Summary: You were the holder of fire and you could talk to the Phoenix but fear was consuming you on the fight with Thanos on the planet of Titan and you regretted for not helping them but you were scared of getting them hurt especially the love of your life, Stephen Strange.
A/N: Hope you guys this one, I don’t know what I just wrote but yeah. Enjoy reading and excuse for my grammars as english is not my first language. If I find any errors I’ll change that.
You were fighting against Thanos on the Titan but he had already had the four Infinity stones, two more and he could wipe half of the population. You saw Stephen how he fought Thanos and all you could do is watch him even though you could help him but fear, fear was your enemy. Fear was consuming the battle but not fear because of Thanos, fear because if you’ll use your uncontrollably power you might hurt them especially him. All you could do is fight using the lesson you have learned from Stephen.
Thanos saw an opportunity and grabbed your neck. You tried to free yourself but unfortunately it didn’t work. He was about to use one of the stones to get rid of you but Stephen spoke up,”No! Spare her life and I’ll give you the stone.” You looked at him as tears were now falling out of your eyes. You slowly shook your head but Stephen didn’t listen.
Thanos let you go as Stephen gave him the Time stone and he eventually left. You looked at him,”We’re on the Endgame now.” He said as he moved towards you and cried on his chest.
“I’m so sorry.” You cried.
“Shh, it’s okay, you’ll be okay. Don’t worry, my love.” He comforted you as he kissed your head. He lifted your chin up and gave you a sweet kiss, he let go and smiled.”I love you, darling. I’m sorry.” You looked at him, confused. Then you looked around as the guardians slowly dusted away and you looked at Stephen.
“No, no, Stephen, please.” He smiled and kissed your forehead.
“It’s okay.” You cried and held him tighter but slowly he also dusted away.
“No! Stephen! No! Come back, please.” You cried as you held his ashes in your palms.”I love you too.” You whispered.
“Stephen!” You woke up, tears were streaming down on your cheeks and you looked beside you to only see an empty space that once Stephen accompanied. You hugged your knees as you cried your heart out…again.
It’s been five years since you have seen Stephen, five freaking years you have left alone in the dark just like how your parents left you. You could have save them, you could have save him if you just used your power on the battle on the Titan but your fear was consuming you that time, fear that you might hurt them as you accidentally hurt your parents but now guilt is the one consuming you, guilt that you just watched him dusted away in front of you, in your arms as he said his last ‘I love you” to you.
After crying your eyes out, you’ll read a bunch of books on how to bring him back again. You’ll do everything for him, everything just to have him by your side again. To feel him, to feel his warmth, to feel his love. If using a dark magic will bring him back then you’ll surely do that but Wong didn’t agree especially Stephen, he would be mad but it’s worth a shot, right?
You heard a knock on the door and you lifted your head and saw Wong with a tray of food,”Knowing you, you haven’t eaten anything yet.” You weakly smiled at him and gently put the book down.
“Thank you but you really don’t have to do this, Wong. I mean, you’re the Sorcerer Supreme now.” He shook his head.
“I may be the Sorcerer Supreme but I am still your good friend, Y/N. Nothing will change that despite the rank.” You smiled and were flattered by his words.
“Thank you for being with me, Wong. I appreciate it.” He smiled and nodded his head.
“Stephen is also a good friend of mine despite his attitude but still that man had a good heart.”
“Yes, he indeed had a good heart.”
Wong left you alone as he had a higher duty to do while you ate the breakfast he gave you while reading the book that you were reading a while ago. You were busy reading multiple books that you didn’t notice that your phone was ringing, ringing and ringing but you were so focused on your task that you didn’t realize it was now afternoon not until Wong appeared again with the news.
“Y/N!” He barged in on Stephen's study room because that’s where you are.
“The Avengers called you several times because they have something to tell you but they couldn’t reach you so they called me instead and they already have a way to bring everyone back, to bring Stephen back.” Your eyes widened in shock that you immediately took your slingring and opened a portal at the compound.
“Is it true?” They were startled by your sudden appearance.
“Yes, Y/N. It’s true, we already time traveled back to get the stones and we called you but you wouldn’t answer your phone.” You were holding back your tears as you clasped your hands on your mouth. You looked around the room.
“Where’s Nat?” You asked but they only gave you a sad face and silent air, you then realized.”I’m sorry.” You apologized. They gave you a small smile.
“Are you guys ready?” Bruce asked and everyone went into defensive form and you put your shield up to protect yourself. Bruce put the gauntlet on and screamed in pain but he eventually snapped his fingers. You quickly went to aid him using your healing spell.
“Guys! It worked!” Scott shouted.
“You did it, big guy.” You said and smiled at him, he smiled back. Suddenly everything went black when a bomb was sent to the compound that the compound collapsed.
You grunted in pain as you slowly opened your eyes, you tried to stand up but your foot got stuck on a pile of stemate.”Guys?! Is everybody alright?!” You shouted and then you heard a grunted near you.
“Y/N?” You heard Clint’s voice.
“Clint! Thank goodness, you’re alright! You’re okay, right?”
“Yeah, I’m good. I should be asking you that because of your foot.”
“I’m fine.” You said, hiding your pain.
“No, you aren’t.” He tried to lift it up but it’s way too heavy. He stood up and push something on his ear, definitely his earpiece."Can anyone copy? Guys? Y/N's foot got stuck." He got no replies.
He looked at you,"Don't you have any spell to lift this shit up?" You shook your head.
"No, I was too focused on finding a way to get everyone back. That I haven't learned a new spell that I need." Clint nodded his head on understanding.
"Let's lift this shit together. You ready?" He asked and you nodded your head. Both of you lifted it together but you were really in no position to lift that thing.
"Guys? Does anyone copy?"
"I copy! I copy! We need help, Y/N's foot is stuck and we couldn't lift the rock up." You roamed around the place and you saw the gauntlet not far from you.
"Clint." You called his name.
"Yeah?" You pointed your finger,"The gauntlet." You said. Clint quickly took the gauntlet and both of you heard groans like some kind of animal.
"Clint, you need to get that thing out of here." Clint shook his head.
"No, I can't leave you here. Not again." He quietly said the last words and you smiled at him assuring him.
"I'll be fine, don't worry. I'll just need you to get out of here. Please." The monsters are slowly approaching where the two of you are.
"Go now! I'll hold them back for you. Those stones need to get back where they belong."
"Clint! We don't have time," You looked at him with assurance in your eyes. "I promise, I'll be fine. Just go."
"If I don't see you on the battlefield, I'll kill you." You chuckled.
"Yeah, yeah." He nodded his head and you did as well, he quickly fed the place and you looked back at the dog aliens.
You looked at your palm. "It's showtime." You let your power freely flow through your body then a ball of fire was now dancing on your palm.
"My foot may be stuck but my hands aren't, now say goodbye to this world." You blast them with your fire and now they're just black ashes.
"Finally, you didn't let your fear consume you again."
"Oh, shut it and just help me free my foot, you bird."
"That's not how you talk to an elemental bird, you disrespectful child." You rolled your eyes.
"You’re still a bird. Whatever." You used your power to lift the rock to free your foot and it successfully did. You didn't want Clint to be here because you were scared that you'd lose control again.
"What? No." You again felt fire rising through your body, you were now set on fire, your eyes were now bright as fire. Phoenix is slowly taking over your body but you were fighting it.
Avengers were fighting, Stephen was searching for you but couldn't see you. Hoping that you were alright, hoping that you didn't join the war because he wanted you to be safe. Suddenly an explosion was seen on the other side of the compound. Fire was going crazy.
Everyone was confused on where the fire was going, then it landed on the side of avengers, slowly the fire faded out and it revealed you. A red hair, red eyes and a sword made of fire.
"Now, that's fire." Peter commented. Stephen looked at you, amazed, mesmerized, stunned and such. Your new look suits you so much.
You were glaring at Thanos, who was confused. "Because of you, I have suffered so much."
"I don't even know who you are." You smirked.
"Oh, you will. I'll make you remember till you'll never forget it ever again." You launched an attack at him and you two fought. Stephen wanted to help you but he got the water duty control.
Stephen didn’t see that coming, he didn’t see you on that 14 million possibilities. Yet, here you are fighting against Thanos with Captain Marvel and Tony. You were thrown away by Thanos and Tony looked at Stephen as he raised his index finger, Tony realized what it meant and tried to take the stones from Thanos as he successfully did.
“I…am… Iron-Man.” Before Tony snapped, you quickly held his wrist, absorbing the infinity stones so that it wouldn’t kill him. Stephen quickly made his way on where you are but there were still smokes around. Once the smoke cleared out, he saw you, healing Tony and you also absorbing the remaining power of the stones in him.
After doing that you sat back as you caught your breath, Stephen immediately ran towards you and kneeled down, putting your head on his lap. ”You were so great, darling.” You weakly smiled at him.
“You think?” He nodded his head and kissed your head.
“Y/N.” You looked at Tony, "Thank you for saving my life.”
“No problem, Tony. You’re a friend of mine.” You felt something different on your body, your whole body was burning up. Stephen felt that.
“Are you good? You're heating up.” You quickly moved away from him, from them.
Stephen was about to come close but you stopped him,”No, do-don’t come any closer. Please.”
“Hey, hey, it’s okay. You’re okay.” Stephen felt somehow familiar with what's happening right now.
You were feeling what you felt on the day your parents died,”No, I’m not okay. I have too much energy with me. I’m like a volcano that will erupt very soon.” Stephen then realized the meaning of a bright light like fire on the possibility he saw. A tear rolled down on his cheek.
“No, you would explode my love, you won’t. Let me help you.” You aggressively shook your head and saw the stones. You put back all of the energy of the stones but you still felt like you were going to explode.
“Kid, your body wouldn’t take this kind of energy. Let me help you.” The Phoenix spoke.
“All you need is to let go, don’t worry they wouldn’t be harmed in any way, just heartbroken.”
“What do you mean by that?” You asked the Phoenix.
“You need to go.” No, you looked at Stephen who was now crying. "It's the only way,”
You trembling sighed, you made a blue fire and let it fly towards Stephen as a memory that you will always be on his side. He shook his head, ”No, don’t go, my love. We’ll figure it out together. Please.”
“It’s okay, you’ll be okay. I love you, I always will.” Slowly your body was glowing, some looked away as tears crawled down on their cheeks. Some may not know you but they were grateful to fight alongside you.
Stephen quickly ran to and hugged you so tight, afraid to let you go. You hugged him back and gave a peck on the lips before fading away. He dropped on his knees, feeling the warmth of your hug. He was silently crying and Tony patted his shoulder, kneeling down with him.
“I love you too, I always will.” He muttered to the glowing light that was going up in the sky.
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