SYZYGY

[isnt]

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[stillstuckandcold]

i hate this “growing up” part of my life

[stillstuckandcold]

i’ll come back if you will call me

[heart]

you know you’re screwed when you start writing poems about them

[stillstuckandcold]

Days, Months, Years have passed and here I am trying to be okay.

everyone is jealous of me because they thought i am exempted of the world’s ruthlessness.

they didn’t know that everyone’s demon has fucked my life up.

I was screaming so loud but no one heard me. i got tired and played along.

for a second there i thought i was winning by getting a hand of it. but again. i was wrong.

my eyes was blood shot and everyone thinks it was from last night’s party.

My hands was shaking, they thought it was because of excitement.

I was asking for help. but they thought i can do it.

who will help me? is somebody out there? will somebody please listen to me!

I dont want these madness. stop. find me. help me

[knowing]

[stillstuckandcold]

I love you incase you don't know

[stillstuckandcold]

I felt like i was a new person.

I hate it.

It felt wrong.

I wasn't happy anymore.

Nor was i real like what I am in the past.

[stillstuckandcold]

Them: Paano ka ba nahulog sa kanya?

Hindi naman ako nahulog eh, Kusa akong tumalon.

[stillstuckandcold]

I'm a fool enough to still wait for THE chance that i know it wouldn't likely to happen.

[stillstuckandcold]

Like rain

Like the rain, my feelings are cold but unnoticeably warm.

Like the rain, the feelings that i thought was gone came back and haunted me again.

Like the rain, i felt like it was a bliss but rotting inside.

Like the rain, Im dripping then falling. HARD.

Like the rain, i was cared touching the ground.

Like the rain, you made me calm and sad at the same time.

Like the rain, like most of the rain i have encountered, you never notice how much i wanted to cleanse your soul.

[stillstuckandcold]

You are The Bitter sweet moment of mine.

[stillstuckandcold]

you don’t know how hard it was for me to pretend that i don’t like you anymore

[kinginahaha-deactivated20190422]

Wala naman siyang sinabi na umasa ka pero bakit ganon umaasa ka kahit wala kang pag asa

[stillstuckandcold]

i thought it was gone but it was hidden deeply inside me

[music-and-quotes]

But never have I been a calm blue sea. I have always been a storm.

Stevie Nicks, Storms (via music-and-quotes)

[stillstuckandcold]

Im so tired of being afraid of losing someone