07/09/2023
i unstalled my counting c4ls app, im sick and tired of this
i'll try recovery
wish me luck <3
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@stinky6271626
07/09/2023
i unstalled my counting c4ls app, im sick and tired of this
i'll try recovery
wish me luck <3
16/11/23
hi im ok im alive, my recovery is going kinda well
i havent wheighted myself in more than a month but im confident in my body so its ok :)
sorry for the inactivity but im tryna stay off this app cause it triggers me af lol
27/10/23
HAVING LUNCH ATMMMM(16:10)
safe meal and an absolute banger!!
miss the body i had in may ngl
i wanna die i wanna die i wanna die i wanna die i wanna die i wanna die i wanna die i wanna die
12/10
sad to say that im relapsing hard and i restarted fasting 22h a day, i noticed a change in my body and my parents n people around me kept triggering me so :/
idk how to keep up with the recovery, i want my bones to show more than ever
07/10
i think im gaining no no no no no no no no no
28/09
girl lunch :3 (trying not to feel disgusting and eat)
i loved this pudding and then it became a fear food sad
i wanna kill everybody and die
24/09/23
what im bringing to school tmrw for lunch!!
a whole peach, a 3/4 of an apple(it didnt fit) and a protein bar<3
idk if i'll win and eat it all or not but at least im bringing something this time :)
i can feel the food in my throat i want to get rid of it
21/09
ok so today i had both breakfast n lunch so i was definitely too afraid to eat a full meal at dinner too
initially opted for an apple and then i got hungry and ate some cereals
while i was cutting the apple my mom kept bodychecking me and pinching the fatty part of my arms and stomach
and then a friend of mine, while i was eating, said "why are you eating at 23pm? what are u, in bulk?" i felt sick and threw up the shit i had in my mouth
im just tryna recover why are people so fucking dumb
21/09/2023
i had breakfast <3 WITH A PROTEIN BAR!! a rlly bad ff for me :)
today i relapsed and skipped both breakfast n lunch
its 2:30 pm and i havent still ate anything
i'll do better tomorrow and eat something at school
kinda disappointed in myself
today i ate boiled eggs at lunch (w my parents) but im hella scared of the yolk(ff) so i fed half of it to the dog while they werent watching n threw the other half out of the window later :3
why nothing ever goes the way i planned. why nobody seems to care about my fucking happiness. im pshycologically drained and everybody always expect the max from me when all i seek is to CARE ABOUT MYSELF(since nobody's here to do it) AND GET FUCKING TIME TO HEAL but noooooo its so selfish, sorry if i make you feel bad pookie :((( LIKE I DIDNT TRY TO OFF MYSELF 8 MONTHS AGO FOR THIS EXACT SAME REASON
i wanna fucking slice my thighs off