They Say That Dreaming Is Free

My name's Alyssa and I have a lot to say with little confidence to say it.

[straightenthespine]

I almost feel like a better person for taking time off from tumblr.

[satanstrousers]

Shes a brick

[maccydoodles]

who?

[satanstrousers]

HOUSE

[babyanimalgifs]

this is why pandas are endangered, they’re even a danger to themselves

[lizsplaylist]

Visit Original Link

While I’m off chasing my own dreams Sailing around the world Please know that I’m yours to keep

[http-jrg]

“I could hear my heart beating. I could hear everyone’s heart. I could hear the human noise we sat there making, not one of us moving, not even when the room went dark.”

Stuck in Love (2012) dir. Josh Boone

[straightenthespine]

I hate the connection between love and beauty. Between beauty and sadness.

I hate that no matter how hard I try I am, at heart, a romantic.

I hate my poetic sadness. I hate my hopeless belief in love. I hate that I see the beauty connecting them. And the ugly anger keeping me from both.

[zoiodlula]

[addelburgh]

[nedafeedinghope]

Unlearning harmful behaviors you once needed as survival tactics takes time. Be patient with yourself.

[straightenthespine]

pssst you're beautiful..just saying :)

Thanks, that's kind of you.

[polki1]

[biblefag-deactivated20231230]

i wonder if there is anyone too nervous to talk to me.

[allthesebees-deactivated2019070]

probably not lmao 

[1980vibes]

[thequotejournals]

You don’t pass or fail at being a person, dear.

Neil Gaiman, The Ocean at the End of the Lane (via wordsnquotes)

[thequotejournals]

That is all I want in life: for this pain to seem purposeful.

Elizabeth Wurtzel, Prozac Nation (via wordsnquotes)

[straightenthespine]

It sounds like you have BDD

Idk, I've never been diagnosed. But then again my eating disorder has gone wildly under treated for most of my life, so who knows really.Giving it a name won't make me feel any different about it, though, so a diagnosis doesn't really concern me. 🤷🏼‍♀️🤷🏼‍♀️

[straightenthespine]

Ranting in the tags so no one will read it. And but that I mean no one gives enough of a shit to put in the extra effort so I feel safer letting my thoughts out (expect for the 4 people I know irl on here and my like 2 super dedicated mutuals because y'all MFs freaking stalk my tags, y'all know it's where the real shit goes down).