hurt/comfort is a lifestyle atp

theo raeken apologist until i die idc and live laugh love liam dunbar cuz i said so :) strawberrygrapesandcherry on ao3

[lexirosewrites]

what they don’t tell you about being a writer is that returning to a long fic you haven’t touched in a while means rereading 50k words first because you don’t actually remember your own fics that well

[kanakori]

games stop adding unnecessary unskippable animations to absolutely fucking everything its so annoying to have to wait the 3 seconds to watch the coins ive gathered dance to my wallet bitch let me play already

[kaelesti]

Needed a warm-up after an art block period and that picture spoke to me, stay tuned for Liam's pov ig (version without sweat below, I couldn't choose which version to post)

[reallysleepydude]

the chokehold thiam has on me has to be studied, cause i see them in every truck that passes by, in every song i listen to, i find a hint of them, i think about all the time, i carry their picture with me and i't been years of this, at this point i AM thiam

[worldsmostcasualmpregfan]

is this anything (pretend we know what liam's mom looks like)

[nucl3arxxiv]

benjamin leonard poindexter🙏🙏

[strawberrygrapesandcherry]

liam (what, i like history) dunbar if he was a greek statue

[thiamsalpha]

got bored and made these

[thiamsxbitch]

moodboard: liam dunbar

#1 for my beloved @khylinsl0ver for the gift giving event from the @officialtwlibrary 🥰💖

[strawberrygrapesandcherry]

[strawberrygrapesandcherry]

I was just thinking about Liams face structure (again!) and Greek statues, particularly, David and I think I just might…

Anyone catching what I’m throwing?

[strawberrygrapesandcherry]

[strawberrygrapesandcherry]

I forgot the little mole/freckle (idk)

[strawberrygrapesandcherry]

Trying to get into fan art and I’m now realising Cody christian is lowkey hard to draw wtf

[thiamsxbitch]

do you guys stop to think about how fucking iconic jenna dunbar is in this fandom, and it's insane, cuz she is basically an oc. she doesn't even exist in the universe of the show, but we just created someone so cool that it's impossible to hate her, and it's like she's always been there. we hold so much power in the name of hyperfixations. we're even better than the original shit

[subpar-celestial]

Always thinking about how Theo would be insecure in his and Liam's relationship. He feels inherently bad, tainted. He's scared of transferring that to Liam, marring him, dirtying him.

But what about Liam? Liam knows Theos life hasn't been easy or normal. He needs someone stable, unshakable. He needs a rock, a person to lean on. Liam isn't that. He knows he isn't that. He's messy, emotional, he's not someone you can always rely on all the time.

He comes with outbursts, meltdowns, episodes, medications, emergency therapy sessions. He's so far from what Theo needs it's fucking sad. He feels so much shame when he can't control himself, when Theo has to anchor him. After all he's been through doesn't Theo deserve a break? Doesn't he deserve the safety to fall apart on someone who won't crumble with him? He can't be that. Everyday he hopes Theo won't see it, while simultaneously hoping he will. And that he'll find someone better.

He doesn't see how they hold each other up. He doesn't recognize that for every time Theo picks him up he had picked Theo up. Nights before sitting with him after a nightmare. Not forcing him to talk about it, or move on from it, just being there with him. Calling Theo just to rant about some stupid thing that ticked him off not knowing Theo had been spiraling seconds before he'd called. Being one of the first people in a long time to handle Theo with comfort and care. He's helped Theo in so many ways and he doesn't know it.

They both think the other deserves better. My lil dumb dumbs.

[allthingswhumpyandangsty]

[strawberrygrapesandcherry]

Not that anyone asked, but Dirt by Searows is the most Theo song ever and I’ll die on this hill.