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Hi! I'm Javi. 25. Spain. Web developer during the week, guitar player on my spare time. I love going to gigs and traveling. Music, films, tv series, skating, Autumn, the sea. Songs I've been listening lately.

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You made that everything in the world mattered. Not any more.

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I don’t want to say goodbye, I just want to say goodnight. Tell me how to change your mind. If only I could change your mind.

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I saw you in my sleep last night.

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Nothing hurts more than saying I’m fine

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It's been six months now

It's hard not to think about

My broken hands, and how you left them

It's unsettling, we could've been something

And I miss the feeling it brings

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The damage you caused leaves nothing to talk about

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Silence. That’s all I need right now.

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Today I saw you on the street. It was a short time, the one that it took my bus to pass you by. That instant I felt like in a dream, you were there, talking on your phone, walking distracted looking to the floor. I was happy to see you again, my hands were shaking and my heart beats were louder and faster than the minute before. I could have screamed your name or waved my hand to get your attention... but like in a memory, I could only see you from the distance, wishing to hear your voice or touch you one more time.

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You buried me before I was a memory. That was your secret for moving on so fast, right? Acting like you cared when actually you didn’t.

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And yet here I am, letting hurt until it hurts no more.

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And now I’m realising how it all fit so perfectly. You just didn’t want to be alone. And there I was, in love with what I believed was the greatest love of my live. Hoping to spend our lives together. Now I’m alone. You’re not.

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That deep ache in my heart, it never fades, it will never go away. I’ve learnt to live with it, my brain controls the pain while I’m awake. But when the night arrives every beat turns into a scream inside my head.

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Dreaming less and sleeping more

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You broke my heart the same day you were planning a trip with your friends miles away. And I had to believe that it also hurted you doing this. Today I contemplate our pictures and when the starts to show I remember the words you choose to break with me and all the times you were faking everything in my face.

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I’m so tired of living the same night over and over again.

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I think about you a lot. All the time actually. It’s you. It’s always you.

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You wanna know what I'm thinking? I think about back then, when we laugh 'til we cry. I miss you madly.