[missinyouiskillingme]

[fromdarzaitoleeza]

I went to riverbed to wait for you to show up, you didnt show up, I kept waiting .

I can't explain what i mean and even if i could I'm not sure i would feel like it .

[forlornalbatross]

“I decorated you / in my mind’s aether you’re a house that is so homely that I feel immensely safe to be in — then came the hurricane — Every three dimensional part of you that can hurt me — I let it because how can someone who makes me feel shielded can also be this destructive? — very well — so I took the last memory of you — my favourite section of this house is the window — you’re the soul of that window— it’s a remnant of it but — how it used to be so comforting to know it’s there & now I am bare , I am , I am , I am as barren as this vacant land — & I don’t think I want to build another place again — let alone to ever find a spot that I can feel cosy again — this is it , it’s another archaic archive — maybe one day in another life I may find the courage to begin again — but not here , not ever , not again , not in this calamitous life -”

— D C de Oliveira | A letter to another life | January 21, 2023 | Saturday, 7.07am

[flowerytale]

James Baldwin, from Giovanni’s Room

[hwhwgwhnwnwbwbwg-deactivated202]

[typewriter-worries]

[ Text ID: And life went on. It was not the same. / But it went on. ]

[dogrotpdf]

A COMBINATION OF LETTERS FOR WHICH SOMEONE IS CALLED, after Richard Siken, by Lev St. Valentine (WIP)

[lizormianillustration]

whatever was left, that was ours for a while.

sunrise - louise glück

[stonervent]

I heard someone saying there ain't no cowboys left, but they ain't met me, and they ain't met you

[givingdirt]

[stonervent]

💖

[stonervent]

18 years

[stonervent]

I'm here

[stonervent]

I adore massive, deep caves. Stalagmites and stalactites, pointing your light at a rock a certain way to see a girl on a swing, the glances at local bats. I miss my local caves.

[stonervent]

I am made of love, care, time, and affection

[stonervent]

10:10 PM

[stonervent]

Hi. Hi

[stonervent]

I always stopped being mad about something quickly afterwards but for some reason felt the need to stay with it, like I was complacent or something I don't know if I didn't. I'm sorry for that. I wasn't angry at you that morning at all, I looked at you laying next to me and your soft face and I thought about my love for you and I wanted to kiss your cheek. I though you would get mad