LEONIE

Leonie. Los Angeles. Life enthusiast.

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The adults have left. What are we doing?

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Just want my pussy licked and pounded - but also make it deeply passionate

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Lesson according to my aunt: never date an only child

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The end of 26

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It was the way he held onto my hand in silence and kisses it gently.

How each of his movements showed me so much care and purity.

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I got a crush

I can’t help but write down my reasons. For the name of love, right? I just want to remember why.

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August 2020 is going to be fucking wild.

According to my own homework- my personal situation will most likely have heavy energies relating to work/coworkers (it could be laid off or reduced hours, or maybe remote work, who knows, or busy season approaches), a big change in my personal asset/income (whether for good or bad- we’ll see but it’s looking like it’s for good), something about paternal (generally father) connections, and also dreams/change in value from new different perspectives.

As a collective, there will be some form of action that will take place in the world that could impact some people that I may personally know of- but most likely to an authoritative entity and as a result, could be a monumental month for some dramatic changes.

I must prepare and work with these potential energies that I will be surrounded with and experience.

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August 12, 2020 - my father asked for momentary help to finance his business.

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All thirst. No value.

I can vibe the hunger and energy of wanting someone on the surface level but also I can find out if there is an over lasting burning passion or a short lived burnout on the deeper level.

My intuition leads me here and sure backs me up.

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Your tears don’t fall

They crash around me

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The animal kingdom don’t discriminate

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The energy at work has been real heavy for the whole week this past week. The emotions that my coworkers have displayed have been sad because of the death of their loved one.

We celebrated both my coworkers birthday and also the death monthsary of my other coworkers’ loved one.

I knew Tony. I attended the memorial service but I couldn’t bring myself to come up front to see his physical body inside his casket.

I’m settled with seeing his physical body in my last memory of him.

I was able to easily control back my tears to stay strong and supportive to my coworkers.

I want a green burial. I just planned how I want the disposal of my physical body.

I scheduled a last minute dance session to let myself dance out all the emotion buildup.

Damn these sex dreams. Hormones are in full swing.

I broke up with Amazon and have been sourcing out my stuff. I’m in love with the new yoga mat I just bought.

I just became an organ donor.

Much love.

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Ancestors

I truly believe that my ancestors want me to outlive my (or their) enemies. To fight the ongoing continuous battles. To hopefully experience- or to live a better life than theirs.

I wonder if my ancestors ever thought about the future of their own making. I wonder if my own ancestors ever wondered in light and even in darkness.

As the universe decided to give me my life and as my ancestors has been given the pass to give me the path to their lineage- I wonder if I will ever be given that same pass to carry on their lineage in my lifetime.

I may not have met those before me and may have not known their own individual story. They may have been deemed well or poorly. Some of their faith may have excelled and some may have vanished.

Whatever it may be.

I cannot thank my ancestors and the universe enough for this life. What a gift. To be able to gain my own experiences despite the strings that are attached to my connected ancestry. And if I ever forget about them for whatever reason, I won’t need to remember as I carry them in my blood. Ingrained in me. This mark for whenever I am lost. It’s already within.

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Greens

A new routine I have picked up from the last couple of weeks.

I have been juicing my greens at least once a week on a regular work week.

Since I haven’t been eating my greens (fruits&veggies) I figured that juicing is the best way for me to intake easily momentarily.

I need to boost my number of bottles I’ve been prepping. I’ve been making 2 bottles each session and I hope to make a batch of 5 my next session.

Sounds like I should make a trip to Costco soon to get more produce by bulk!

I wish to take care of my overall health through moderation and descipline.

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A reminder

I’m an open person, but come correct. What people fail to know about me is I have full control of what I want to pay my attention and time to. I know what I want and need. My time in this planet is very limited and I plan to use it wisely.

If I don’t vibe with someone or anything- I have the power to cut that shit off my life. Best believe that my happiness is too damn important.

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Summer Solstice 2020

I’ve been craving to go outdoors. I told my sister that I wanted to go hiking and decided to drag her with me again.

The morning was very cloudy but cleared up by the time we arrived in the mountains at around 10AM.

We didn’t expect much at this trail and we were surprised at the difficultly. Steep, rocky, and wet. We crossed rivers about two times going and back by foot. We also crossed by log. We wanted to reach the bridge to nowhere- but couldn’t go all the way since it was getting late and was already lunch time. Would I go back? Probably not soon as I want to explore more trails.

Will post more images on my travel blog. The image attached to this is a photo taken by my sister as we cross on our way back.

My father is also in town last minute. We picked him up after we got back. The timing. I hope to get outdoors (safely) more this summer.

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10 FT | 3 M

I am starting to see my friends slowly and my heart is stupid giddy happy about it.

One of my closest friend/fam and I had planned for a virtual meet (FaceTime) but I last minute decided to offer to get boba/bubble tea drinks for both of us to enjoy and physically distance to hang out in person instead.

The weather has been beautiful here in Los Angeles, so this was my reason for a last minute change of plan- I wanted to enjoy the outdoors as well.

Luckily they(my friend’s respected pronoun) were down to physically distance and hang out with boba/bubble tea. I parked temporarily in front of their place, left my friend’s drink near their door, and I went back to my car to wait.

They brought a chair with them to sit on and we caught up for a good hour and 35 minutes. We physically distanced 10 feet (or 3 meters) away from each other while my friend wore two face masks for our safety.

Despite being physically distant, having to see their physical appearance was enough to enjoy being close to their existence. I wish to see more friends in person safely.