Remember when I drew Eremin?? Good times.
I still am very fond of them, they're just dormant. You know how it is
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Remember when I drew Eremin?? Good times.
I still am very fond of them, they're just dormant. You know how it is
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November 27, 2024
Sorry about the wait on getting you into the server. The mods were keeping you in kinnie server purgatory cause your account was brand new, and they thought it looked suspicious. But I let them know you were real once i saw you trying to enter. I'll give you space, but I'm glad you're there. - H
oh that sounds about right
i donāt really know how to talk to u anymore but that is on me
not that i really know how to talk to anyone ever frankly
but ill stop being pathetic for now
i didnt know it was you. well had a feeling but denial is nice. i think i was glad to see it was you. iām not totally sure
you do have a very strong right to hate me
but that wouldve been easier for me i think
I dont think planning on being active so if that is not allowed I can be kicked.
ugh im not really eren, iām really mace - but i happened to just remember living erenās life in 1st person sooo ššš
i cant even get into rational arguments FOR fiction kin cuz nothing is rational for me.
& its objectively not true. right?
its bizarre. ik the rational is = ptsd & mental illness & Cope. that doesnt change internal experience.
ābut u didnt remember anything before watching aotā well Bud I was 12 yrs old, already moderately psycho & consumer of psychedelics, I remembered & felt a lot of shit that wasnt based in reality. And the years since then⦠I repress this part of me like no one else - but a few slip ups, triggers, or just bad week - & suddenly something wrong is bubbling 2 surface.
anyways just saying mental illness feels so belittling and condescending cuz its always there repressed or not.
idk what IT is but -
its as real as anything else is real :(
Ludwig Heinrich Jungnickel - Collie
i still miss u
no the problem is i have a pathological relationship with music & i should never be allowed to own headphones or i am sent into psychosis & my iq halves cuz im overrun by every emotion known to man ever
and i much to prefer to feel nothing at all times. ugh i probably just need a med adjustment cuz this is Not Right
like ive grown up but im back right where i started y do it be like that :(
why am i so socially stunted omg
I hope you're alright -A.
comparatively/in the scheme of things iām great!! or should be
if ur possibly who I think u are. then I will say I am sorry.
if not - i am still sorry.
when i dont feel better after eating tacos ik im done fcked up :,)
3 yrs later & i feel personally victimized by āIrlsā ?
Out of the loop ig
I feel someone was like āthis guy is weird⦠i dont want anyone like him aroundā but ik that is just MY ego complex
Anyways any adult fictionkin?
children make me want to throw up cuz i feel so bad for them
yeah - crashout hun u have 0 autonomy rn & that is horrible fr
iām tired & traumatized tbh
u see something about me is that my brain is not very stable
I am also very sad. like all the time. like ive depleted alll my dopamine thru traumatic experiences (many which brought on by my own bad decisions) + drugs since 12 yrs old more/less (triggered early onset psychosis)
and I do TRY REALLY HARD like all the time.
but i end up in the same fcked up loop of sitting staring at a wall for 30 minutes deciding if i should punch it or myself
jk but ive had a very very very bad month. and i am so close to totally crashing out.
iām going to lay in some grass and cry again and ask me how im doing in 20 mins :/
in the original draft, eren was meant to save krista from a titan's mouth instead of armin. but isayama changed it, thinking their meeting was too premature.
Historia be living in Eren's head rent-free.
Ernest Thompson Seton