ASS SWEATSHIRTS

[kingworm]

Carrie Metz-Caporusso

[nonbinaryezrabridger]

[image description: six photos of tattoos. They are on the backs of fat people, so that the rolls of their bodies are essential to the design. In most the rolls are the stems of flowers. The first is fern fronds. The second is lotus flowers. The third is curling ocean waves. The fourth is tulips. The fifth is daisies. The sixth is lilies. End description.]

[stillgotlipstick]

LMAO I woke up thinking “man I’m doing so good at sleeping tonight like I bet I actually slept all the way through to morning” and I looked at the time at it was midnight

[stillgotlipstick]

I am god’s strongest soldier (I don’t post every single time I want to kms even though I REALLY WANT EVERYONE TO KNOW I WANT TO KMS bc I know it would be rude and annoying and put a damper on everyone’s day and also probably make people text me which I don’t want and also bc I’m not actually gonna do it I just really really REALLY want to lol)

[stillgotlipstick]

got hit by a massive ocd trigger last night and I am straight up not having a good time right now bro

[stillgotlipstick]

is there a hyperspecific German word for the tragedy of never getting to have the adulthood you idolized as a child? I’m not talking about like, “I wanted to be an astronaut but never made it,” I’m talking more like, I was a kid in 2004 looking up at super cool grown-ups living grown-up lives in 2004, but I’m a grown-up living my grown-up life in 2024, and 2024 is a very different world than 2004 was, so my life is very different than what I imagined adulthood would be like. I think that there’s something strangely painful about it. I think everyone in the world probably experiences it at some point. nobody gets to be the adults that they grew up watching. and it’s not exactly that it’s a bad thing—in a lot of cases it’s probably a good thing. it’s just weirdly sad sometimes.

[stillgotlipstick]

truly, one of the most depressing parts of the October-January stretch is the inescapable and incessant christmas music everywhere you go. instantly makes my mood worse. LAY OFF THE HORNS AND JINGLE BELLS IT IS 8 O’CLOCK IN THE MORNING AND I AM TRYING TO BUY SULTANAS AND VITAMIN B12

[annabelle--cane]

the first law of tragedies: the end is already written and inevitable. the second law of tragedies: your actions are all your own and you can choose to get off this ride whenever you want. the third law of tragedies: we both know that you are never going to do that.