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#i love yuri

anchovy

I really like it when horses look like this

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mr. beast in 2008

veinsofconfetti

never trust anyone who doesn’t like cats

mia makes u a throat queen like yeaaa im so fine down here

Feel ok for nothing

i just don't know why anyone would have been so nice to me

I hope you wouldn't do that for anyone

If we aren't close i don't know why you even did for me

I never wanna be tolerated

I would rather be shot than let to hang around

I would rather die than exist so awkward

I ent young enough for the excuse

And maybe it's not the excuse

I'm sure if they tried they could find

Many things to call what's wrong with me

Call it rumination ocd call it bpd call it the old dog call it frigid call it fridge call it schizo call it haggard call it slow call it frumpy call it plain looking and poorly made, I hardly know what to call love, i find im much colder outside your company when i used to find it freezing here

And yet I wanted to be somewhere I could feel the living breath of

I wanted to call my shots if living was dying

And since i left i pretend livings not dying when what i do is live death

I bite disbelief in money. I bite universal shelter. I bark right to better oneself but i dont live it

Well if i dont get in ill take what I've been saving

But not before i rid myself of my filth

And when I lie know it was kindof everything

I think about a time u held me

And i felt something I needed to feel

I think I would do it if you told me to

And I think if you were me you would have

And there's certainly a dignity in it

If you do it right. And it may be

The only dignity I'll ever have

I'm not the kind of girl

Who completes half her deen

#my writing #my back is killing me

inbabylontheywept

i am banned from eating my herring inside. they make me eat it on the smoking area by the loading dock, under the theory that it already smells bad there. but it was raining today which was preventing my breakfast, so i was feeling sad and hungry and then i realized that there was a large cardboard box in the dumpster from a previous delivery. like a fridge sized box. so i fished it out of the dumpster, then tipped it on its side and had a nice little cardboard cave to watch the rain and eat my fish in. which was a great experience. very soothing. very zen. at least until the security guard from the day before stepped outside to smoke. then i tried hiding from him by crawling deeper in the box, which unfortunately did not work. instead he saw a sort of damp sniveling pale hairless creature eating fish in a box, and delivered the verbal killshot of "good morning, mr. smeagol." which is how my day was ruined before 8 am.

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apricops

Stranger Things season 1: beneath the superficial image of “peace and prosperity” in 1980s small-town America, there was the painful legacy of countless atrocities committed by the American government in the name of ‘freedom.’

Stranger Things season 4: evil Russians (not Soviets) have sent our All-American Hero to the gulags which apparently still exist in the 1980s and it’s up to us to save him 🇺🇸🦅🫡

apricops

There’s probably a term that already exists for this but if there isn’t I’m gonna call it ‘Rambofication’ in honor of its probably most well known instance: Rambo First Blood was about a soldier, John Rambo (that’s his actual name I’m not doing a bit), returning home from the Vietnam war, so traumatized by war that he brought the war home with him to a small town, unable to adapt to life without strict military discipline and hierarchy. Subsequent Rambo movies were about how John Rambo was the only supersoldier tough enough and patriotic enough to kill faceless hordes of dastardly foreign commies.

Ergo, ‘Rambofication’ is the process of a series starting with a relatively nuanced or subversive narrative before its sequels become a shallow embrace of the very narrative it originally subverted. It happens surprisingly often!

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In the sociological sense, recuperation is the process by which politically radical ideas and images are twisted, co-opted, absorbed, defused, incorporated, annexed or commodified within media culture and bourgeois society, and thus become interpreted through a neutralized, innocuous or more socially conventional perspective.

kiko-kintsugi

lost my headphones. If anyone knows two gay (and/or trans) furries available to whisper car seat headrest lyrics into my ears as replacement, let me know.