Nyeh

TW: ED and SH || Block don't report || 15 || Pro-recovery, just not in it || Active March 2022 || Any Pronouns

[strawberry-sodaa]

Back to my starting weight, so ashamed

[strawberry-sodaa]

Me, an opportunist, taking my new medication as a sign to relapse

If weight loss potential side effect...why not take advantage

[strawberry-sodaa]

Gonna start posting my calories again because I love public self-shaming!!

Breakfast:

Adzuki Mochi (116kcal)

Lunch:

Carrot (16kcal)

Dinner:

Burger and Fries from work (400kcal estimate)

3 slices Pizza (300kcal estimate)

McDonalds strawberry sundae (280kcal)

Total: 1112 kcal

Exercise:

Volleyball training (- 250kcal)

Cleaning at work: ( -300kcal)

Net Total: 560kcal

Notes: So I have a crush on this guy and he asked me to punch another guy for him because the guy called him fat, lowkey tempted, what y'all think?

[strawberry-sodaa]

Justifying drinking 3 milkshakes by not eating food with them and calling it laxatives bc milk...

[strawberry-sodaa]

Both my grandmas are here I'm being forced to eat 3 times a day, I wanna purge so bad. I hate this I feel so fucking fat. 😭😭😭😭

[strawberry-sodaa]

Got some leg warmers today, using them as motivation to get skinny legs

[oopsallsad]

ok bye im gonna cry myself to sleep over how fat and female znd lonely and unloved i am

[thisblogdeactivated]

holding my boob for emotional support

[thisblogdeactivated]

well

[strawberry-sodaa]

:(

[threewayradio-deactivated202005]

Why would you fuck Adam sandler

it was on my bucket list 

[bee-enthusiast]

Does the ‘was’ entail you already have?

[threewayradio-deactivated202005]

yes

[afloweroutofstone]

Top 25 Tumblr post

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I have searched everywhere for this I almost thought I hallucinated it

[strawberry-sodaa]

I have questions that will never be answered

[strawberry-sodaa]

So I currently work at McDonalds (hopefully not for long got an interview somewhere else tomorrow) and like they expect you to eat there????? Like we don't have a staff fridge or place to put our own food???? I came early to a shift and the manager was like "you can go into the dining room and get food, it's half price" bitch what

[strawberry-sodaa]

Hi hi ED Tumblr! I'm doing my English assignment on Eating Disorders, specifically how those 'recovery' accounts and articles are actually triggering and do more harm than good. Could you please interact if you've used any of those to trigger yourself and leave a comment with any experiences. Much appreciated!! <3

[yuumiz]

[that-kid-named-viktor]

Go miku! Go!

[strawberry-sodaa]

MLM Thinspo because my crush is hella skinny and I wanna be hella skinny with him.

[strawberry-sodaa]

Throwback to when I posted this. I don't have a crush on him anymore but we're friends now which is pretty cool.

[give-me-ribs]

I hate my boobs. I HATE my boobs. I HATE MY boobs. I HATE MY BOOBS. I HATE MY BOOBS. I HATE MY BOOBS. I HATE MY BOOBS.

[strawberry-sodaa]

POV: You're actively tryna get ana back but just can't seem to commit

POV: You're me...someone give me motivation please

[of-aurora]

Reblog if you're not homophobic

Every url that reblog’s will be written in a book and shown to my homophobic dad. 

[mortimermcmirestinks]

wonder how @of-aurora’s homophobic dad is doing these days

[strawberry-sodaa]

That's a LOT of notes

[strawberry-sodaa]

when when when you wanna c//t urself but u have no sharps so you just sit there awkwardly and debate starving urself </3