Have had the toughest week of my life. My sweet angel baby has been diagnosed with cancer. In the blink of an eye my whole world has been turned upside down. I’m at a loss for words right now. I’ve never seen my daughter so scared before. I’ve never felt so helpless. She’s been fighting so hard. She already had surgery to remove her right kidney which had been consumed by wilms tumor. It’s a different kind of pain watching your child being rolled away in a crib a happy playful kid & getting her back numb, confused, still out of it from surgery.. not wanting to drink anything, not wanting to play with her favorite toys. She hasn’t smiled in two days now & o how I miss that smile. She hasn’t said a word.. nothing. Just a few little weak cries of pain. Nothing can prepare you for this. My heart is aching so much.💔
