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Life is a never-ending lesson and I am its student.

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My latest obsession is the smoothie bowl. Pinterest is an amazing thing that brings me hope that I can become somewhat trendy. This is a mixed berry smoothie bowl. Topped with a drizzle of honey, fresh sliced strawberries and a dollop of whipped cream 😁💁🏽‍♀️💃🏽😍 #smoothiebowl #mixedberries # whippedcream #honey #vegas #beattheheat #pinterest #delicious #amazing #fresh

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This weekend I was able to make a pizza cake with my love & it was delicious! It may just be a pizza cake (again delicious) but it's little things like this that make me love & appreciate him more & more. I am thankful for someone who loves me endlessly & who was okay with me forcing them to make a pinterest so we can share great ideas like this with each other 😂 Seriously, check out the link though ⬇⬇ #lovemyfiance #pizzacake #pizzapie #namethemovieifyouunderstandmypun #pinterest #turkeysausage #veggies #lotsofcheese #imsupercheesy #okayimdone http://www.iwashyoudry.com/pizza-cake/?m#_a5y_p=2566052

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NO ONE HIGHER-SETH CONDREY

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Lost, but found?

Lately I have come to the realization that I am NOT perfect. Big surprise, I know right?! But I noticed that in a way, that is what has been expected of me. That is what people have wanted from me. I have spent so much of my life trying to please others that it has taken a lot for me to realize my own happiness. I am not perfect. I am not the person that many people want me to be. I am not the person many people thought I would be. For so long, I have been lost. Trying to find myself in a world so unknown to me. How is that? Because I am and have always been a people pleaser. I always want what is best for others, always want them to be happy and I have realized that I have jeopardized my own happiness in the process. I was broken, I was lost, I was hurt and I didn’t even realize it. My emotions have never been my top priority. I shielded my loved ones from my pain so that they could enjoy their happiness. I thought I was protecting them but some saw it differently. I do not enjoy hurting others. I do not enjoy making people feel like a fool. My intentions are more times than not sincere and meaningful. But as of late I have come to the realization that this is no way to live. People have questioned my decisions, my life, where I am going, what I am doing, what I am not doing, etc. and as much as I know it is out of love, I feel like I am being judged. I am being judged and ridiculed because I am not the perfect person everyone wanted, that everyone expected. In this realization, I have found happiness. Happiness to know that I am not crazy although some lead me to believe I was at one point or another. Happiness to know that no matter what decisions I make in my life, it is in fact my life. It hurts to know that some people cannot handle the decisions I am making. For the longest I was thinking the decisions I was making were wrong, questioning my happiness because of the opinions of others and almost losing what does bring me happiness. In this moment, I realize that it is in fact my life. I spent so long judging my happiness on what others think, caging myself because I was living off of the opinions of others. I can say at this moment that I am free. Yes, I am still not perfect and I never will be. My relationships are few and rare at this point but everything happens for a reason. I will continue to trust in the Lord.

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Appreciation post for this wonderful, beautiful, loving and amazing woman I get to call my little sister. You love me at my best and my worst moments and put up with me. I'm glad I can be my awkward and weird self with you. I lalala love you lots like tater tots 😊😘 @alanamaree__ #gobestfriend #thatsmybestfriend #appreciationpost #sisters #wereawkard

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A New Year and A New Me?

Okay so it's that time of year again where everyone is writing down their "new year resolutions". This usually includes: -weight loss -gym memberships -healthy eating -trying new things And the list goes on. I'm sitting here in bed thinking about my resolutions from the past years. I usually just called them goals. Have I reached them all? Not by a long shot but here's why. Myself, along with many others, do not stick to those goals. Sure, the first few months I work my butt off but the fire for that change goes out over time. I'm telling myself that 2017 will be different. Why is that? Because I have people who will stick with me, who wilk keep me motivated this year more than the others. I have goals I want to see myself succeed at and accomplish. Basically what I'm saying is, no matter how many times you don't succeed at something, don't give up! Find something or someone who helps you become a better person, that helps motivate you. I'm determined to make the best of 2017. I may not fulfill all the goals I want to reach but I will work my butt off and try my best! You can be your own worst enemy or your greatest cheerleader. Which one will you choose?

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Sometimes...

Sometimes things happen that make us question our purpose. Make us question where we’re going in life. Who is meant to be in our lives.  Sometimes we can feel so lost in the world, in ourselves, that it feels as if we are drowning and there is no way to escape the madness.  To feel so much pain and sadness among so many happy faces can make you feel so out of place.  The darkness can try to consume you but remember that you keep pushing, keep fighting and you will make it back to the light.  Hold on to the little glimpse of hope that sits in the deepest and most hidden part of your mind.  Once you lose that, you lose yourself and everything with it.

-SMH

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Happy Mother's Day to the two wonderful women who raised me, my mom and grandma. Sometimes people think that children may struggle without having both parents in their life but I think I was better off with my mom and grandma. I appreciate them, love them and I am grateful for all they have done and continue to do. They have shown me that women can do absolutely anything they set their minds to. I am beyond blessed to have them in my life ❤😍 #mothersday #happymothersday #momandgranny #lovethem #theyareadorable #family

[helloreallychloe]

FOREVER MY CHILDHOOD CRUSH

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THE ACCURACY

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Forest

I wonder sometimes if it matters at all. If this is a dream or reality. I question whether or not I should be here, whether or not I should have the right to influence anything, to change outcomes and pathways. I don’t know the answer to so many questions, and I don’t know the question for so many answers. I’m lost in the forest, forgotten. Should I continue to walk the path before me, fighting back the beasts that hide just out of sight? Will I ever find the safety I seek, or will I be crushed by the darkness? A long time have I asked myself all of these things. Reality does exist, though I cannot tell what is or isn’t. I’m not sure of my value, but it is enough that I will stay. I have learned to love the forest, and all that comes with it. The beauty and danger are a worthy price to pay, to travel the path I have set myself on. The beasts are not always vicious, some are playful, and so I continue. I may never find safety, but I have found a light in the darkness, that wards off the crushing deep. She is a companion I never expected to find, and yet I cherish her above all else. For without her, I would yet be alone, still in darkness. My greatest hope is to return the light she has given, and repay the endless kindness of her love. I will strive to conquer the dangers, and ring true to my soul. All that I was, am, and ever will be, are hers.

[stormimileia]

Baby it’s cold outside

I sit here thinking of you

No matter what I do, my thoughts always come back to you

Baby it’s cold outside and I just want to lay with you

Hold me tight and keep me warm

Just you and I against this world

Never let me go, promise me that I am forever yours

My heart belongs to you, please handle it with care

It has been through a lot and it’s quite fragile

Baby it’s cold outside and I just want to lay with you

My head on your chest, listening to every breath you take and

Every heart beat your heart makes

Don’t let me go, I am forever yours

This promise I hold it true

Because my heart belongs to you

-SMH

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Focus on me

I am not perfect and nor do I try to portray that I am but you have no right to sit there and judge me.  You have no right to sit there and try to control me.  You have no right to dictate what I do, what I wear, what I say and where I go.  I am not your puppet.  You can’t seem to control your life because your focus is on me.  Let me live my life the way I want to and go occupy yourself with someone else.  I am no longer a prisoner in your possession so you can keep your focus on me if you like but I does you no good.  I am my own person, I am strong and I am brave.  I am no longer afraid to stand up for myself so you can exit right out of my life if that is what is necessary.  Either way, you will no longer phase me because I realize now that I am better than you said I am, I am stronger than you said I could be and I am bolder than you could ever imagine.  As I continue to find confidence within and my voice continues to grow, you can go check your ego and take a look in the mirror.  Why is that? Because you need to see the person you are today since you have lost sight of that, you have been preoccupied with your focus on me. -SMH

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Today

Today I sit here wondering what tomorrow holds but I cannot let that consume me.  Why is that?  Tomorrow is not promised but today is here and now.  When you think about it, life is definitely a precious gift that too many of us take for granted.  How is it we can walk around saying that we will do things tomorrow or next week when that time and those moments are not guaranteed?  I know it can be a scary thought but we must live life to the fullest.  Say things that you are afraid to say, do things that you are afraid to do.  Take advantage of the opportunities that lie in front of you because they may not be there forever.  So right now, take advantage of today and do not let fear hold you back. -SMH

[rickydillon]

MY FIRST SHORT FILM IS OUT!! GO WATCH! “THE STORYBOOK KILLER”

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LOVE IT. CONGRATS RICKY!

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Be true. Be you.

No girl deserves to be mistreated in no way, shape or form. Love yourself and recognize your own beauty. You don’t need a boy or a man to make you feel beautiful or special. Know that you are beautiful, that you are special and that there is nobody like you. You are unique and should be proud of who you are. Learn to love the incredible person that you are. -SMH

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Slipping into darkness

For so long now I’ve been staying strong but every minute is now a battle as I try to keep it together. I hate this feeling, this feeling of loneliness, of confusion. I hate the fact that I’m literally going crazy and I can’t do anything to stop it. One single answer is all I need from you. That answer is what’s driving me crazy. I just need to ask you a simple question but you make it so freaking difficult. Do you realize you’re the one who has brought me to this point? I can’t have peace until this is settled and the longer you make me wait, the longer I continue to go insane. I’m slipping into darkness as I continue to wonder what your answer will be. If only I could just ask away but you think you do me a favor ignoring me so I don’t get hurt. News flash, the damage is done and you’re only making it worse. So please, just put me out of my misery and let me ask away before I can’t take it anymore. -SMH

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